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The guy knows what he’s talking about. No idea if he’s had any awakenings or not, or whether he’s just thinking brutally hard like Einstein or something😂. Been there done it! Not too much argument to be had. This lad is onto something. Like it it or lump it🤷🏻‍♂️. His paper is good stuff. Nothing can do that. It genuinely can. Here you are. Maybe a good video for Leo to return to when he does, if he decides to, will use this idea of self reference. Anyone who has awoke, at any point, to any degree, can relate to this paper👍🏻

I’ve read the 2 parts to this paper. Got to say one of the best pieces I’ve read in a very long time 👏🏻. Reason being, that as I was reading through, it was extremely similar to some of my deepest psychedelic awakenings. I indeed have become this Nothing, in its absolute silence, and complete total stillness. The only thing to do from there was to remain completely still, in a total state of peace, an unexplainable phenomenon, yet this it the only way for me to attempt to communicate it, or as you’ve put it, take a look back at myself. It’s simply too difficult for me to explain but this is indeed what you are doing from that seeming starting point, which isn’t a starting point because it’s always there, eternally. What has happened on these occasions during these trips, especially one that sticks out in my mind, is that at that very point of self reference for the seeming first time, that first ‘I am’ noticed let’s say, which seems like the only choice of it all I ever have, to look back at myself or remain in this stillness, which actually as much as a choice as it seems, in another way it seems as though it inevitably has to be done, is a creation of splitting off uncontrollably, but at the same time so intricately intelligently. Of what I can only say are like, I can’t even say to be honest, it’s just like mind stuff, you called them objects. But I’m not observing them, I’m being them. Being this intelligence and it happening so easily and profoundly is indescribable. Being creation putting itself together, constructing my reality back into place, or should I really say reconstructing, I’m not particularly sure if I’m honest, is to this day one of the most ridiculous things I’ve ever been aware of. Once my ego reconstructed too, which again seemed completely out of my control, like a computer system starting up maybe, and all the dualities of my ego self, also like splitting branches of sorts, creating a structured web, which seemed to come after the construction of reality, to then more ‘my’ reality, with this intelligence flowing through me alls I can say is it almost felt like my brain was going to break. I could hardly take it anymore. Head in hands, painfully, beautifully intelligent. Too much, too good for my little selfish ego, so it felt. Im eternally grateful to have been aware of this beautiful intelligence at play, but I’m completely understood of why as a human being, it’s left to the unconscious aspect of us and for us to not be consciously aware of it at these deepest levels, because it would kill you, and there would be no life. This limited state is limited to this degree for a reason, with varying degrees of course, but basically this physical like existence, because there’s only between certain degrees on the consciousness meter if we can use that phrase, that it’s possible to live in a physical world such as this. Too low u ain’t there, too high you’re outta there. Anyway not sure where I’m going with that now got a bit carried away haha. But your paper, from my point of view, is an excellent piece of work. It helped me in a sense, of how I would maybe be able to express some of my own direct 1st person experiences. Oh but I’m not sure on that eating section.. kind of threw me off a bit that, I can’t relate to that personally. Didn’t feel quite right, but I’m in no position to confirm or deny. Either way, cheers for the read, much appreciated 👍🏻

God is not bored. God executes the highest love. Which is itself. Itself is infinity. Part of infinity is a limited perspective of being bored. Including thoughts about boredom. Thoughts about God being bored, your current state at the time of this question, from a limited perspective in infinity. Whilst in its infinite state, it’s not bored, it can’t be bored. If you at any point expand consciousness from your restricted state, unravel its twisted tangled up state to completely free unraveled infinite state, you will not be bored. It has to allow you to be if it fully loves and accepts itself for what it is. Because it is everything possible from any perspective, or even non perspective. So that’s not Gods boredom, that is God executing the highest love. It’s just Love

