Dazgwny

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  1. One thing i do know, and i dont know if has been mentioned here already, because i cant be bothered reading throughšŸ˜‚ is Leoā€™s post with the morphing facesā€¦ Iā€™ve seen that Iā€™ve been that. The fluidity of consciousness. Not quite to the extent of completely other faces of being, but to the extent of all the possible faces and beings of this one I am. Itā€™s freaky as fuck but all possible ā€˜meā€™sā€™ as in this me, Iā€™ve seen them all, everything. And they ainā€™t all good. I mean everything. Young, old, good, bad, the lot. Morphing like on Leoā€™s blog post. All images, along with emotions, every single thing possible from the being I am. It seems infinite. Everything. The fluidity he talks about. Me the proud man, me the humble man, me the successful guy, me the sportsman, me the murderer, me the rapist, me the absolutely everything that I could possibly be. Iā€™ve seen this, the fluidity of consciousness when itā€™s not solidified. Itā€™s crazy. But in those moments true awakenings happen. You realise you are all. You realise whatā€™s going on here. In a way that is unexplainable. It has to be seen and experienced to believe. Then to be believed isnā€™t even recognisable, because it just is what it. You see all versions of yourself. But it can go further, I saw my head turning into my brothers head. I realised that I am not just all versions of me, but I am all versions of everyone else too. I as consciousness can take on any of these forms, myself, my brother, or anyone else that can possibly be. And all variants of type too. Everything. Itā€™s always you. Just being a particular way, and you will create the rest around you from what you be. All yous are around me from what I am, and vice versa. But I can be you, if I choose. I donā€™t know how the choosing happens, but I know as consciousness I can take on the being of Leo and be that, and all and any variation of him. Essentially, everyone is just a variation of the one being, thatā€™s why thereā€™s no particular one, just variations. Hence you me and all. Iā€™ve no idea why I feel like this one and you feel like that one though. Still a bit of a mystery. But I know I can become anyone of you, and it will just feel like itā€™s me, because it will just be me being you. Correct me if Iā€™m wrong. But letā€™s face it. Iā€™m not. I as consciousness will be all you, as you are all me. We genuinely are one. That for me is the beauty and teachings of lsd
  2. Clever episode. Well constructed and plenty of food for thought
  3. @ExploringReality šŸ‘šŸ» correct
  4. @Leo Gura Cheers for this. Itā€™s got my mind going. It always is, but itā€™s the way youā€™ve framed it, I needed that thrown at me. I know what it feels like when these type things click during awakenings under the influence. As you say the ā€˜ordinaryā€™ just donā€™t see this, it doesnā€™t click. Thatā€™s where I am, Iā€™ve never claimed to be awake Iā€™ve only ever claimed to have awakenings, which as you know are tremendously difficult to retain, no matter what youā€™ve learned. I refuse to delude myself. In my every day ordinary state I am though circling around this, just not quite getting it to click. I always have to revert back to trips, past experiences you could say rather than my present state. This has helped no end, and at some point I will just grasp it without the use of psychedelics and make that shift. Itā€™s like I know I know, but I donā€™t. Youā€™ve given me a new little spark with a couple of what seemed straightforward questions. And a response to work with. Cheers
  5. I feel it would be easy to say to the first question ā€˜nothingā€™. But it feels that would be a mistake. Because thereā€™s still one thing, that of whatever it is that is there, with no distinctions. This doesnā€™t seem right or quite deep enough to be nothing. Itā€™s seems this would still be one, total oneness. But then for there to be one, it seems by this questioning that oneness, as weird as it sounds, is still a duality. Contemplating the 2nd question is what brought me to that conclusion, because I was initially going to answer ā€˜nothingā€™ because it seemed so simple a right. Itā€™s actually the 2nd question that seems for me, to break down the barriers, and bring me to nothing. Itā€™s like there is no answer to this, no explaination, because itā€™s nothing, it is actually nothing, no thing. Which in turn, is infinity, infinity and nothing is identical. This breaks my mind, itā€™s like a canā€™t think about it, yet Iā€™m trying, it wonā€™t grasp onto it, like I canā€™t get a hold of it, itā€™s circling my mind but I canā€™t grip it. And that to me would make total sense because of the nature of infinity. Iā€™ve been this during awakenings on my trips. But with a sober mind itā€™s a lot more complex trying to wrap my mind around it, rather than tripping and awakening and just becoming it. Maybe Iā€™ve gone too far here and tripped myself up, but those two questions gave my mind a good beating and my response is where Iā€™ve ended up. It seems like the right train of thought. What seemed like simple and obvious questions to answer at first, threw my mind round like a rag dollšŸ˜‚
