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You won't understand it by your mind and that's exactly what you're trying to do. You need a direct god experience. God isn't a concept or anykind of a form; it's just experience or specific state of the consciousness and the state is one, only one being is consciouss and that means you're not that being. Only one consciousness can exist so you can't claim its posession. You're part of me if I want to imagine you in my consciousness. As soon as you leave my consciousness you cease to exist same as "everybody" on this forum. This forum exists only if i'm online and you can be online only if i'm online God is creating you

Fuck! this is so liberating! I don't have to compete with anyone, I can just be myself as an avatar and also as god. That means I can express my love and softness to mySelf. I used to tell myself that a real man can't show his emotions, can't be sensitive and vulnerable, but it turned out to be pure bullshit. I'M LOVING MYSELF. I wish I could imagine us living in peace and love, but I understand that's only me here and forever. I still have a lot of ego in me, but psychedelics are helping me to develop it and hopefully I'll transcend it completely.

If I'm God then who the hell are all of you? Am I imagining your answers? I'm aware that I'm conscious, but that means I'm God? Am I asking myself?

It feels so good to talk with myself

Hi guys! I’m trying to stop jerking off on porn and it seems like every hot girl that I see is a powerful trigger. I’ve watched porn for more than 10 years and now I want to stop it because I really inexperienced in dating. The problem is fear of rejection is very strong and when I see a hot girl I feel like my hands shaking and very fucking annoying feeling in all over the body. I feel so jealous and bitter. When i watch porn I feel lazy and sleepy afterwards, and real women are not attractive for me. Any advice guys?

Hey, recently I've watched the solipsism video (even though you put it down) and I realized that I already knew what you were talking about in the video, I just had forgotten that again. I remember that I'm the only conscious being that there is, although I'm not conscious of it in the present moment. I can't stop forgetting it, only psychedelics help me to get to the truth, but only for a while. I'm enjoying my dream and I interact with everything as it was 'real', but in the back of my mind I remember what I keep forgetting. Survival holds me so strong in the dream, but there is nothing wrong with that. I'm not depressed by the fact that I'm alone, but I don't take my survival as serious as I used to. I know that you're telling me that it's important and I need to be successful at survival (career, life purpose, getting laid), but seriously I don't think so. I think it's just another distraction, because I will never be able to be perfect at survival and I don't really want to. I want to be happy with what it is now. You can't have everything in life. Sometimes challenges take me deeper into the dream, but each challenge getting weaker. Now I'm imagining myself being ukranian and facing a lot of challenges, but I remember that I'm what I'm now. With Love, God to itself.

I do mushrooms

Two years ago I did mushrooms for the first time and I told my mother about it. I told her the reasons that I wanted to wake up from the dream, I wanted to understand myself better. It took me sometime to go through her stigma about psychedelics (I'm from Ukraine and most of population don't distinguish drugs and psychedelics). I told her that I realized that I'm God and so as she and every form of the present moment. Of course at first she thought that I've lost my mind and I should visit a psychotherapist, so eventually I stopped talking about spirituality with her. But a year ago my step-dad cheated on her, so it was a big challenge for her. She told me that she'd decided to stay with him and forgive him. Time passed by and when I came back home after 10 month I saw her and I was shocked. She had lost 15 kilograms because of stress, so I told her about the mushrooms again. I'm psychologist, but 'normal' psychology is useless compare to what psychedelics can do. I explained to her what consciousness, god, the truth is from my personal experience that I had. I suggested that in her case they could help her to realize what's the way out of her situation. She said that she wants to try, so I gave her 2 grams of 'Golden teacher'. I know that it was very risky and maybe foolish, but in my opinion it was a calculated risk. The whole trip I spent with her in case she needs my help. The trip wasn't bad, even though she cried a lot because she had repressed a lot of emotions. She realized a bit of the Truth and found the solution to her situation. It might be the beginning of her spiritual journey at 48 year of her life. The question is are psychedelics dangerous? They could heal you and can kill you, depends on how you use them.

Well, it depends. You should be more concreate, no fap at all or not fapping on porn? I've personally verified that jerking off on porn makes me feel depressed, lazy, unwilling to socialize. I think porn can be very addictive. I've been trying to quit porn for almost 11 months. At first I was denying the problem, I thought it was normal to jerk off on porn, because 'everyone does it' or 'it's healthy', but it turned out that I'm addicted to porn. It's been a month now since I watched porn for the last time, but during the week I feel some intense withdraw symptoms. Interesting that during this 11 months I had more sex than I had in my entire life. Not jerking off makes me feel horny and aggressive, but at the same time it makes me feel more confident, more motivated, more energized. You should try it for yourself, don't listen to other people. Try and see what happens.

Hi! May I ask you something? Do you masturbate on porn?

Does having sex only with your girlfriend mean being biased? What’s wrong with having sex with other girls as well? I mean as God why should I prefer particularly one girl instead of some other girls? So I can say to my girlfriend “Honey, I’m cheating on you because I want to spread the love of God” ?