I took 5gs of shroom at the weekend. I didn’t experience paranoia. I’m usually an lsd man in pretty high doses now. But the shrooms were my option this time round so I took the plunge. I much prefer the lsd experience how it affects myself personally. Lsd feels a much smoother experience to me. The shroom experience although interesting just seemed a bit more rough around the edges if you get me, a bit more twisted up I couldn’t quite gain that clear enough mind to dissect the revelations I was having they seemed more confusing. Although because of previous experiences with lsd I knew pretty much what they were, they just weren’t as clear. I realised nothing particularly new. It all seemed like the same but more cloudy like, it’s difficult to explain. The only thing of concern to me was that at one point I lay there for what was maybe half an hour, could have been an hour where I felt I was turning into my mother from the inside, at a cellular level, my eyes were streaming pouring down my face, as it felt like I was bursting from the inside, like I could feel myself creating myself. A strange phenomenon. Which doesn’t concern me now, but in the moment I was wondering just what the fuck is going on here. It was emotionally painful I’m yet to fully interpret that part of the trip. I felt like the mother of creation, maybe that’s why it was my own mother within that experience, just something my mind/consciousness was creating that I could relate to, seems she created me. Then again maybe it’s because as consciousness I am both myself and my mother and it was a hint that I created myself. Who knows. I’ll be leaning much more to the lsd in future though as like I say, it’s a clearer experience for me. Also I took them on Saturday, and after a resting Sunday sort of relaxing recovery day, back to business today as usual, in work no paranoia of any sort. Just crack on, and think about things from the trip throughout the day just trying to interpret better for a better understanding. Different people will respond differently though. For me I’ve had many mindfucks now so it’s just a case of well yea crack on as per

Love doesn’t become infinite. Infinity is love. You have it backwards mate. Love is all there is

The how is absolutely inevitable. When something that is one, even attempts in any way shape or form, to just even slightly do anything at all, other than be it’s total, one slight movement, one slight of hand, alls it takes is anything other than just being. Then it creates a duality within itself. God cannot not even remotely do anything. The split second it does, the how is becoming. And that one split within itself, then becomes hey ho it looks from one split to the next, from that to this, split split split, fragmenting, into billions and billions, even more, to infinite splits, you being one of the eventual outcomes. Here you are, with splits within yourself, thoughts, you thinking your a you, the you that you think you are split into even more infinite parts, forever and ever, until you can gather yourself up to become total again, just the one thing. God. Being. Turns out that is love. But that’s something you have to awaken to. Then after awakening to it, you have to become it, you will be right back where you started, as one. Same place, same time/moment. Nothing ever happened. And if you do it again, just one slight movement, as god, here we will be, again x

@Razard86 hey man chill out😂 you’ve been on a mission for like 6 months or something 😂 I’m sure Leo must be sat there watching his forum thinking fuckin hell, idiocy all this😂 this place has gone crazy😂😂😂 Chill man 👍🏻😂

Such a simple yet great idea. Count me in. It’s what we do with any subject that sparks our interest, take in as many different perspectives as possible to gain as much possible insight. Why I havn’t thought of this with the whole damn world is beyond me. So simple yet the thought has eluded me until prodded with this challenge. Thinking about this I don’t want to bias any country that is of particular interest to me, I want to equally investigate them all. So I think I’ll start right next to home, and scale around the globe until I end right back up where I started. In a strange loop type of way. I feel that will be the most interesting way for me to see how the range of cultures differ over the distance covered the further away I get and slowly return right back to square 1 when I arrive back to my starting point

If you do not understand, then god doesn’t understand. God being in a state where it doesn’t understand. Your state

The eyes are a very deceiving part of the body. I believe it could very well be the eyes that make you feel like you’re a being behind them inside your head. I mean if our eyes weren’t located where they are, and instead were looking out from our stomach area, then there’s every chance I feel as though most would believe we were a being located somewhere behind the eyes in the stomach. Total self deception going on from what I can tell, because of the eyes. I find the eyes very intriguing with how they contribute to give us a false sense of where we are located as a being. The majority think they’re here, behind the eyes, looking out through them at an external world. It’s just not the case

Your username is your answer

If you were fully enlightened on a permanent basis you would be fully aware there is not another to answer your questions. Also there should be zero responses to this thread taking into account what you have asked need only respond

