Dauntment

Bro, you are 19.......lol. "Chasing a date" at that age is...diminishing imo. You would be FAR better off "getting your shit together" (physique, sense of purpose/direction for your life, financial stability, etc.) than "chasing some kitty". I slept with multiple woman at 19 (all either explicitly/implicitly) escalated to dating and I never once "asked them out"; I was "doing me" and the shit just happened. TL;DR - Focus on yourself.

Observed: Social Anxiety & Overthinking. You should work on your inner dialogue man (how to talk to yourself); Wayyyy too nervous and logical about certain shit, for instance, no one gives a F**K about a petty 3 year age gap (25 vs 28) LMFAO. It's all about your ENERGY, your STATE. Have fun, be entertaining, "make someone's day", engage/initiate something with the girls who claim are smiling at you (even a f**king "WHATS UP!?! " would go a long way). But Kudos for creating this "log/journal"

though the topic is just about porn, I'd going to relevantly tie it with Sex/PMO with this: Begs an interesting (and unanswered) question: "Why should anyone bother?" (referring to the instant, free, and unlimited "access" that porn offers). In a binary forced response: I would say technically Porn IS unhealthy (within the context of Human Survival) because of its "zero-sum" like effects (example/analogy: Dessert, in isolation or moderation, its "not that bad", but if moved to a primary position, its clearly toxic and UNHEALTHY) Porn "replaces" procreation similar to how Junk food "replaces" Nutrition.

Book: https://a.co/d/8CvaLOD Post: https://www.thefastlaneforum.com/community/threads/the-cents-business-commandments-for-entrepreneurs.81090/ Podcast/Video: https://www.thefastlaneforum.com/community/threads/the-cents-business-commandments-for-entrepreneurs.81090/ That is literally millions of dollars "worth of game", take the wisdom and apply it. Its that simple, have fun

Immediate thoughts/Intuition: Dude is "still in Stage Orange" and is now transitioning to (what I would consider) toxic behaviors such as "courses"/masterminds/[other online guru shit] since he sold his MLM company and is now bored with that money and is "hungry for more". Typical quality (that I have noticed) is that these "gurus" will sometimes leverage their existing known business history (for Bet David it would be his MLM scheme....I mean business, for Iman G it would be his SMM agency, Grant CArdone & Real Estate, etc.) as "trust" then use these courses to multiple their existing wealth; almost a "pump & dump". Will you get "some value" from the course? Almost completely guaranteed? Then what's the catch??....You're almost certainly overpaying for the "value". TL;DR: Almost certainly not worth it, likely typical conventional wisdom/advice that you could find in a $10-$20 book but he is charging 500x as much for because he CAN (because of his personal branding/fanbase). Donate your money if you want lol Edit 1: Useful insight/wisdom, you should be particularly cautious of any individual who has made "a ton of money" (millions & millions of dollars, +8 to 9 figures) yes is still "chasing MONEY" (rather than developing an explicit product/service that for Good/The Collective) via "selling a COURSE"; 100% of instances that I have observed like this has always been some sort of: pyramid scheme/cash grab/pump & dump/etc. These Egos don't give a F**K about YOUR "success"/wellbeing or finances lol

"Because it feels good"

Reality has no problems other than the ones you create, good day.

*read the whole post* (._.") But serious input/some perspective: I would agree that he is being "immature" (although could simultaneously be perceived that he has good intentions, is very protective and cares deeply to make the relationship work) Confront this and come to a resolution, IMMEDIATELY. You continue operating within that boundary (his "demand"/request) He "gets over it" (accepts/allows it etc.) Its understandable given the nature of "it" (girls night out) along with existing notions/cliches such as: You may have a little too much to drink A "+1 to your BF" ("objectively superior" as redpill may say; height, looks, wealth, charm, etc.) takes interest in you...blah blah etc. But given the sense of "acclaimed maturity" within your circle...I'd be in your favor I accurately estimated your age w/o seeing you say it lol Long story short: Sounds like he is a conventional young male who may have spent too much time on social media and/or is still working on himself (insecurities). I'm not sure how much you 2 expect from Reality/Life but if "a girls night out" (given you're sincere/mature/loyal); which if I may add...seems to be particularly strong with Latino culture) is "too much for him to bare".......then......Lol. *Its understood* "but now he didn’t wanted to go because it was a girls night and said he had no one to go with." Respectfully (seriously).......this sounds like something a teenage boy would spout (pattern of thinking) Final Conclusion: Hopefully you're able to aid/support him in his development (particularly with his insecurities; because to make it explicit: His "demand" essentially is equal to him saying "I don't trust your autonomous judgment") but if not....."you two had a good run" & "there's billions of other fish in the sea"......just don't get stuck for months & months wasting your time/youth, Enjoy Reality

Yes, Insanity. If you're actually serious & interested in "forfeiting socialization", you should start dabbling with Insanity and enter Madness. From here, you will be exploring Infinite Consciousness. You probably want to continue occupying The Social Matrix/"Humanity" lol.....

Oh god, the ImanG virus is spreading; May any would-be fool stay clear...........or be sucked into yet another labyrinth of bullshit

"throw the whole paradigm away". Idk bro, sounds like you got lost in some rabbit hole or something. Get in touch with reality/actuality. Go game some women. Have (entertain/lead/care for/chat up/socialize/etc.) a group of women and see how you do; or if not a group, then at least ONE. And if you can't even do THAT...well then you CLEARLY have a sh*t ton of personal work to do. Actuality (Truth) dissipates bullshit fantasies/theories you may have.

