TheUniverseIsLove

My Uncle passed away earlier this week and his funeral was held today. His heart gave out. A. I haven’t been to a funeral since my awakening(s). I didn’t know my uncle super well, but he was always at family gatherings. I kind of wish I did know him better because I heard he did a bunch of acid and other drugs when younger (lol). Would have loved to hear those stories! Anyhow, it was a strange thing to not feel sad about death. I felt hopeful and curious. And peaceful. I just...I don’t now how to describe it. Death is now one of the most beautiful things. I have mentally been aware of this before, but today, I felt it. It has its place, and will happen when it needs to. Just as now is happening as it needs to. I’ll probably still fight the ideal of death during bad trips: I know my body and what it does. But, I think I will fight it less now. Egos. Lol —————- Also, His wife, my aunt, was grieving, but also at peace. She kept saying he was at rest now. Maybe the universal meaning of love is to be at rest. Other thoughts: Will his consciousnesses sprout through the grass and trees above, or did it’s energy leak out the moment he passed away at the hospital? Or is it gone? Poof. Also, observing the grief around me was so interesting. I felt like a tree, rooted, while others were caught in their own thunderstorm around me (bouts of rain and calm). B. Funerals during covid-19 times are interesting. Only 25 people. Masks on (mostly). No speeches. No one could stay for the lowering of the casket. Family members around...some who I haven’t seen in years, and Just a smile and a wave. Pictures, all in masks. It was kind of surreal. It gave me a new perspective.

I had a realization today. Everyone has the SAME life purpose, but the vessel we use to manifest it is what aligns itself. I have been shifting my focus from theatre/art towards Love, and have found extreme pleasure. My main vessel is still creativity: Theatre, arts, singing, etc.... but with the shift to love as the main goal, the “mundane” things suddenly seem a lot more purposeful and tbh I see more release and joy in my crafts. Love has always been IT. Love is something you can always do. It is always there. I am successful in every moment now. It is beautiful. Try it out and let me know what it does for you ❤️

@Preety_India ✨

@28 cm unbuffed We don’t lack anything.

A. Synchronicities have been incredibly active recently. Example: I was driving for doordash, and in the same night I had a delivery next to the apartment where I lost my virginity AND a delivery under an apartment my ex husband and I used to live in. B. I don’t think I’ve shared this in the forum. I don’t have access to mushrooms currently, and have only done them a handful of times, but when I have done them, occasionally a monkey or a steam punk gorilla appears. I feel protected by him. He is very stoic. A spirit guide of sorts perhaps. I was thinking about him after the synchronicities and I thought I would share. The pictures attached don’t do him justice. I just wanted to share something close to his essence: ❤️

@Arcangelo That’s fascinating. How did the dream go exactly? And what do you mean by program? Side note: I have also been having pretty vivid dreams lately in addition to everything else, as if someone is trying to enter them to relay a message. I plan on starting a dream journal.

Is anyone on here rich? If so, how did you get there? Was it part of your life purpose? How did you obtain the money? What suggestions do you have based off your experience? How long did it take you? Thank you! Currently reading: The energy of money by Maria Nemeth

For the past few mornings I have started to write down 3 things I have gratitude towards. This morning I wrote: My Mom My Ego Flowers I challenge you to have gratitude towards your ego today. It really helps me observe rather than react. It is all part of the beauty of the universe. Also, ❤️ All the love to you and your mammas on this mother’s day.

Goal setting, planning, workout tracking, , scheduling, journaling, etc. all wrapped into one? Suggestions? Thank you! ❤️

Thanks for the responses! ❤️ @herghly I have not read it, but will look into it. Thank you!

#actress goals

@remember Thank you ❤️

@remember I didn’t know if there were any journals to buy that are really well organized, that include everything.

