Dauntment

"throw the whole paradigm away". Idk bro, sounds like you got lost in some rabbit hole or something. Get in touch with reality/actuality. Go game some women. Have (entertain/lead/care for/chat up/socialize/etc.) a group of women and see how you do; or if not a group, then at least ONE. And if you can't even do THAT...well then you CLEARLY have a sh*t ton of personal work to do. Actuality (Truth) dissipates bullshit fantasies/theories you may have.

Sounds fun Lol. My last trip was 6g (Awakened) but wish it was 8g; I find the disparity between dosages and experiences to be hilarious sometimes. Just wondering, after "50 trips & 5meo", you haven't fully integrated: Stop resisting the trip. ???? Interesting.

Appreciate the long response I was supposed to try it this year but I re-arranged some priorities. "You can crack your skull open while your POV is an elve mechanic world.", Yea I saw a reddit post where a 15yo jumped out a 5th floor (and fortunately survived). "took the decisions to leave it aside." Permanently? "I couldn't make any sense of it" WOW LOL How enticing (to me). "I'm in love with salvia," ~~ Interestingly....I would say I feel almost the same, strangely, like "the woman of my dreams" that I have never met/seen/known. I was supposed to try this year but rearranged some priorities; worth to note I don't have even 10 trips TOTAL (LSD + Mushroom) but am exceptionally more tolerant as I have observed.

Salvia? Dangerous? Care to share more details/perspective? *That hasn't already been said on Reddit/YouTube comments, etc.*

Sage? Whaaaaaat? I thought he was a bum who was addicted to minesweeper, Cheetos and snapping his fingers whenever he is scared

Read the whole thing and thought about it (hopefully you can equally respect my response): Foremost: "I already have the LP course and so far don't know for certain what I want to do with my life" Figure this sh*t out ASAP while you still have the cushion. Your Purpose/Vision will ground and serve as motivation for ALL your other actions; get the big picture right! From there, you could start to have general parameters to aim for: - Values (as taught from Leo in his LPC) - Wealth, do you want it? How much money would your dream lifestyle cost? - Time, how do you want to spend the rest of your 20s? What do you want your life to be like by 30/35? - Education/Skills, starting a (major) business while in college is conflicting; if you could succeed in a major business, then college is hardly necessary and maybe a hinderance. Why start a restaurant business (when they are a bit notoriously tough with low profit margins, etc.)? Good news, you're doing good. You're working, you have support from your family, you have a working girlfriend (who you intend to become closer with by living together), you're in school, etc. Thats why I want to hammer the point of embracing your luxuries/opportunity to clarify your life vision and take the steps (which MOST people cannot feasibly do) to put your authentic life together.

What do you WANT? In my last trip, I observed a duality between "work & play"; Listening to music kept in more "tame" states of consciousness but refuting music FOR Awareness resulted in Awakening for me. Want to listen to music? Want to introspect?

@StarStruck Leo's "archetype" is actually among the most suited/ideal for political recommendations/advisory https://www.16personalities.com/intp-personality He is actually remarkably competent in his domain but (just like all forms) has limitations metaphysically, which people OFTEN miss the point of and even project ("Leo is too mean! He is not nice enough. etc. etc.") If I may say so, His "archetype" is the most competent at finding Truth/Understanding; from there on, (how it's communicated/shared/executed etc.) is where other "archetypes" may step in such as (referencing MBTI again) ENTJ/ENFJ So few people understand these things (.__.") .......understandably lol

(All due respect) The type of person to ask something like this should probably be seeking profits immediately.

If the drive is: - Artistic/Purpose/Passion (Love/Truth First): Offer value first (based on what YOU want/Love) then draw customers through experience/skin in the game/reputation - Business (Money/Results First): Look for "opportunities" in the marketplace where you can seize market share

Coming from a big picture perspective (not getting into the micro details you're writing about) + referencing an insight from an awakening earlier this year....."Whatever you say, bud. You're God after all lol". Given the length of the post, I would deduce possible anxiety (??) and probably overthinking. It can be very easy to get lost in a labyrinth YOU constructed. That said, my input: 1. Level out, "let the water still" so you can "see" more clearly; Meditate. 2. Using the clarity from #1. (Meditation), you will find your answers (inside you) that you are asking us ("outsiders", inside you lol) 3. Lastly, Again, Emphasizing/Iterating, its ALL your Mind. Want something? Great, go for it. Don't want it? Don't sweat it; Take Action. (Not Action-Faking, but DOING thing, will ultimately result in your growth). Good luck man