Sounds fun Lol. My last trip was 6g (Awakened) but wish it was 8g; I find the disparity between dosages and experiences to be hilarious sometimes. Just wondering, after "50 trips & 5meo", you haven't fully integrated: Stop resisting the trip. ???? Interesting.

Appreciate the long response I was supposed to try it this year but I re-arranged some priorities. "You can crack your skull open while your POV is an elve mechanic world.", Yea I saw a reddit post where a 15yo jumped out a 5th floor (and fortunately survived). "took the decisions to leave it aside." Permanently? "I couldn't make any sense of it" WOW LOL How enticing (to me). "I'm in love with salvia," ~~ Interestingly....I would say I feel almost the same, strangely, like "the woman of my dreams" that I have never met/seen/known. I was supposed to try this year but rearranged some priorities; worth to note I don't have even 10 trips TOTAL (LSD + Mushroom) but am exceptionally more tolerant as I have observed.

Salvia? Dangerous? Care to share more details/perspective? *That hasn't already been said on Reddit/YouTube comments, etc.*

Sage? Whaaaaaat? I thought he was a bum who was addicted to minesweeper, Cheetos and snapping his fingers whenever he is scared

Read the whole thing and thought about it (hopefully you can equally respect my response): Foremost: "I already have the LP course and so far don't know for certain what I want to do with my life" Figure this sh*t out ASAP while you still have the cushion. Your Purpose/Vision will ground and serve as motivation for ALL your other actions; get the big picture right! From there, you could start to have general parameters to aim for: - Values (as taught from Leo in his LPC) - Wealth, do you want it? How much money would your dream lifestyle cost? - Time, how do you want to spend the rest of your 20s? What do you want your life to be like by 30/35? - Education/Skills, starting a (major) business while in college is conflicting; if you could succeed in a major business, then college is hardly necessary and maybe a hinderance. Why start a restaurant business (when they are a bit notoriously tough with low profit margins, etc.)? Good news, you're doing good. You're working, you have support from your family, you have a working girlfriend (who you intend to become closer with by living together), you're in school, etc. Thats why I want to hammer the point of embracing your luxuries/opportunity to clarify your life vision and take the steps (which MOST people cannot feasibly do) to put your authentic life together.

What do you WANT? In my last trip, I observed a duality between "work & play"; Listening to music kept in more "tame" states of consciousness but refuting music FOR Awareness resulted in Awakening for me. Want to listen to music? Want to introspect?

@StarStruck Leo's "archetype" is actually among the most suited/ideal for political recommendations/advisory https://www.16personalities.com/intp-personality He is actually remarkably competent in his domain but (just like all forms) has limitations metaphysically, which people OFTEN miss the point of and even project ("Leo is too mean! He is not nice enough. etc. etc.") If I may say so, His "archetype" is the most competent at finding Truth/Understanding; from there on, (how it's communicated/shared/executed etc.) is where other "archetypes" may step in such as (referencing MBTI again) ENTJ/ENFJ So few people understand these things (.__.") .......understandably lol

(All due respect) The type of person to ask something like this should probably be seeking profits immediately.

If the drive is: - Artistic/Purpose/Passion (Love/Truth First): Offer value first (based on what YOU want/Love) then draw customers through experience/skin in the game/reputation - Business (Money/Results First): Look for "opportunities" in the marketplace where you can seize market share

Coming from a big picture perspective (not getting into the micro details you're writing about) + referencing an insight from an awakening earlier this year....."Whatever you say, bud. You're God after all lol". Given the length of the post, I would deduce possible anxiety (??) and probably overthinking. It can be very easy to get lost in a labyrinth YOU constructed. That said, my input: 1. Level out, "let the water still" so you can "see" more clearly; Meditate. 2. Using the clarity from #1. (Meditation), you will find your answers (inside you) that you are asking us ("outsiders", inside you lol) 3. Lastly, Again, Emphasizing/Iterating, its ALL your Mind. Want something? Great, go for it. Don't want it? Don't sweat it; Take Action. (Not Action-Faking, but DOING thing, will ultimately result in your growth). Good luck man

Need Holistic & Systems Thinking @Bobby_2021 says "work life balance", you could tie that to the growing Wealth disparity as well. Social Media may be playing a role in warping people's dating expectations. (which could be tied to) People seem to be more oriented towards pleasure/short term. It could be said that "men are getting weak" or the possible trends from "passport bros" & MGTWO/Red pill, etc. My Guess: What is causing the problem? : People are not motivated/incentivized/want strongly enough to commit to a monogamous long term relationship to build a life together that they enjoy & enables them to bring children into. Solution? : Education reform + Stronger benefits of marriage (w/ some revisioning to cushion some men getting r*ped financially/family-wise) + Cultural shift/evolution

You are being weak. There is a congruency between "you not being able to move on" and "why you two broke up". Not absolutely defining but seriously, stop being so damn weak man, its disgusting.

Not delving too deep into Ecology or the economics etc. but came across this video and thought: "Imagine the consciousness of those Hogs". Just casually consuming to survive, then here comes this "car" (likely the first time they have EVER seen one in their existence) with other life forms and mass exterminating them. Meanwhile the humans are smiling, laughing, joking ("was that the death squeal of one of the hogs or my struck LOL"), etc. Survival......interesting.

Where we our in society: Those with the most leverage/capital are NOT the ones (nor closely advised by) the highest quality thinkers/philosophers. We need more Conscious Leadership/Capitalism.