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@neutralempty it wouldnt do so much... @Advocate I like learning but not outside of my interests: psychology,philosophy, selfhelp etc. @28 cm unbuffed got it thx. I have to save money @Hello from Russia i see. I thought more about this and this is what i got: I will go learn computer science, learn coding by myself and become a software developer, programmer. It wont drain my soul as other jobs, i have a little interest in it. Theres hundreds of free courses, tutorials on this so i dont have to worry. Its a valuable skill, i can make lot of money with it. I will do little jobs for other people when i will be better etc and i will buy leos course. Then i will have money and i can learn about business,marketing,sales. I cant think of better solution right now

@Advocate the thing is that im quite the opposite. Its hard for me to get excited about anything, im not curious in lot of things...

@Zega how? Whats the power?

@Hello from Russia How much did it take you to build a business? I remember you wrote something you wished you would've learned these skills before ur 20's or something like this at my post

Just realize its a thought, it is your mind. Self-deception. Learn how your mind works, leo has so much videos on it. Just fking sit down and observe whats happening in your mind. Dreamboard, visualization,affirmations. Just read your notes(f.e. what you taken from Leo) and read it. You dont have motivation? Read it again and again till you havent grasp it. F.e. contemplating your death, life advice for young people or how to stop being a victim etc.

Lately i've been having chestpain. I have checked at the doctors no problem with my heart, also done bloodwork. I dont know whats the problem. Sometimes im depressed and sometimes im very very excited, so happy and my chest going crazy and i have to stop. Whenever ido this personal development thing, meditate or anything get chestpain,get a litte bit stressed i guess. I cant do any work, when i started selfdevelopment i used to do so much work,i had so much energy etc. but now i just dont have nothing. Im not a workaholic, i spend a lot of time watching youtube listening music etc. I tried taking a break from this work but it didnt help. Should i take a dopamine detox or what? I also started taking schoolwork more serious, tried listening carefully at lessons, focusing on understanding rather than just cramming, tried to become more curious about what they teaching us about, tried learning 2hrs everyday, but in the end of the day im dead tired so i stopped it. I just cant understand how yall,leo and everybody doing so much stuff,having so much energy?Im not lazy, procrastinating or any kind of this stuff, i have so much ideas what i want to do but zero energy. Im getting enough sleep, i dont eat sh*t, im exercising a bit everyday. This is not just a "season" for me its been couple of months since i feel like this.

@mandyjw yeah i checked it. Thanks i will try it. @sholomar i actually have mouth ulcer quite frequently but dont know nothing about it, i'll check out that. Btw I also have problems with constipation but thats probably because im celiac. @Preety_India Thank you!!

Idk what kind of bloodwork i had done but i took several because i had issues with tiredness,dizziness etc etc. It turned out that im highly iron deficient and also celiac. But I have healed out from iron deficiency for like 9 months now. Recently i did an ultrasound from neck to belly but no result. Idk where to find material about how to deal with this stuff everywhere they just speak about exercise,sleep,diet...

@Michael569 no

@sholomar Thanks bro! I will give it a shot then

@TripleFly When i tried what the book said (for 1 day) more people hit up a conversation but i felt anxious and just vulnerable idk. Idk i just feel this book is not the choice, its just a quick shortcut for getting friends, getting better at social skills etc.

Whats the best question should i ask from you and from somebody i randomly meet on the street?

If u would be 15, what things would u work on firstly? What skill would u master firstly? What would u most concentrate on? If u could tell one quote or one sentence to your 15y old self what would it be? Im confused where should i put my energy? I meditate 40mins every day(do nothing meditation), im journaling every day, im eating healthy, im exercising, studying everyday, im taking notes on leo's videos, etc. Im planning to quit video games,porn finally, to start actually learning leo videos from my notes and stick it into my head, start building strong morning routine, start contemplating,strategizing, switch to another meditation technique that improves my concentration, start developing my research skills. I have so much time...we wont have school for a long time, and there is the summer break...

