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I think your guess is right. I need to have sex more than couple times a year ??

I’ve never heard about 5Meo mipt. Is it that different comparing to regular 5Meo?

I tried to mix N-N DMT with weed. It was a funny thing to do. I smoked a few joints and then when I vapped some DMT I kind of woke up from weed trip. It diminished THC ?

I would rather say bi

My creation

The thing that continues to exist when not on this forum is God, the rest is just God's imagination. All of you are my creation. This forum exists only when I'm online same as all of you

you're the best Leo

Hmm edibles + LSD sounds goood. I will definitely try it. I guess 5Meo and mescaline is like MDMA and 5Meo. I tried mescaline once but It didn't hit me at all

I can do it at the same time on 5Meo

I can't imagine having sex on acid. Did you try it?

God doesn't have mommy LoL

Man you're telling the truth. There are plenty of people who do psychedelics only for fun and still have no clue what is spirituality

I don't know why but I haven't seen anything on DMT. I just experience Ego death and that's it. Truffles are good, but not as potent as normal shrooms. And they taste so badly

Well I tried to jerk off on 5MeoDMT and at some point I really freaked out. I looked at my dick and it had a really weird shape so I stopped immediately. I guess having sex on shrooms is amazing experience, I would like to try it some day. But I also want to try to have sex on 5MeoDMT. I see this picture: my dick is inside her vagina and both of us are vaping 5MeoDMT. Sounds really good for me. I'm also wondering whether it would be possible to feel how she feels my dick inside of her. God is crazy.

Bro 600mg of LSD sounds way too much for me. I guess I might have a really bad trip if I do 600mg LSD. I wouldn't say you're a newbie.

Oh man, it's funny that you have an infinite orgy on truffles haha. Have you tried to masturbate on truffles? You know, I also tried to watch porn on 5Meo. It's an experience worth trying. When you watch porn in the default state of consciousness you have yourself watching somebody having sex with somebody, but when you watch it on 5Meo duality collapses. I remember I erased the boundaries between me watching them, it was just me loving myself. I could actually feel the girl's pleasure and the guy's pleasure simultaneously.

How much LSD did you take and how much weed?

For the last few months, I've been verifying absolute solipsism over and over. When I'm in the god mod I seem to be okay with it, but once I'm back in my ego mod I become very depressed because life loses all its meaning. It's not fun at all to know that I'm the only conscious thing in the universe and there is nothing outside of my experience. I've become so attached to the notion of other. My entire life style depends on others. Idea to make this post here makes no sense either, since everything is me and nobody actually replying, I'm imagining it. I'm not suicidal or something I just want to know how do I live my life with all this bitter truth.

I love others so much I can’t let them go. You know it’s like when you have abusive parents. You always fight with them but you also love them at the same time. Almost everything I do is connected with others. My imaginary life is at the stake.

The most difficult part for me is to live my life knowing the truth. to go to work and to know that it’s a part of the dream to socialize with people who are not real to know that all my needs are imaginary but nevertheless having to fulfill them The saddest part is that I can’t escape it. I can’t just sit on the street and to do nothing because I will get hungry or I will get cold. The truth can’t save me from having to survive

Yes bro. That’s 100% correct. The question is how do you live with it

You can't grasp what I'm talking about. I'm not talking about thougts and ideas. This is the way actual reality is. I'm absolutely one and it's a not a thought. You don't have experience right now and it's not a thought either. There is only me and my imagination.

Yes, that's how I feel about it. God seems to be perfectly fine with me having no meaning in life but having to live life anyways. On the other hand, there is nobody to blame or to make responsible for it. Every time when I wake up from my dream, I realize that I actually enjoy my imaginary life with all its struggles and I chose to live in the dream rather then to be in absolute. I believe it's because when I'm God there is nothing that surprises me anymore, no needs no instincts, just me myself and I.

I watched his video around 6 months ago, but I thought it was some philosophical ideas. Since I started working with 5MeoDMT I realized that I'm the actual god and there is nothing beyond or outside of my experience. It freaks me out all the time so I go back to the dream of my human life. I actually wish that the truth was something I used to believe. I used to think that we are all connected and all have experience and consciousness separately from each other. Unfortunately, this idea is mistaken. Nobody is having experience, it's just me. And it's not a believe this is the actual thing. Anyways, at this point I can't accept it so I'm going to check it again and again. Maybe when I verify it 1000 times, I will accept it.

My direct experience with 5MeoDMT