@mihau This I can relate to. I am somewhat new to Actualized.org, discovered it in Nov 2019. I have been going full out on personal development since. I have watch many of Leo's very informative videos. I recently watched the SD videos. This was very eye opening to me. Made me realize I have such a long way to go. I currently see much blue and orange in me, very little green. So much of what green is will be tough to get to. I feel confident that heading this way will be needed. It's all a bit intimidating. Overcoming my fears will be high on my list. Mostly I am now embarrassed about my level on the SD scale. Thx for this post.