@susanyzm thank you, i actually want to start writing something not a book, maybe some poems. @Michal__ i would waste a lot of time, energy. @Ibgdrgnxxv thats great bro @dinone I cant really understand what u mean, maybe u talking about ur son. Just try to catch him up with material stuff, probably show him a book how to get more friends or get laid. @dflores321 i'll easily stay on this path. This is the only thing that interests me. @bejapuskas Great idea! They really reply back?

@Bando of course, i wont do spirituality and any kind of these stuff right now but its just far more interesting than money, dating, friends...

@Hello from Russia Thanks man! I thought a little bit about this thing and its awakening. I've always wanted to dig deeper into philosophy and spirituality etc. but see i HAVE to start with basic things like mastering money, diet, relationships and these kinds of stuff because it will f*ck me up later if i dont do these.@Thewritersunion Nice! I hope u doing well too!@Hello from Russia Yes, my parents dont even know that im doing this stuff incase if they would know they would shake my arms while im doing a shamanic breathing like: "Please dont do this stuff, please stop right now!" Lol. I think if a parent start doing things with their kids early like in toddler years they can do everything they want. But if the kid f.e. 12 already programmed etc. it would be hard. Of course if the parents hugely into these things they can get the child into this stuff even if the kid doesnt want it first time

Thanks! I actually didnt had a journal(i mean i had but didnt take that seriously) at that time so i forgot these ideas very quickly... Thanks for replying!

I tried to build a habit like studying everyday for 2hrs but if there isnt an exam next day im just sitting there and i just feel uncomfortable and i feel like im wasting my time... Why should i study? Theres really nothing important that they teach us and anyways i will just completely forget about it. School is just here to just fill up the time while you dont get mature and grow up, once u grew up you can work for others. Even the teachers dont give a shet about you that you study or not, they dont really teach us the stuff, they do the teaching slowly, they do everything to waste the time of the lesson... Im just there depressed, bored in school that why i have to sit there for 8hrs waste my energy and time... Why should i study?just give me reasons. I get it to gain "knowledge" and to get a decent job...

https://youtu.be/OU0djnYucug Im just curious, what yall think about it?

We dont have that much connection in our family...My father is very quiet,depressed,neurotic, he dont have any friends, after he got done with work he come home he drink some alcohol and smoke and just watch tv and sleeeep then he go to work. My mother is always smoking and i just turn to her if i want some food lol and thats it. With my brother we have some link but not really, we just speak in shallowness. In the whole family theres just shallow talk. If i turn to my father about something that i want he always says "it doesnt matter to me, speak with mum". Everybody around us tells that how bad quarantinee is, its so bad to stay home all day etc. ...With my family we r quarantined in our whole life, we dont go nowhere. I cant feel nothing, or very lightly. I remember when i was 6to11yrs old i was so extrovert, everything that came into my mind i said and i was so spontaneous, i always laughed and i was so popular and had so much friends. Now im introvert and dont have any friends, my social skills r very bad, im a cold person... I feel so much tension in my chest and stomach idk how to release it. Has anyone been in this situation?

Playing chess competitively has changed me so much-i became very introverted, so much slower and relaxed, so focused and patient, disciplined etc etc But also bad parenting, dysfunctional family

Whats better? To feel deeply your emotions, even if its very negative even if its positive vs when u have a negative emotion think about it, ask urself questions about it, etc.(u know what im talking about....) and generally make urself feel peaceful and happy always?

I've tried to quit this addiction for like 4-5 times but i always went back because i was always tired and had kind of brainfog thing. Tbh it would be very easy to get off it for me but i get this weird tiredness and etc. I'm just addicted to the release, to the dopamine... What should i do? Btw can you get brainfog because of porn addiction?

Thx all, Im on 1month now. I watched stories and interviews about ex pornstars, I just kept getting busy myself, if the cravings got up i asked myself whos experiencing this?: the false-self, and overall i just looked this as a challenge and an opportunity to increase my discipline. I think i got over it, thx all again

Thx I did a dopamine detox, it helped me a lot with this addiction.The problem is that i got something like a dopamine withdraval, sometimes i feel tired and lethargic,sluggish etc. Can i just go through this and maybe take a nap when its really needed? Btw i dont have urges, even if i have its very light