Bulgarianspirit

I don't want to reproduce. There is a fair chance my kids will get my chronic illness, or the thing i had surgery in order to cure. Basically it also limits your freedom a lot and costs a lot. Maybe adoption makes more sense, but now i'm not in a giving state, but rather a lack one

Only happily ever after is ever after... Eventually in eternity we will forget this ever happened...Xd Oh and i will never stop question God and WHYYYYYYYY put me through this nonesense hahah

It's funny because god created all these problems, then we little selves think we have to fix the mess. Misery,poverty,disease and the human race's cravings misshaps all of it dreamed up. Will the human race die or survive? Who knows? Does it matter probably within the infinite mind of god it will reappear again,but do we really have to fix messes of an all powerful,omniscient self? You want to tell me,but BulgarianSpirit you knuckle head you are also it and me etc... Yeah i'm an individuation of it an expression. But i can't make bread fall out of the sky,teleport or any cool shit. Even most spirituals teachers can't do cool shit and their only goal is to exit the dream wake up,forever mahasamadhi and be done with it. If this is your one life viewing a human being... Really is it wise to spent it on other people,animals etc's problems? It wasn't you who made the mess, why do you think you can fix it lol. And there are a lot of messes to be fixed hahah Maybe you want to heal others to give yourself a purpose. That sounds nice but know it is also imagined. Damm.. xDD

Yeah. If i embodied that fact i would be awareness watching a void.. I guess i'm stuck here from avoidance syndrome. At least we have cable television and internet.

Yeah nothing changes,except you don't need anything anymore. In fact you see how you can do whatever you want without caring what others think or want. Social conditioning, lies and deception tricking you no longer sway or interest you. You no longer judge yourself or care enough to want to change the world. The world is god's playground does it really matter what happens to it? I also thought i had a purpose here or something, I realize how foolish i was. A purpose in the void? It's just a dream for god's sake(see what i did there)3 I don't even like this world idk what i'm doing here tbh

Back then they simplified concepts, otherwise people could have killed them thinking they are crazy. There is truth in the stories, but it is never meant to be taken literally lol.

If they were yours you would know what the next thought is.

Sounds nice doesn't work. Reality doesn't care what you think. Why? It is making you think those things. Your thoughts come from the source, you are merely witnessing them,as well as the actions of the body. This new age teaching you make your reality is useful up until you do self-inquiry lol. I don't have the power to cure my diseases. I don't have the power to make people stick around. The only power i have is to witness this happening. Whatever is happening. Another power is to say i don't care what happens,the power of apathy.

Yeah nothingness is really hell for me I have flipped coins,i have seen the distinction. Sometimes it's hard to believe "that" is reality. This dream is easier to believe.

It would be an understatement to say god imagines others. Not only others,worlds,souls dimensions. Consciousness never stops expanding,creating more and more. It is pure bliss and love for it to imagine and learn and experience itself. I would rather stay in creation than live in the void. An imaginary heaven is better than nothing,even hell gives you something to feel, someone to talk to. The emptiness eh,doesn't attract me.

I guess you never felt the existential pain of realizing you are the only being in existence... I also believe what Alan Watts says: You lived a couple of perfect lives,got bored and decided to do something different

True dat. Wondering how many lives one has dreamed is irrelevant, as he is all life. God of dreams You are all pretending... I'm glad Leo finally admitted the multiple personality thing xDD Had this happen during a trip with a friend. I felt one with him. As if he was an arm of mine a piece and i was also a part of him,i felt the oneness containing us both. In the height of the trip,he said you met yourself. We also had the same hallucinations.. Visuals everything. So yeahh touching but... But damm we are one being. Hugging another is hugging yourself. Killing another is killing yourself... The madness...The dream all one being imagining it's real.

To be fair,any mind destined to exist in the void for an eternity,alone in time would go mad, or have multiple personality disorder. Inside outside is the first thing to go... When one realizes this is all happening inside god's mind, truly see we are but imagined persons or puppets, at first the implications are maddening. Eventually you accept it but damm,this will never end. There is no escape even death is not an escape. The best we can do is accept things as they are. If some of you want to go away do mahasamadhi so be it,but damm for me thats no escape at all,didn't we run away(imagined) from that place for a reason? Can you bear the burden to be the only being for all eternity.. What bliss does nothingness bring? You will be back here,pretending again.

