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@LoneWonderer @cetus👍🏻

But not like in time, on and and on on. I don’t mean that. I mean like a spinning around. Like imagine a spinning shit, spinning around a localised point. At ludicrous speeds. It’s spinning so fast that it’s virtually impossible to stop. But it is actually possible to stop. Like a really clever knot, and you manage to undo it. Like unravel the knot. It seemed so tangled up, but then you just unravel it, to a single straight string type thing??. I feel I’m totally correct. Because when I’ve done that previously the entire universe just came to a stand still. It was the end of the universe. But then I just started it again somehow, almost like by accident. And got lost within it again. Am I right here leo?

I don’t think there is a death. I just think I lay there and made it up. Genuinely. I can’t explain how much I feel I’m right on this. I just feel like I appeared, and what I am can not die. I don’t mean the person the human, I mean something different, the conciousness type thing. Like, I just can’t explain, even though I know what I’m mean. Is this making sense leo? I know I know what I’m on about here😂 but at the same time I know it must sound so much like bulkshit😂. Never mind ey👍🏻

Like as in I’m just creating reality on the fly? It’s difficult to explain exactly what I mean. But I know what I mean. I hope you know what I mean? It just seems so correct. 🤷🏻‍♂️

I’m not taking the piss here leo. This is genuine. I’d like you to give an honest opinion on what I say here if possible please. I remember being 4/5/6 years old or whatever lying in my bed, with my brother laying in a bed across the way next to me. We would chat, and chat away. To the point of imagine this and imagine that. Imagine I done this blah blah blah and vice versa. We’d just lie there chatting shit. I’d probably say 1987/88/89 type time. My question is now. Is it possible we lay there chatting so much, imagining so much, that we literally just went from one moment to the next, and imagined our whole lives from that point? As in just imagined shit so strongly that it actually became our reality? Or my reality? Because to be honest that seems quite plausible. Because if I’m there with absolutely nothing in front of me, then surely I can just imagine each and every next moment. I feel like I’m correct on this, and here I am. From your experience leo could you maybe tell me that this is the case. Obviously this now, would just be a continuing of this case. This is making serious sense to me. Like just going on and on and on

You say bs. But if you are god, I’d like to understand where you believe him to be wrong on this matter? Because god is everything, and you are god, so what exactly is the bs he’s talking here? I don’t know if you subscribe to god being infinite imagination, whether you’ve had awakenings or not? I’m just interested in what bs you assume he is talking

No it doesn’t. You want that. Have you not learned from your ‘complete awakenings’ that God wants for nothing. No bias toward anything, and certainly not those things. God is as happy to be a cockroach as it is to be you. And a cockroach is not arsed about human connection or the drama of life. But of course, let it be, because that is what you want, and there’s absolutely no problem with that. I’d just refrain from deluding yourself

You can’t pin point at all where this experience started. Maybe that should be a clue to you. It certainly was not at that point you call your birth that is 100% not the case. Why would you just come out of your mother and suddenly start experiencing at that instant? Would you not have been experiencing a month previously whilst in the womb as a near full grown newborn? Or even earlier. At what point would there be a beginning to what you call experience? At what point of brain development? Which senses are arising first? Each sense is an experience in itself. Or did your experience begin later, after birth, when an ego developed. Is there even an experience to be had for you before the development of an ego? Maybe your experience didn’t even begin until you were 3 months old, or 6/7 months old. You don’t know. When is your first memory from? Is that maybe when your experience began? If you died at 3 months old, would you even know you had lived? All questions for you to ponder. Maybe, just maybe, the reason you can’t pin point a beginning of your experience, which by the way remember you did claim it began at your birth, but now hopefully clearly see that can not be the case, but maybe, you can’t pin point a beginning, because there was no beginning, just something different. And maybe there is no end, just something different. And anyway, the you spin a life, if you ever awaken, you may just realise that none of that experience ever happened at all, other than you sitting there in that very moment, the only moment that exists, spinning that shit. I’ll just leave that there

@bazera I’ve had a little look into in the past. But again, it’s obvious to myself I just don’t know what I’m doing. I would need to be taught properly. Not just YouTube videos and that. Or reading about it. I’m not going to trick myself with these things anymore that I actually have any idea what I’m upto😂

I went through a phase a few years ago meditating every day for 6 months or so maybe. But my psychedelic awakenings made me realise I was so bad at it that I was embarrassed to myself just how pathetic my attempts were. I was so awake I showed myself exactly how to meditate, how it should feel and be if done properly. Needless to say post trip I was back to being a complete joke in my meditations and now I just don’t bother at all. I can’t come even remotely close to what I now know a real meditative state to be. So far off. I understand I will just never get anywhere. I can have some great contemplation sessions. Some good realisations without psychedelics. But I can’t meditate for shit, even though at one point I genuinely thought I was alright at this stuff. It just is what it is

@Ishanga I can agree with that 👍🏻

Gave up after half an hour. Same old. Absolute bore job

The blog quotes and content is becoming seriously deep. It’s like watching a live feed of the deepening of Leo’s understanding. Well I guess that is what it is in a way. My point really being is that as time goes on you can clearly see in real time the quality and depth of understanding rising to serious levels. Of course that’s going to happen as someone grows and evolves. But as someone who’s taken in this content for many years now it’s just intriguing to notice the development. Just thought I’d mention

Incorrect. You do not need this much. You may need a bit of help from it, but what you need is the right form of contemplation, open mindedness and deconstruction of mind. You can get god realisation on nowhere near these amounts. I think around 400ug I had my first serious god realisation. I’ve had them on less since. You’ve created some myth there for yourself I’m afraid

Did you turn into a beer bottle on salvia by any chance Leo? I’ve seen you reference becoming a beer bottle or a can of Pepsi or something a couple of times down the years. But only in the sense of saying to viewers imagine becoming one. Makes me wonder if this is an experience of yours previously?