Good evening (morning) guys! Couple days ago I decided to try weed+ magic mushrooms, because as I was thinking I’m serious psychonaut ?. I’d done more than 20 trips on shrooms, so I thought that it’s about time to go further in my trips. I bought 15 grams of magic truffles and a huge pure joint, because I was told that truffles are not as strong as “normal” shrooms, so I decided to mix them with weed. I ate the shrooms and after 15 minutes I smoked the joint. When I finished smoking I was fucked, but only because of the weed! Another mistake of mine - I wasn’t at home. I started walking faster to get to my hotel room before shrooms start effecting me. As soon as I closed the door of my room I realized that I’m fucked. I don’t remember a lot of things that were happing to me, but the most profound ones I’m going to describe. My body started shaking like I was sitting on an electric chair, so I had to lay down on the bed. It didn’t help. Then I started feeling pain in my chest, I thought I was dying, but at the same time I realized that it doesn’t matter. Than I start seeing some kind of visions. My identity begun to extend so I was identifying with a lot of things. Most of them were awful: maniac’s victims, raped women and kids, killed animals, but at the same time I was the manic, I was the rapist. Also I was feeling like someone was killing me in a variety of ways. I was feeling something inside my body, like another type of body, it was struggling to leave my human body. In my head I heard a lot of noise and strange thoughts which were appearing in some kind of forms, but not physical. I was trying to resist, but than I managed to let it go. I don’t know how but I grabbed my phone and played some relaxing music. It helped me and than the whole trip wasn’t bad anymore. It become amazing, indescribable. I identified as flowers, green grass in the morning, child inside it’s mother, I was the planet earth, the space, the sun. I realized how I die and reborn again, but I can’t explain it with words, it’s impossible to explain nor it’s possible to understand mentally. It is possible only as direct experience. I was conscious of the fact that I’m God, I’m everything and everything is Me. I remember that I was conscious of all of these things. Now it’s just memories of my ego identity. The point here is not to fool around with psychedelics, otherwise they will fuck you in the ass. Literally. Guys be caution, psychedelics can be dangerous.

Hello guys! I'm trying to get rid off my porn addiction and I want to stop my sexual life for 30 days. A lot of my friends say that it's unhealthy and I should masturbate or have sex at least couple times a week if I want to be healthy. Is that true? Please educate me

I just don’t want to have problems with my health because of avoiding sex. I don’t want to chase women not anymore. I’ve been doing that for years

I try to concentrate on my career and hobbies, but i still have a strong desire to have sex. I’ve tried to repress it, it doesn’t help. When I didn’t jerk off for 10 days I was crazy. I couldn’t concentrate, I felt so needy to get a girl, so I relapsed and fall back into porn

But masturbation doesn’t give me as much pleasure as sex. At the same time I know that there is must be a balance. Maybe once a week is enough ?

Good morning guys. I’ve been doing spiritual work for a quite short time (about couple years). I had some mystical experience on psychedelics and I died couple times. Nevertheless, there are some things I’d like to understand. 1) How do I know in what form should I incarnate after my ego dies? When it happens ? 2) Is it possible to become conscious of my previous forms? 3) what is physical pain? 4) why I can’t do anything I want in the God mode? Why do I limit myself even in that state of consciousness? 5) how can I now that all my mystical experience isn’t a bullshit? What if just delude myself?

Oh man, it's a huge problem for me. I haven't masturbated for 10 days. I can't stop thinking about sex, but I feel so much energy! It helps me to do the cold approach, I feel more confident when I speak to girls. Bro, I suggest that you stop watching porn, it's really destroys your reward system and the whole life in general. You can do it.

Good day guys! Through my whole live I've been struggling with my shyness related to talking with girls. Now I'm 23 and I just had one relationships which ended 2 years ago. After that I haven't had sex and I feel very frustrated. I tried to talk to women, to do the cold approach, but it didn't give me much results. Whenever I talk to a female I feel nervous and don't know what to say. I really want to get rid of it and to be okay with girls. I noticed that I'm trying to get female's approval, unconsciously, I think that I don't deserve a good one. Do you know any good pick up techniques or something? Are there anything that helped you with the same problem?

Hello my friends! Couple days ago I did 5 grams of dried mushrooms. This was approximately my 20th trip on shrooms. I became conscious of that fact that I'm God, we are all one thing, I'm love and etc. This time the realization of meaningless of existence was very deep and extremely shocking. So the questions is - why should we live if everything has no meaning at all?? I watched Leo's video about the point of life, but at the same time I know that there's no point.

Well, it's very easy to say and extremely hard to do. I tried meditation, but it doesn't work on me (because I can't meditate more than 20-30 minutes). Only psychedelics help me to enter that state of no mind.

that's what my friend is doing right now. We had a trip together and he also realized the Truth, but he couldn't handle it. He is enjoying the illusion and doesn't want to deal with the Truth. "Ignorance is bliss". Sometimes I feel Love, but also I feel some kind of depression. My family, friends, people I love all of them trying so hard to live, to struggle, without realizing that all of this is just the illusion. Nothing is matters, only the present moment.

Yeah! It's difficult to find people who really understand this. I have a lot of friends, but they are sooo asleep. Once I even tried to explain all this to my mom...and of course she didn't understand me:) Now she and couple friends of mine think that I have lost my mind.

These words make me feel so good, and I don't even know why

Yes, they do it to me sometimes I enjoy "bad trips" even more than "good trips", because I grow faster after them.