Being good nearly ruined my life(it's ruined) so i would not recommend it in this egoistic reality. Yes people only use you. They don't really care about you. One day i will leave this place, finally.

"When a piece of seemingly solid matter like a human hand is placed under a microscope, we can see that it is made up of molecules. As we move closer, we see atoms, the tiny shadowy balls dancing around their fixed locations. And now we focus on one of the atoms; its interior is lightly veiled by a cloud of electrons. We come closer, increasing the magnification. The shell dissolves and we look on the inside to find… nothing. Somewhere within that emptiness, we know is a nucleus. We scan the space, and there it is, a tiny dot. At last, we have discovered something hard and solid, a reference point. But no! as we move closer to the nucleus, it too begins to dissolve. It too is nothing more than an oscillating field, waves of rhythm. Inside the nucleus are other organized fields: protons, neutrons, even smaller “particles.” Each of these, upon our approach, also dissolve into pure rhythm." - George Leonard, The Silent Pulse

Something happened to me at my lowest point which i thought only possible in star wars. Leia died because of the lack of will to live. I had a dream with beings chanting love and then they told me i was going to die in three seconds. I totally surrendered i had no hesitation whatsoever. At that point i woke up and was flung from this body... Starting to float towards a tunnel thing... But i remembered with the brief peace of floating. A thought came up:Wait aren't I a human? Then i came back. I regret this, a lot. Peace brothers and sisters..One day.

Better call ghost busters lol

I've had an experience like this on 4-Aco-Dmt. My entire visual field was in front of me, it could see the atoms, but i was the awareness witnessing the whole scene,i felt so cold.Then i became nothing, Then i came back and was surprised what had happened. Weird it is always.

These abilities can be used to save the planet... Humanity.. etc So they aren't useless per say. In fact spirituality in it's current format is quite useless. Go find mahasamadhi for yourself. Leave everyone behind seek salvation. Instead of being selfless and serving to others. Also showing abilities might be one of the ways to change humanity's blindness. This reality might be a collective dream and together the perceivers aka souls create it. Maybe if everyone becomes enlightened we can make a better world for all.

Just when i was getting nihilistic about why i'm here... Keep the hopes up ;D

Exactly,never the void,instead still in the dream. The void is awful it's what i truly am and i do run away from it,through eternity.... Its how it felt to me too...xD The god of dreams trapped in the void,imagined infinity and got lost in it. https://youtu.be/8uhxx_FgY6 You can also accept it though https://amp.reddit.com/r/LSD/comments/fob7x1/embracing_the_void_trip_report/

Been there,done that. Especially after psychedelics. It was like reality is hd and my dream was 4k.

This sacred symbol has been depicted throughout the world. On psychedelics you can actually see it,as a transparent mesh housing within it objects and forms... This is the pattern of creation and it is all of infinite imagination... The circle outside represents the void, there is nothing outside of the circle. The barrier itself is black,empty of substance. I have seen this pattern many times on LSD,shrooms, dmt and it connects to the layers of reality. This is my opinion on it,from personal exploration,observation and research. Any thoughts?

Its funny how the solipsism threads have a lot of views Hello fellow lonely gods... Jesus The moment you thought,an infinite unlimited being chooses to experience itself only through you, you were wrong. This is egocentrism at it's finest.

On salvia people have experienced other lives, becoming other objects etc. I think it's just the frequency your consciousness tunes into. Now i'm not saying you are controlling these perspectives,but if you are daring you can experiment with experiencing them. Spoiler: you might think you have left this reality forever. In fact you might forget you came from here until the drug wears off. Maybe with meditation or full enlightment you can do whatever you want aka choose any life. People claim to be fully enlightened, yet if reality is a dream shouldnt we be able to change it as facets of the creator? Aka lucid dream and help heal humanity .... Jesus style. Why are there accounts of sages having powers if all this is false? Could be lost knowledge or the firm belief of being a limited human.