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I am assuming if i had any meaningful integration on any level, of truths like everything is one or there is no self, or everything is a illusion(famous from diamond sutra) then it would follow that it would affect my sexual attraction. Whatever it is that we find attractive in another person is definitely affected by the conscious concept of separation and identity, even if we take gay people. This would be a pretty safe bet or self test to measure your progress in the spiritual work, because if I or any other person saw no difference or separation than we would have no attraction unless you like yourself a lot, this would include sexual repulsion for example straight person towards another straight person, all in all it would be neutral in an meaningful integration. I think this is the most reasonable achievement one can expect in a spiritual path, it's not like you are materializing a object. If on the other hand your sexual attraction is just the same then before you had a more normal perspective on reality like for example materialism, what would that make of materialism if what it taught you stayed on a higher paradigm. What was the most close to "oneness" experience about this for you?

I searched and didn't see a analysis so if i miss something let me know please. First obstacle is reading a lot of books and internalizing them so at minimum 50 books i am guessing. Second one is doing as leo said about 50 trips on heavy psychedelics. The second issue is a problem even on low psychedelics or just one trip since many people are not meant physically to endure such substances, just like there are people prone to schizophrenia, and alike mental problems. Now the rest who are able to do all of this will also have to abandon their current lifestyle including work and devote their time to this work, on a global scale that is just a economical disaster and many other problems but also benefits, but that is another topic. Add to this also 10 years as a good estimate if you were starting right now, then best case scenario you end up with the mindset Leo currently has. Leo currently says many radical things at least from the perspective of normal people and considering youtube comments, also to be honest his personality (always from the outside view) is not something people see as rare or valuable, compared to other spiritual leaders or even normal people. I am writing this how a normal person would likely see this whole thing, not my thoughts. All things considered there is just no way this can compete with other religions or spiritual practices, at least with the current progress. Let me know what you think.

@Serotoninluv haha, thnx man, that's kind of sweet. Wish you weren't so delusional but i guess that's none of my business.

@Serotoninluv Well you can't make that stuff up that's why it's impressive. On the other hand i must admit, you went through all the trouble of making yourself disabled the way you are and it would be unfair to strip you of whatever benefits that brings, it's because reality is just that accepting that you find such a thing good and beneficial. Enjoy your benefits, the outside doesn't exist, it just a bad bad delusion, it's all in your head, go back to your castle now, oh wait everything is your castle in your case.

@Serotoninluv When you act like this it's like a rotten body speaking through a single living hair piece, just awful man, holy shit. You utterly have no idea what ego death is no idea, or you did it for all the wrong possible reasons there are and failed and left that tiny piece alive making this even more awful.

@Serotoninluv You look like nothing more than a ball of sadness who could not handle reality, and now are unable to function anymore. All those words of there is no I or infinity this or that, are not your own they represent the delusion and weakness inside you, thats how you people shield yourself from reality and utterly depend on that worldview. Absolute hell you're living there. Yuck, how can someone be so miserable or emit such awful intent from mere comments, never seen this.

@Serotoninluv You guys are in a for a terribly painful awakening and i think you know it.

@Serotoninluv Everything is subjective with you guys, even a snap of the comment section is somehow via professional delusion skills converted so something subjective, let alone the original post i wrote, you are truly incapable of acting objective because of your massive ego who can't assume another perspective or lock into another persons perspective because it's fat and more massive than a black hole.

@Nahm Glad you do and hope you always feel like that, but still your denial is out of this world and yet you are out of topic as always and making this about me.

@Nahm Because i don't wont to make you feel bad for no reason or any reason, i mean you're a person and all, and seeing you react like that gave me the impression. Now the second admiral of delusion has joined @Serotoninluv with his artistic dodging skills of reality.

@Nahm You such a sad case and watching you cling to your weakness is making me feel bad. Why are you like this? These are just the first 3 comments from total awakening, and the same goes for any deep video he has, do you think they are agreeing?

@Nahm Now you are making me feel bad, are you happy? Do you want people to feel pity for you so that you get your way? Or do you want to make things go your way by "confusing" them or other any delusional tactic? Is this how you want to live?

@Nahm Dude, dude, dude, dude! If you want to make a comment with any value and connection to this topic use something more universal something that is more widely accepted than just your personal feelings, they truly have value for you and anyone who has experience what you have, but here we are talking with common sense not personal feelings, do you get it?

@Nahm If you want to stay in denial that is totally your thing, but you don't have to declare your denial in every comment, we get it, you are way out of touch with common sense, i get the concept, if you want to keep doing that and repeating that then you are just wasting space and time for everyone who isn't in denial.

@Nahm You just love avoiding the topic don't you? Or making this about me, just stay on the topic please, how hard can this be?

@Nahm Nothing cool about something very common.

@Nahm Wow the denial is unreal holy cow my man. Look this is what people call common sense, you just don't get it. Go on and look at youtube, even his followers are against his "highest" teachings let alone normal folk. There is nothing complex about this, it's common sense. You need to be sober and stay with normal people to understand common sense and how it works, something you clearly lack or are in a disturbed way pretending to lack.

@Nahm Ehm, lol. Well my actual thoughts if you like to know are wayyyy worse than the average person, but if you care about the average person have a look at youtube or if you have any, your common sense.

We all know that you need to feed it, be careful not to destroy it ect. But how many here who take psychedelics know of it's physical permanent changes to the brain? Just like a dentist knows more about your avatars teeth so do neurologists know more about your avatars brain structure. I am not making this a materialism vs imagination thing, this is one of the main reasons why i don't like psychedelics. I am giving you here a scientific research paper made in 2015(these things cost!) it's a professional paper used by other professionals not just some internet bs. I really would like an honest answer to this problem. bouso2015.pdf

@TrynaBeTurquoise How right you are buddy, yes i am seeing now that i took things a bit too black and white.

@Nahm To be honest i am just kind of being selfish and dumb on consciously. I know how you guys think, what you like and what you don't like regardless of how true that is. I know in my mind that best case scenario you will feel a bit bad or stressed about this and of course not show it, and then carry on with your daily life, and knowing exactly this is what makes my post selfish and dumb. I guess i am writing this to make myself feel better by letting you guys know that, who cares it's your life and i shouldn't mix into that no matter how correct i am.

@fridjonk Drinking poison is also about survival not ultimate truth, but there is a priority thing going one, if you drink the poison it's end of the game, the rest gets cut off or affected massively. In the same way, psychedelics might affect your entire path.

@TrynaBeTurquoise They change your brain as in can't tell the difference between reality and imagination. In fact it's all buddhas fault for being so direct and fools misunderstanding him and being just as bad as christians(they are more real though). If his teachings didn't exist none of those guys would be talking the things they talk, none of those comes from inner experience but just confirmation bias all along.

@Raptorsin7 I didn't imply none of that, but i see that you somehow like to imply as if i did. If you want to talk reality and where i really am you should reread things clam down and then think again and again and then maybe try writing something with a bit of meaning or relevance.

@Inliytened1 You know that's actually sweet of you. I didn't meant to say what i said in a bad way, but if you ignore the truth materialism has to offer then you can't build higher in spiritual path, yet people treat materialism as some kind of epic hardcore devil puppy.