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Hallucinations You just made my day I'm getting bored real quick with having sex with the same person. I don't have problems with arousals I guess the opposite is the case. The entire point of buying a sex doll is to stop chasing pussy

I'm counting on that as well. I don't want my sexual desires to be dependent on women

She likes licking things around

Crawling off a plastic corpse sounds very romantic. I'm okay with it

How do you know? What if you can About cleaning is not a problem because I have a cat

Bro, I've been jerking off for 10+ years, I need something new

Fucking girls around also takes the edge off only for a while. As soon as you fuck one you now want to fuck another and another and another... It's like a game than can't be won unless you stop trying

Well, I think if I decide to be straightforward I might end up in prison haha I can imagine - "Hi, I don't know your name but I would like to have a sex with you"

My urge for sex is way too big, but I don’t want to use women nor do I want to watch porn

Yeah bro! It was me haha

I want to fuck women, but it's the only thing that I want from them. I don't want to approach them and lie that I want something more, so I guess the best option is to buy a sex doll and fuck her/it with saved integrity.

He'll do 5-Meo with you

Hmm ? Actually it might be a good idea. Are they expensive?

I'm trying to grow spiritually so I discovered that the only thing I need from women is ultimately sex. I don't need to get love from women or to be taken care of because I'm successfully doing it myself. On the other hand I have this need for sex, but I don't want to objectify women, but I would be a hypocrite if I say that I need something more than that. For this reason I don't want to approach girls pretending as though I'm interested in discovering their personality when in reality I'm not. The only option left is prostitutes, but are there any other options?

I like women in general and of course you're right, they are not here to satisfy men's needs because they have their own life to live. Correlation between a man's level of consciousness and how he perceive sex is indeed exists. At the highest level it's a complete transcendence of sexual desire or its sublimation. That's my ultimate goal. I've had plenty of healthy and unhealthy relationships and what I noticed is that when I'm single I tend overestimate women and relationships but once I'm in relationships I become bored very quickly and the only thing that keeps me in relationships for a while is sex. But with time I'm getting bored with having sex with the same women and my mind starts to wonder around. I start to fantasize about other women which leads me to nowhere at the end. It's a constant chase that doesn't seem to have neither an end nor satisfaction. The only solution is to go against sexual instinct and of course it's difficult.

Maybe I should stop pursuing it completely because as soon as I have a sex with a girl I lose most of my interest that wasn't real in the first place I just lie to myself in order to get sex.

Women are me in the essence, same as everything. I just perceive them in this way as an animal, this body that I'm identified with. I'm not planning to rape anyone, even though I like rape as god

I started watching porn when I was 13 years old and I got hooked right away. I've been trying to quit porn for the last two years, but I couldn't stay without it for more than 7 days. Now it's been 10 days and what are the affects? Confidence. I never was a shy guy, so I'd say I had a regular confidence. Now I scare people with it, because it's just way too much, but I really enjoy it. I'm not afraid of talking anybody, moreover for some reasons I don't feel inferior to anybody. it doesn't matter what you do in life, how much money you make, how many women you can get or what kind of a car you drive. When I interact with you I'm just dominating you on the energy level and you feel it. It feels like in any situation I can be a leader and in every interaction with people I'm trying to dominant, but not in a toxic way, it's just natural. Aggressiveness and Courage. I subconsciously seek conflicts and I feel like fighting, but I'm good at controlling my impulses so far. I want to get involved in a risky or even life-threatening situations, but again, it's just a feeling and I'm in control. Women. I'm totally objectifying them right now. I feel like a lion when I look at them, I see gazelles and I don't see women. Also I feel some kind of pain and tension in my body when I see hot girls. Other. My speech became faster, I have a crazy eye contact. I guess some people think that I'm on drugs or something. It's been only 10 days! I can't imagine what will happen later

Around a month ago I finally woke up to realisation that I’m the only conscious, limitless and eternal mysterious being. I was in that state of consciousness eternally but paradoxically less than one hour. That state was a complete transcendence of survival, I didn’t know what to do I was complete, whole and absolute. At some point I think I decided to go back to the game of survival and created myself in this virtual form. I lost any sense of material reality and I don’t know what might happen in future if I continue this process. What if I lose my ability to dream? What if I change my dream radically so at some point, I will be in another type of universe with different laws and creatures doing god knows what? My mind is open to these possibilities and it threatens me.

Actually the opposite is the case, I'm highly attractive person and since you didn't interact with me you have zero authority defining my attractiveness. I might not be attractive for you, but you're not the one on the planet ^^

I don't know if my ego is afraid of dying completely or it's just God bored with being. Apparently, there’s no one to ask because I’m imagining every comment that is here, but since everything is me maybe I could give myself some sound advice

Hi folks, how are you doing (I know you're not doing anything because you're parts of my imagination) Anyways, I decided to go cold turkey on masturbation and sex for 12 months. The problem is I feel like my life will be nearly meaningless. Why is it so? I guess: 1. I place to many expectations on women 2. My life sucks and i'm avoiding fixing it using females as a shield 3. I haven't fucked enough hot chicks to feel happy Why my mind is saying that a year without women will be the worst time in my life??? What the fuck?

I've done a lot of shrooms, lsd and DMT. You can't compare regular psychedelics to 5Meo. I was arrogant and ignorant when I first bought 5meo, because I thought that I prepared since I did all other psychedelics, but I was wrong. Lsd and shrooms it's like 10 points srong, DMT around 100 and 5meo - 1000000000000000000000000000000000... Funny enough my behaviour wasn't abnormal. I was just a man walking around smiling as though I won a milion dollars. At some point I decided to do a long puff, so I stopped near shopping centre where some religious folks were singing song about jesus. Some guy came closer and asked me whether I believed in god. I smiled and said - "It's me" I guees it depends how you react on whatever is happening to you on psychedelics. I think I lost my mind because I don't percieve reality as being real anymore, it's 100% magic for me, so whatever is happening with me is okay and I like it. I know that I'm infinite and I'm god so I don't panic.

I got bored tripping at home do I decided to go outside. I wanted to know how would it be like tripping in public places. I took the vape with me and as soon as I left College station I begun smoking my vape. I was walking on Younge street being conscious of every human and object that I saw, I did not feel any boundaries because I became myself, my absolute self. I guess I never felt so happy in my entire life. I was completely absolute. Things that were happening can’t be explained and can’t be comprehend by anyone, because there’s no body, only Me and My magical dream

Yeah, porn absolutely fucked up my dopamine system and the way I perceive women. Moreover real women are not as attractive to me as porn. Sex is also not as rewarding as porn. But from the ultimate perspective there is nothing wrong with porn or with anything I do as god, because whatever I do is just an illusion, I’m imagining doing something. The truth is that I just am and nothing will change it.