Vlad_

Yes, definitely. It’s like two sides of the same infinite coin. Tripping with opened eyes helps me to understand how I create my creation and how deeply connected I’m with it. When I close my eyes I’m becoming pure consciousness, pure formless and unlimited space. Since I discovered 5Meo I’m trying to verify over and over the fact that I’m absolute and infinite god and there is nothing else but me. I still can’t believe in it, even though my direct experience makes it undoubtedly truthful.

That’s a sound advice! Next time I’ll definitely try it. DMT is too short yes, but 5Meo is x1000000000 stronger. have you tried 5Meo?

God's choise

I appreciate her big natural tits more

It gets you out of the blue, but it’s something that you always knew. “God” You forgot about it intentionally, it was your will, your power, pure infinite desire. Now you’re awakening, now you really become it. Your heart beats as crazy as fuck. “No, no, no” - you’re telling yourself. “It can’t be true, I can’t be it, it can’t be tr… and … you’re becoming absolute. You’re losing your boundaries eternally and in all directions. You’re identity now absolute, it means you’re aware of everything that exist and everything is you, it’s real and true you. You can not be defined because you already include all possible definitions. Nothing goes wrong in your visual field, you don’t see different objects or some form of other beings. It just you and your dream that made out of and is absolutely you. Fear disappears and only leaves love that is infinite, orgasmic, limitless. You’re completely awake now, shockingly awake and your shock becomes absolute it just blows your infinite mind. You’re shuttered by your perfection because everything is perfect; it’s absolutely ideal. You feel emptiness, but it’s pure love pure absolute. You’re being for eternity and you’re not doing anything, because in order to do something you must not be doing something else and since everything is one so you can’t choose one part of you over another. You’re completely unbiased and you just being beingness, your purity. After some time you realize that being asleep in your dream and being awake are equal, there is no difference. You love your game as much as you love just being. “I want to sleep again” - it is your God’s Will so whatever God wants becomes real it becomes absolute truth. Я Бог.

Whitney Westgate

What can be more beautifull than me loving myself? Porn is beautiful, but my ego is addicted to it. I guess porn is a problem because I (talking about my ego) like it more than real girls, I guess it one of the reasons why I haven't had sex for a while.

Yeah man! I enjoyed being fucked and to fuck

I've created gurus in order to distract and entertain myself. No one can awaken but me, although I can imagine some gurus being awakened.

I never did 5-Meo before, only DMT, shrooms, lsd and mescaline. None of these can be compared to 5-MeO-DMT. Ego Death. Instant, effortless and within seconds. Fear. Pure illusion that I created to buy into the dream. What is God? Conscious being that capable of dreaming whatever it desires, no limits are applicable. It also eternal and absolutely conscious of everything that exists in the present experience. Everything is it’s reflections. What about “others”? Dream characters invented by god they don’t have consciousness and can’t exist separately from god. What is violence, rape, murder etc ? All of these are forms of love ultimately. Every action is love. How should I live my life as ego ? No shoulds are applicable. Every way of living is perfectly fine and it’s lovingly designed by god. P.S. At some point I realized that I want to go back in the dream, and I’m happy to be asleep again ❤️?

I was tripping with my friend on shroom. I took 5 grams and he took 3 grams of them. At some point somewhere in the middle of the trip he said "...oh Fuck, I see God." He was looking at me and I recognized myself as god again. I'm planing to trip with other people again to see what happens. Did it ever happen to you?

Why do you assume that there’s something?:) It’s always nothing that takes over any form that it desires Nothing just appears to be something.

Sounds like you’ve had a tiny mystical experience on the plane maybe now you’re ready for some shrooms haha ? It’s good to have a sitter for the first trip he can guide you through it. My mother and step dad did shrooms with me and they became aware of the fact that there’s something beyond material world. Anyways, if you want to start with shrooms it’s a good choice, but don’t start with high dosage. I started with 1.5 grams. It’s better to have an easy light trip than a scary bad one

Mormegil, when I became everything I became so fulfilled and I was like “Okay, I’m god and I’m everything and I can do whatever I want” and than I became bored and desired to get back to the dream to have fun ? 5-meo can’t be compared even close to DMT, lsd, shrooms and mescaline. But these psychedelics are also nice and necessary. If I’d started with 5meo as my first psychedelic It would’ve been very challenging experience, so better to start with shrooms.

It doesn’t have any value from the absolute perspective, but from ego’s perspective it has a value because it helps ego to survive. If you want you can pursue it if you don’t it’s also okay. Whatever you do is okay ?

I did 70mg because of my arrogant ego who thinks that it’s an advanced spiritual blah blah. Nothing could be further from the truth Also at some point I lost all fear so I just continued smoking and got deeper and deeper. And you can’t become infinite because you don’t have a self awareness, I can imagine you tripping but only in my direct experience.

Haha the game is going anyways and I’m willing to play it I’m god and I’m immortal so what else can I do ?;) My friend was shocked. It felt like I was trying to explain a kitten something about its nature and I saw his eyes with zero understanding.

It means that I’m (don’t confuse with my ego) imagining you in a form of a human that asked me this question. You’re real as much as I want, for now you’re just words, but if I want I can create you in my direct experience not as words but as a human form like I do with other people who are present in my direct experience. God can be defined by god only through its direct experience. No words will define what god is. None of my manifestations in any form can really know what I Am.

Of course ! I’m not saying that I’m planing to spend all my imaginary life somewhere in a cave with 5MeO I’m just saying I don’t feel attached to people. Anyways, any idea is good ?

There’s nothing to loose. I told my imaginary mom that she’s my creation and my best friend thinks that I’m crazy because I called him on WhatsApp in the god mode. I’m at the point where I’m not afraid of loosing people that my ego created identity with. I’m completely alone already because I’m god. Also I appreciate this dream more, now I feel relaxed because I know that whatever I do is right. Wrongness, badness, evil are concepts that I invented to dream this dream

I see the same forms of consciousness as I saw before awakening, but before those things were objects of material world, now it’s me. You are me and I’m imagining you and everything else, including myself as being human. I’m glad that my level of consciousness slowed down, because when I was stuck in eternity i thought I’d never go back, so I made myself asleep again in this human form.

I’m afraid that at some point I won’t be able to get back into the dream or I’ll stop dreaming at all.

Well it’s an infinite roller coaster that goes forever without any limits. You lose all the boundaries and your identity becomes absolute, meaning that you’re expending forever in all possible directions “externally” and “internally” and you’re godly conscious. Imagine an empty room that doesn’t have walls, it’s empty and located nowhere than you start fulfilling the “ room” with your complete awareness of its infinite space and it’s never ending process; the more you fulfill universe with your awareness the bigger universe becomes, so awareness and universe expend each other with no limits. It is pure magic. I’m thinking of doing it every week or once a month at least.

Guys, do you know where to get original bible ??

Recently I became aware of the fact that I'm the only thing that exists and nobody has this consciousness of being conscious as I am noww as I'm writing it. Still I want to ask myself how do I deal with this emptiness of being alone? My life purpose is to change my state often. I want to try all possible psychedelics and carefully combine them with other within next 50 years. I want to see how far will I go and what would be my default state. What if there other gods somewhere? Or I'm othe only one? Is it okay that I don't think that I deserve to be god because I'm not smart enough?