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Or what happens when it becomes extremely difficult to find someone willing to do the job of working in the abattoir. I assume they would start to offer high salaries, but at a certain point once enough people are against it how will the system continue? It will be the job nobody wants so what then?

@Scholar I know and agree with everything you said. I actually watched that documentary over a year ago. But just pointing out how they are deliberately beating the animals. it’s already horrific what is being done but to then add the beatings on top of that. Isn’t killing the animal enough, why do the people in that video also have to beat them, as if there is some enjoyment to it. And yes, it’s one of the worst jobs and lowest paid and the workers are fucked up from it.

Some articles about Abattoir life - working in a slaughterhouse: https://www.lifewithoutmeat.com/articles/working-in-an-abattoir-extreme-psychological-effects/ https://www.google.de/amp/s/www.bbc.co.uk/news/amp/stories-50986683 Coronavirus: https://www.google.de/amp/s/www.independent.co.uk/voices/coronavirus-slaughterhouse-abattoir-spread-infection-ptsd-mental-health-a9593511.html%3famp Less People are wanting to do the job: https://www.google.de/amp/s/amp.theguardian.com/commentisfree/2018/nov/19/christmas-crisis-kill-dinner-work-abattoir-industry-psychological-physical-damage

The worst part of the documentary is seeing the workers abusing the animals. Why they gotta do that?! the animals are already in hell. It takes some type of person to be able to work in an abattoir. Usually it’s out of desperation for a job.

https://www.instagram.com/p/CLTExQiBypz/?igshid=1s0a0dhhp31in How do you explain this? yes it’s Brooklyn Beckham and he’s already a millionaire at age 21, but he’s got a very feminine vibe and is engaged to Nicola Peltz who is a stunner, she’s also 26 so older than him. Just look at how lovey dovey he is! I don’t see any asshole vibes here. (although I do mega cringe at this video lol)

thanks everyone for your advice.. @ilja can you explain more what you mean by conscious exposure? is it just trying to be conscious whilst triggered? @acidgoofy I'm looking into microdosing psychs. do you think this would work, or do you mean more like trying to do shadow work whilst on a trip? @Abdelghafar thanks for the detailed response! I've definitely came along way already and my reactions aren't as bad as they used to be. I did a good job of basically breaking off toxic connections, moved away from home to another country and am conscious about who I spend time with. but that shadow is still there and I want to face it rather than avoid the situation or act like a frightened kitten. @Gesundheit most of this I do except for psychedelics and shamanic breathing. also the exposure therapy is something I didn't know of. I do inner child work and try to remember as many memories as possible, I actually am very aware of all my childhood issues and where my insecurities come from. I understand it, but fully changing it is the hard part. --- I was told I should try and look at my high sensitivity as a gift. I have high empathy and I always notice things, I feel my emotions deeply and have heightened senses. It just means that it is both a blessing and a curse. I still want to be this way but learn better how to handle the difficult feelings. for years I had a guard up and kept all feelings to myself. that had alot to do with my attachment style. I've grown past that stage now and am more open and secure about things.

https://www.bbc.com/news/health-55302595 ''How does the Oxford vaccine work? It is made from a weakened version of a common cold virus (known as an adenovirus) from chimpanzees.'' wait... what ?

It’s a tricky one, and it is easy to fall for people if you like them! It’s happened to me before that I got used or fell for someone then they cut me off. But I have also hurt people. not in the way of lying and using them for sex, but I thought I liked them at first but then I changed my mind and they started to repulse me.. (mostly always because they suddenly became clingy) I think that genuinely happens sometimes lol. But regarding like knowing if someone is a liar etc, that’s why you should try and keep them at an emotional distance in the beginning and keep testing them. Maybe sex will happen but as long as you aren’t too emotionally invested it will be easier to move on if things turn sour. But I dunno though, all I know is that I used to be an anxious/avoidant attachment type, so I would attract the same. Now I’m more secure with an anxious/avoidant shadow that comes up in certain situations which I’m still working on. I think an important tester is finding out the relationship that the prospective partner has with their parents. You can learn a lot from that! Most people turn out like their parents/attract someone like their parents. (That continues through each generation until someone awakens to break the cycle)

Yes if both are truly committed to making it work, u can’t half-arse it and expect everything to be like rainbows and butterflies. And really, it’s not all about sex it’s about intimacy. What usually happens is gradually you stop communicating and being intimate with eachother, you start to build invisible walls between eachother and then the sex will start to fade, but by that point the wall between you is so high that you dare not have a discussion about how you’re feeling and that’s when people start to stray. A good and strong relationship is not easy, It’s easier to have no commitment. You have to constantly look at yourself. You have to talk about your doubts and fears with your partner. Look at your partner and keep appreciating them again and again over many years, and you’ll see it’s not about having sex with only one same person, because actually when you really see them u see that they are changing all the time.