I love this. Lol

@Leo Gura Every moment creates a new adventure in how to love. ❤️ Love is every moment. Though I am everything, I notice that in general ego terms: Giving love comes easy: To the “other” and to “myself” I feel the beauty in everything. There is no denying it. It just is. I look and feel every moment with the same energy I watch the sun and the moon. I see it in my parents who support trump. In the stories my mom tells me of her childhood. In every relationship I have ever had. In my nostrils when I breathe. When my ego fights. When someone dies or is born. In music. Just everything...all the time. I feel a since of calm in every moment. However, Receiving love, my ego fights. It tries to hide from the potential suffering stored in my body from before my first awakening. I wasn’t even conscious of it until recently. Egos are a strange beast. Tricky mofos. The last piece of the puzzle? Also: I hope you are well. And I have a question. In this forum, occasionally your responses are “god-like” and combative (not this response specifically) If they are you....Why try so hard to correct yourself ? And do you think is your personality?

I woke up from a dream where I was driving a car. My ex husband and his wife were in the car as well. Then while I was driving I passed out, just fell limp... and vaguely remember them saying “what the fuck” as the car was safely spinning out of control. I immediately woke up. Heart beating faster. It still is beating fast, but slowing down. Me as God: why you do though? Ego self: some subconscious processesing shit is going down. It feels like a puzzle. No less or more real than my now awake state. And then I thought, what if I made the world a puzzle for me to solve. You need every part to see the whole, but you may not need all the parts to know what the whole is. And each part is beautiful and fits somewhere, even if you can’t see it until a few others are put in place. ?‍♀️??❓

@Enlightenment My nightmare was not scary. My heart raced, but I did not feel fear. Perhaps it was not a nightmare at all. My subconscious ego is not healthy. It does not want to be love or to be loved. It blocks “pain” in crazy ways. Trauma stored in the body. Breath work helps. As well as other methods. It is a process. My ego is healthy however. It knows it is love and will always be love. And I feel that fully. There is a definite difference. Even when there is no true difference at all. I’m just working through the Puzzle. Calmly, as things slowly start to build and connect. Thanks for the link.

Since I can’t download how to be a Reiki master to my consciousness just quite yet ?, if you are certified, what was your path to get there and how much did it cost? Thanks! ❤️ Or/And how to become a yoga instructor.

@Leo Gura ?

While babysitting I asked this extraordinary 4 year old child: Where did you come from? She said “here” I asked “where’s here” She said “home” I asked “ Where were you before home?” She said “I’ve always been here, I’ve been here forever” I’ve always been here. I’ve been here forever. ❤️

Have the inner peace of an animal or a child (or apparently the cast of Germany's Big Brother) who does not know the chaos the world is experiencing, but have the intelligence to take action when needed.

What are you hiding from yourself and why? Ps. Meditate an hour a day. I finally get why.

Thank you for all of your responses. I have been meditating, hiking, and contemplating a lot and I have had some pretty profound insights. I cried during my meditation practice 2 days ago. I felt my masculinity in such away that I have never felt before and it was beautiful. I am a feminine energy heavy individual and yet I know now how it feels to be fully masculine. I have never felt more present with being one, and being “alone.” I felt complete, and I felt whole. (started crying as I typed that. Oof) After The release, I felt a since of calm that I cannot describe in words. I was the crow and I was the dove. I am still processing some. Words don’t really capture it. Also, Dealing with “dislike”: Something to ponder on: When a child dislikes eating vegetables, does the love disappear? And words to end on: The Ego IS the whole. It cannot be separated. The dislike, the approval. They are 100 percent accurate and nonexistent. Just let them be. Nothing is always going to be something through the lens of perception. Feel it. Accept it. Let it pass. For nothing is simply a stream in motion with an endless destination. Ps., @Keyhole, I love that second video.

I’ve concluded that I really dislike Leo’s vibe, but I am extremely greatful for his content and the balance he brings to my vibe. I am him And he is me Difference is in the presentation

@Nak Khid He has a hard time displaying his feminine energy. He tries to overcompensate masculine energy that doesn’t fit his essence in an effort to be more attractive and taken seriously. He wanted that. So he worked to get there, and clearly has been successful~ but it isnt quite right (hince why I sense it) He also takes an incredibly long time to get to the essence of his videos. ? Why say many words that can be said with few. None of it is wrong, it just is, but that is where the dislike presents itself. And, 100 percent, I am looking to broaden my masculine energy for more balance. I wanted to draw that energy in with my title, and they showed up. Lol