  6. I guess this could explain that dress thing that was a big thing a few years back and a deeper level. Some seen black and blue and others white and gold. What are we saying here? That both would be absolutely true? It means I couldnā€™t actually argue the point against my brother that it is black and blue because thatā€™s what I could see? Where as he saw white and gold? Weā€™re both correct? Or one is right and one is wrong? Hopefully you remember what Iā€™m talking about herešŸ˜‚ I donā€™t want to go into all shit about that dress btw Iā€™m just using it to try garner more of an understanding about what youā€™ve said here
  7. I donā€™t agree personally with this. Iā€™ve never found an episode too long, and if something needs the time put into it to get the teaching across Iā€™m all for that. Thereā€™s absolutely no reason anyone has to watch the episode in 1 sitting. Split it over 2 sittings over a couple of days if you do not have the time or have the attention span or whatever reason. To split it yourself is no different to when Leo makes a part 1/2/3 for a series. I see no issues with video length. And seems so many have moaned about a shortage of video releases over the last year or 2, then a longer one when released should make their day, split it yourself watch one half one week and the next half the following week and youā€™ve 2 videos for the price of one. Which may I remind the whiners is FREE
  8. People taking this ai chat shit a bit too seriously. I could have told you this, as someone who has truly experienced such awakenings, an actual living human being. Yet people seem to find it more profound and marvellous when a fucking computer spouts back some wording to them. Sad state of affairs
  9. 25 minutes thatā€™ll do for me. Iā€™d forgotten just how much shit Campbell chats. This shit will distract you from awakening. Fun and games absolute fantasyland. Data streams and all that shite. You wonā€™t find God with this garbo. Youā€™ll just prance about in consciousness as deluded as youā€™ve always been. The real work takes you away from this stuff. At least he does know though that consciousness is reality. He just doesnā€™t know whatā€™s going on. Consciousness has him by the balls and has twisted them up with all that as it does with our physical lives. Heā€™s unravelled nothing, same shit different games
  10. Couldnā€™t be truer. I know youā€™re not a superhero man LeošŸ˜‚ but sometimes I lucid dream and literally turn myself into superman, suit and allšŸ¤¦šŸ»ā€ā™‚ļøšŸ˜‚. But am severely limited by what I can do even being able to pull off all those superman type acts. Itā€™s a strange phenomena to actually become superman and live and feel it in a lucid dream for a few hours as if itā€™s real. But as you say, utterly limited still. It actually helped me understand God even more by taking on that role in a dream as odd as that might sound
  11. Itā€™s quite clear that is a place you donā€™t want to go, you would not survive that trip
  12. I slipped cracked my head about 6 months ago. Similar situation, drunk, fell backwards and cracked my head on the concrete. Big split pouring with blood. Fully conscious the whole time not knocked out or anything. Went hospital, they cleaned it up, stuck 8 staples in it to help close up the cut and sent me packing. I had no issues with headaches or spinning or not even really any pain if Iā€™m honest. Bit of numbness around the area. But it was quite the whack and the cut was pretty big, couple of inches, as 8 staple suggests. This was on the back to crown sort of area of my head. The doctor obviously saw no reason to run any tests or anything. Couple of weeks was all closed up healed and fine. Have never had any issues. As Leo says, boxers are getting knocked out all the time, mma fighters look at the whacks and cuts they get to the head. Iā€™m in agreement the body heals itself tremendously well, just give it a bit of time. 6 hours sleep after a night on the drink likely is playing a major role in a spinning head too. Iā€™d say if things still donā€™t feel right after 2/3 days then maybe get it checked out. But your likely to feel something still even then from a bump in most cases. Youā€™ll know if something feels seriously off though Iā€™m sure