Women are also horny, but it’s different to the way men are. It’s easier to think of a horny man: one who can’t control his sexual urges, will sleep with anyone if given the chance, cheating, or wanting sex from the wife who won’t give it to him. When you look at it that way it appears that men are more horny. If a woman is horny she can satisfy herself with masturbation, fantasising, reading some erotica for example without feeling the need to go and sleep with someone. But actually, what people really want is intimacy and love. Women just show that side more. They are on the pursuit to find a man who sees that too. So If you have a truly and deeply intimate relationship (communication, physical attention like kissing and cuddling, feeling seen for who you are, love and support) the need for sex actually diminishes, because you are having those deep intimacy needs met. Of course you still want to have sex, but that neediness won’t be there and you don’t feel like you need to be having sex all the time and you’re both free to just ‘be’ without expectations.

In animalistic terms, yes the male is more horny. And majority of men still behave like animals.. lol

@Preety_India medium is a website where anyone can write if they make an account.. https://help.medium.com/hc/en-us/articles/360045516654-Interested-in-writing-on-Medium-Start-here-

I doubt they will make a ‘vaccine passport’ however, places/countries may choose to reject unvaccinated people. Depends what country you’re living in or wanting to travel to.

Since we all love doing tests... https://hsperson.com/test/highly-sensitive-test/

HSP over here

Reminded me of pig Latin... Ellohay hatway areay ouyay oingday odaytay? lol.

It sounds like neck tension, like a trapped nerve and pain caused by trigger points and knots in the neck/shoulder muscles, very painful and exactly what happened to me. how is your posture? Are you working at a computer or doing something repetitive that would cause strain on the shoulders and neck? Or have you been stressed or have anxiety.. Could be all of these things. I was dealing with this issue and pain in my shoulders and neck for months. Turns out I had a load of knots in my neck, in the back at the base of the skull. They usually build up over a long time and cause tension all over. First I went to a chiropractor several times, I learned a lot about posture and misalignment, but it did nothing for the pain. I was needing to massage my neck every day and it was exhausting. I actually rid my self of the pain by starting to lift dumbbells and working to strengthen the trapezius muscle. I now do daily shoulder shrugs with 5kg in each hand, combined with other dumbbell excercises plus daily neck stretching. I have to be conscious about my posture. Be careful and start with stretching, those trigger points can be extremely painful, and they need worked out. try this 10 minute neck yoga: this article explains some stuff: https://www.google.de/amp/s/health.clevelandclinic.org/knots-in-your-neck-how-to-try-a-trigger-point-massage-to-release-them/amp/ strength training for neck and shoulders info: https://www.health.harvard.edu/pain/strength-training-relieves-chronic-neck-pain

https://gen.medium.com/marilyn-manson-told-us-who-he-was-3a15e0fc27d ‘‘Manson only ever did exactly what he could get away with, and in a climate of overarching cultural misogyny, he could get away with a lot.’’ ‘‘a man could confess to abusing women on a national stage, and no one would care.’’ ‘’Yet that is the truth. Violent hatred of women is very deeply embedded in our culture, and men can not only get away with it, they can ride it to fame and fortune. It happens all the time. Those who express normal human amounts of fear or outrage are called humorless and told not to take it so seriously. It’s all fun and games and fake autopsy photos of your girlfriend until a woman comes forward to claim that you actually raped, tortured, and threatened to kill her. Marilyn Manson is only the latest in a long line of men who were more sincere than they seemed.’’

Yeah I’m sure that is what attracted them at first. But then he became abusive and controlling, and it’s not easy for someone to get out of that situation, especially when they are kept there by fear.

Both are responsible. And both are unconscious to different degrees. Still doesn’t mean the ‘victim’ deserves to be punished for their unconsciousness... they don’t even know they are unconscious. And both had lack of self love. Now the victim has more self love and has awakened more and can see their past unconsciousness.

You think men naturally want to fight? Sounds very stage red. I actually think it’s the opposite. Men are told they will be more manly if they fight. I think naturally they want to love, but external sources make them aggressive