These comparisons make me laugh at times. Leo can correct me if I’m wrong here. But I’m pretty sure that his labelled ‘alien conciousness’ is not that of some alien like being who might be walking around on another planet in this physical universe, or flying ufo’s to earth or whatever. From states of consciousness that I’ve found myself in, it seems quite clear to me that what he means is a state of consciousness so alien to what you can process from an ordinary human state, or even from huge degrees of awakened states. A completely different level, a completely different dimension of consciousness, that there is no physical being, there is no walking around, no physical universe. So beyond that, so incredibly clever, gymnastics of a mind that’s so in sync, doing its own shit, that I have no idea what is, hence why it’s so alien. But it’s all just so incredible on levels that unless you directly experience it, you just will not at all understand. I feel I can gain this limited understanding of the direction it goes mind wise, because of my previous awakenings and how they work in a sense. Literally off to a completely different dimension. Explanation is likely near on impossible. But the memory and a knowing will just sit within you. Anyway, yea that’s much more aligned with what I imagine alien conciousness to be, rather than the mind of a physical alien being that’s knocking around flying spaceships and that to different planets. Although a mind that is doing that, would obviously be more advanced than our own, but I’m certain that’s not what he means

Not sure about this have never seen it. Will check it out now though. But anyone who’s ever had some serious trips or awakenings would be able to relate to the film Lucy. And if you’ve ever encountered the infinite intelligence of reality, then it makes the main characters intelligence that’s reached in the movie seem like infant stuff. But still, easily relatable many aspects of the movie. Decent story to go along with too. The guy behind that must definitely have tripped some balls in his time😂

This is of serious interest. I understand you’re just gauging the interest and demand at present. Many of us here maybe the majority are from quite some distance away. So obviously much more info would be necessary before committing to making the journey from the UK for the likes of myself and no doubt further for many others. Before I would need to officially commit personally I’d need a good 6 months notice to the retreat date of the particular retreat I was to attend. For the likes of myself I’d have to probably incorporate it into the middle of a 2 week trip or something of the likes. I’ve been to the US a few times already Boston and Miami so that’s not really an issue, but vegas is almost double those journey’s from here. No doubt you’re aware of these sorts of things and are maybe only in the early stages of considering doing these types of things. But yea it’s certainly of great interest to me

Surely this isn’t a serious observation

You are right in the sense there is no Tuesday. It is just a label given for us humans to be able to organise ourselves, plan ahead, sequence ourselves, organise the past in linear terms, and many more much deeper constructs of our minds. As is every day, and year, and so on. It works. It’s useful. Essentially there are no days in reality, just the ever changing same one moment, going dark, becoming light, due to the spin of the earth and orbits, movement through space, giving the impression of sunrise and sunsets, and aiding the minds impression of time moving along in that linear fashion. A softer element of how you can see through your minds constructs on days of the week, a more surface level aspect of the construct, and more personal to yourself is simply look at how you described Tuesday. It being a day when you were at school and was so far away from the weekend, so basically you had a particular feeling that would arise, an impression of Tuesday and where it lay due to your personal wants and needs. You were after the weekend, the freedom the weekend gives you. And probably are of similar mindset today with the general working week. Well if we just collectively decided that the school week and working week were now going to be ran from Thursday to Monday, and Tuesday and Wednesday were to be the weekend, which wouldn’t really change anything, barring the backlash from maybe some religious groups, but we’ll leave that out of it, then the so called Tuesday would suddenly have a completely different feel, looked at in a completely different way, and likely become the most looked forward to day of the week. Yours and the majority of others favourite day of the week. All in all, yes, it is just bullshit

@Mel B i saw this from musk about an hour before I saw the video was out. Gotta say it had me laughing 😂

@Daniel Balan agree

Na there ain’t no key or no veil. Your just all twisted up. It’s not an unlocking of anything, it’s not peering through a veil, it’s an unraveling. Like unravelling string with a load of twists and knots in it. No key to unlock anything. Just unravel yourself

@Leo Gura just a quick one here Leo after reading the blog post on understanding femininity. Not particularly to do with that itself but it reminded me of a video a while back where you said you were still trying to understand exactly what understanding itself actually is, and how it works, as in what is actually going on with understanding anything at all. Just wondered did you ever really get to the root of that, do you have a clear understanding yet, of understanding itself? And is there a video upcoming or in the work just dedicated to ‘Understanding’? It’s something that intrigues me which I don’t think has been covered in depth by you yet.

I once literally saw Leo’s head turn into that of an alien, or what I perceived as very alien like whilst watching a video when I was tripping on lsd. He said he’d do it and from my perspective he already has. Does that count? 😜😂