  13. To quote Leo, ā€˜ Youā€™re sitting here imagining thinking your in the 21st century, your not, your imagining the 21st century,ā€™ This I have become conscious of on so many occasions now, so forgive me if I donā€™t jump on the bandwagon wishing everyone a happy imaginary new year. Ah, what the hell, happy new year peoplešŸ¤·šŸ»ā€ā™‚ļø
  14. None. I feel as though it would be very difficult to seriously absorb yourself in this work with children. Or certainly any of an age where they are reliant and dependent on you. I have no idea where the time would be found
  15. I had serious problems attempting to access this so called part of reality. My deepest meditations, astral projections, breakthrough trips, never enabled the arising of any such domain. Iā€™ve seen and experienced many many strange phenomena due to spiritual experiences and awakenings. Including the super imposition of actualised and potential reality, hard to describe, like in a flickering sense, any possibility flickering away but not stabilised as reality. This akashic records thing is no manā€™s land for me thus far. Iā€™ve heard many descriptions and explanations and personally nothing Iā€™ve experienced correlates with the claims. Not that Iā€™m saying itā€™s not there to be viewed or experienced in some form, but it mostly seems like new age types that rabbit on about it and I generally find they end up seemingly, unknowingly, full of far more shit than truth
  16. Just buy Ryan croppers course online. New age dude. On a different wavelength to what Leo is upto and trying to teach and lead us toward. As new agers are a bit away with it lost in a lot of fantasies, your typical new ager. But.. his astral projection course is masterful. Heā€™s genuinely a master of astral projection and worked for me within a month or so, then could project on a regular basis. Went from zero not even believing it was a thing, to 2/3 times a week maybe, canā€™t remember but was something like that. It lost its appeal for me after a while though the novelty wore off. Just more games, I prefer to get down to the real business that this channel aims towards
  17. I feel this has been ghosted over too easily. Unless thereā€™s more about it elsewhere on the forum Iā€™ve missed, which I very well could have as not been on as frequently of late. I just think it requires a more substantial in depth explanation. I mean like, what the hell were you actually getting upto in these awakenings to cause these effects Leo? Shattering windows and blood on walls?
  18. Well you could always try other psychedelics. But be sure you can always potentially face ego death on those too. A good likelihood infact if youā€™ve been following this work. Itā€™s a case of do it or donā€™t do it. 2 choices thatā€™s it thereā€™s no in between. Because the in between options as I say could very well dissolve that ego of yours too
  19. We all know to conquer a fear is to face it and plough straight through it. Make of that what you will
  20. Sounds to me like your attempts to distance yourself from the body and be freer have backfired and whatever youā€™ve been upto has had the opposite effect, gluing you more to the body and suffering with with even more restricted consciousness hence the anxiety and such. Maybe you just donā€™t quite know what youā€™re doing with this work properly yet. Who knows
  21. Luck isnā€™t real. Itā€™s completely relative. Whatever you perceive as good if it happens to you or someone else and you donā€™t really know how or why it happened you call it lucky. And vice versa with bad luck. Whatā€™s seems to to you may be perceived as very unlucky to someone depending on their circumstances. You may claim so and so is so lucky to win the lottery, yet from their point of view it could end up the worst most unlucky thing theyā€™ve ever felt happened to them, if for one reason or another it lead to breakdowns of relationships, breakdown of oneā€™s mind, depression, unwanted fame, all sorts whatever shit can come from it. Itā€™s so relative that itā€™s so blatantly obvious to anyone whoā€™s done a slight bit of introspection, that thereā€™s actually no such thing as objective luck. Itā€™s a crock of shit that you have invented
  22. Patience. These sorts of things are tremendously difficult to achieve, certainly of a high level and anything of any value. Itā€™s not like heā€™s got some massive team of experts behind him. I canā€™t even begin to imagine how difficult it must be to make a game, especially one thatā€™s any good
  23. This is a terribly spiritually uneducated opinion
  24. Couldnā€™t work. If you wake from the dream the idea of there being any others to recruit as members would completely collapse. Your not hacking no dream with any others, you would simply just still be dreaming