Francis Trach

Is it possible to become so conscious, That paradoxically this turns into unconsciousness? Is this possible? Can you connect with God and Love to such a high degree, That you end up paradoxically unconscious at that exact point of total surrender? I am talking ultimate surrender and extreme levels of awakening. Not just regular awakening. So deep down the rabbit hole and so awake... That you're completely dead. And in this case... Completely unconscious?

Hey Leo (And Everyone Else), Just joined the forum recently. Just to give you an idea of where I'm at in my journey... I've been meditating every single day for almost 5 years, Experimenting with magic mushrooms every couple of months. The rabbit hole is only going deeper. As my awareness and consciousness expands, I naturally continue to align my life with the Truth of who I really am. My consciousness and awareness got to such high levels... It led me to dropping out of school, Letting of toxic friends / relationships, Even creating certain boundaries with family... So I can stay conscious and keep my energy levels high for my videos / clients... And going completely full-time in my business and YouTube channel, Which I've been posting daily on every single day for over 5 months now... So I can be an embodiment of Truth and raise the consciousness of the planet. (Huge thanks to Leo for putting me on this path). Here's where I'm struggling a little bit right now. I'm sort of in a grinding phase in my life where I'm completely surrendered to God and Truth, Totally focused on my Life Purpose, YouTube channel, clients, business, etc... That I've been putting a lot of my social life on hold right now, Being pretty much alone in in this journey (Other than my mentor), While I build financial stability for my self, etc... I'm totally fine with being alone right now, Getting to my know myself deeper, And building up my business, etc. But basically what I'd like to know... Is if there is a way to balance my social life with all of this, And give my a soul a little bit of social connection (That is not based on any clients or mentors), Without going clubbing and doing pickup or something... I've been through that phase in the past as well... And I don't really have a desire for this, Because right now I see it as a distraction to my Life Purpose, Lowering my state while being in that environment... I could be wrong though. If Leo or anyone else could me their opinion on the best way to add a social aspect to my life, Without being distracted from my Life Purpose, YouTube Channel, and Business, But actually doing it in a way that would support my purpose... That would be greatly appreciated. Maybe I just need to keep hustling and embrace being alone for a couple more months while I build myself up... And connect deeper to my Truth, And the relationships will naturally arise. Any advice would be appreciated. : ) Much Love, Francis Trach PS. Thanks again Leo for putting me on this path. I would not have have meditated every single day for over 4 years straight without your help.

Dear Leo, I've been meditating every single day and experimenting with magic mushrooms every couple of months to go deeper. Thank you for all you've done for me. I'm at a stage where I let go of control and let my awareness guide my actions. Working on my life purpose, Recording daily videos on my YouTube channel for 5 months, Becoming a life coach and working with clients, etc. To get to that point... I dropped out of school, Let go of toxic relationships, And my life is naturally getting more more and aligned with Truth as I continue my daily practice. I watched your free will video, And it shocked me because... It is clear that my ego is not in control and does not have to figure everything out. I simply let Truth and higher intelligence flow through me. But the question is... Do we have any free will or choice at all? Or is this human body simple a vehicle for Truth and God to flow through me? The reason I am asking is because part of my thought process is thinking... That the more we let go of the ego and and the conditioning, The MORE of a choice and free will that we have, Because we can consciously choose what we desire, VS unconsciously letting the ego choose for me. But at the same time... When I'm tapped into the Truth recording a video, or coaching a client, etc... I completely surrender control and let Truth flow through me, Completely surrendering any control on what I am going to say. So am I really making any choices in life? Or is Truth making choices for me? Thanks Leo. Much Love, Francis Trach