Need Holistic & Systems Thinking @Bobby_2021 says "work life balance", you could tie that to the growing Wealth disparity as well. Social Media may be playing a role in warping people's dating expectations. (which could be tied to) People seem to be more oriented towards pleasure/short term. It could be said that "men are getting weak" or the possible trends from "passport bros" & MGTWO/Red pill, etc. My Guess: What is causing the problem? : People are not motivated/incentivized/want strongly enough to commit to a monogamous long term relationship to build a life together that they enjoy & enables them to bring children into. Solution? : Education reform + Stronger benefits of marriage (w/ some revisioning to cushion some men getting r*ped financially/family-wise) + Cultural shift/evolution

You are being weak. There is a congruency between "you not being able to move on" and "why you two broke up". Not absolutely defining but seriously, stop being so damn weak man, its disgusting.

Not delving too deep into Ecology or the economics etc. but came across this video and thought: "Imagine the consciousness of those Hogs". Just casually consuming to survive, then here comes this "car" (likely the first time they have EVER seen one in their existence) with other life forms and mass exterminating them. Meanwhile the humans are smiling, laughing, joking ("was that the death squeal of one of the hogs or my struck LOL"), etc. Survival......interesting.

Where we our in society: Those with the most leverage/capital are NOT the ones (nor closely advised by) the highest quality thinkers/philosophers. We need more Conscious Leadership/Capitalism.

1. I would confidently attest that X/Twitter is better headed into the direction of "Truth"/useful information and being less memetic or misc. content that doesn't "serve anyone". 2. "Execute on it" in the context on what they believe (putting action behind it, getting skin in the game, etc.). Isn't ironic how all these individual comments appear to "know what's best for the business" and "how it should be ran" (as if they had major experience running a similar company, or decades of specific knowledge in that domain, etc.) lmao, isn't that a bit suspicious? 3. Thus the status quo: MANY people will "talk" and "give their opinions" etc., in vain because they lack the leverage/capital/influence to do anything about it. Pareto Principle. (Also, not even beginning to mention the mechanicalness of main, particularly with "Talk" & "Reacting")

THREE...in the past YEAR? Man, I'd DEFINITELY advise to expand your paradigm and raise your standards (contingent on who you are authentically). But I'd say aim for at LEAST...the VERY MINIMUM of 3/month, but really want to orientate towards 3/week. (Again, emphasis on your authentic values/authority). Comparison (Not to be taken so literal): Imagine if you applied to 3 jobs in the past year then started to theorize and get all in your head, lmfao.... Edit: Also, if you're constantly being BLOCKED, perhaps look to see if you are being too invasise/intrusive/aggressive (or maybe creepy?)

%0.00 awareness of this horseshit, awareness of bullshit like this is almost enraging (though always composed)

Didn't he "donate $25m to some hunger cause" as well? And now ANOTHER $25m to Palestine? I'm no mathematician nor proficient pocket-watcher but where the hell did this $50 million come from to donate without serious hinderances to his lifestyle? I'd call horseshit/further damage control for his reputation.

I think: Many people will have "opinions about him", but in ACTUALITY will mean almost nothing considering no single individual would achieve a fraction of a decimal of a percent of the success he has achieved (accumulated capital). Same people calling him immature/wrong/foolish/etc. are simply taking from the sidelines, zero skin in the game. Think you know better? Go execute on it.

Ima be honest, I saw how much text there was and lost interest to read it. I feel you are unnecessarily extrapolating and theorizing the notion. Unless you're being rejected DOZENS (maybe even hundreds) of times consecutively,...."its not that big of a deal, and it is what it is; Move on." Unless you're into mental masturbation of pickup & dating then....by all mean cap'n

"INTJ", Lol.

"The biggest mistake an artist can make is looking at the audience". "Do you", unless you have business/monetary expectations, then yes, Pivot. Constructive criticisms: The titles and thumbnails could use improvement, "Its not it."

https://spendmenot.com/blog/what-percentage-of-americans-are-millionaires/ Context is very important. MOST millionaires are "old" (having gone the "Dave Ramsey" route; saving, investing a little over time and compounding) "Only 1% are below 35"