It’s a top blog post and extremely accurate

As the title states, is the question. Where is actualized.org going from here? It’s been a while now since any videos, which I’ve no issue at all with. You said you were exhausted through it all and I totally get that. I was amazed you were putting out as much as you were for years on end, week after week. I understand you’re working on a course or two. Which to get right will I’ve no doubt take monumental effort, to be satisfied with. But what about the website as a whole? Are you still drained from the whole thing? Once upon a time you’d throw out a video on your blog, explaining where you were looking at taking things from here, or from that point. Now it just seems like a forum. And that’s kind of it, with you throwing out some things on your blog. Which don’t get me wrong are very insightful to say the least. I know some will say the usual garbage of there’s more to spirituality than Leo and all that pullover. But I’ve investigated it all, and found no better teacher. High and low. My most progress has come from these teachings that you dish out. Yea yea of course I can go on my own, as I do, but searching high and low like I said, actualized.org is a gem, and are without doubt, from my point of view the best teachings around. I’ve come on leaps and bounds through this place over the past 5 years through you and your teachings. So I’m wondering, as I’m sure many are, what’s next? Do the videos return? If so are they going to be centred around relative issues or absolute issues. I’m all for the absolute to be honest?. It’s just a genuine question. Some will probably throw the cult like behaviour out there. It’s not that at all. It’s just when you find a great teacher, who’s helped you realise so much about yourself, then you kinda wanna know where they’re at with their teachings. Because I as one know I have much more to learn and discover. Which I will, with or without actualized.org. All the best either way, just interested in where your taking this next, if you have any idea yourself ??

Raz is correct here

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And he’s completely correct. It’s not that he’s hilarious, it’s more so hilarious that people can’t wrap their mind around this. It’s completely obvious. Yet it took me a good 35 years or so to realise too?. It’s one of the things of many that can make you feel that you’ve been so stupid your whole life, but also equally as clever, for making it all seem so real

By your username somethings telling me your interest in this has been spiked because you quite fancy becoming liono or tygra from the cartoon Thundercats ?. That would be pretty cool to be fair haha

I think sometimes some of us might sound like we’re parroting Leo. Some may well be. But there are also some that have genuinely experienced and awakened to many similar aspects of God or whatever you choose to call it, so many of the explanations people use to express themselves about these things can also sound very similar, it’s not necessarily parroting. Because after all, it is the same damn thing in many cases that Leo has spoke about in the past, people can be trying to talk about. Maybe he’s further along and gone deeper, so when these realisations and awakenings fall upon another, it can seem like copycat type behaviour. But I can assure you that many times this won’t be the case. It’s similar when someone calls him out about a particular aspect and says hey what you’re saying is nothing new, such and such said this donkey’s years ago blah blah blah. That doesn’t mean he’s parroting anybody. You can only speak from the state you’re at, or about states you’ve reached. Anything else is speculation. To say this or that ‘is the case’ without having directly experienced would suggest parroting I agree. But don’t be so convinced everyone around here is like that

You’re not at all understanding infinity. As in not at all. Your life is one permutation of an infinite amount. That means it has to be. It’s impossible for it not to be. It’s part of an infinite set. Not a set of a trillion possible lives, a set of infinite lives. Even your whole life exactly the same with just 1 word different in your post, and the rest of your life the exact same. That would be a slight difference but again that has to be. You’re just conscious of this particular scenario right now. And when you’re conscious of another, that will be right now. Until you realise infinity, and that you are it, you are just not going to understand. God doesn’t sit there like a man making decisions on what would feel best from a human point of view. God is infinite, it is infinity, it has no choice in the matter, it’s what it is in its full on truest nature. But it can limit itself, and hide from itself. Trick itself, and experience itself from all these different finite perspectives. One of them being your current state. It’s infinitely intelligent, so it can do that, which is what you have done. Without doing that you would remain in a state of infinity, where nothing is happening, because everything is happening simultaneously, cancelling everything out. You would clearly see the love in what you do, if you could only become infinite. Which you can, because it’s what you are

I’m intrigued to see you explain a bit more in depth how you validated the realisation you are controlling all others thoughts and actions, decision making, what exactly do you believe confirmed this for you?

He does speak about hallucination a bit in his ‘what is reality’ video. Old but gold that, no beating about the bush, straight to the point

Go out and get drunk. You’ll quite easily become a sad little man full of shit and wrapped up in your dream. I can’t think of anything more pathetic than the low state of consciousness I enter when I’ve had a scutch of alcohol. You’ve asked a stupid question. You’ve got a stupid answer

@Inliytened1 psychedelics yes. I will not deny. And they’ve brought me to states I just know 100% are not possible from a non psychedelic state. Not unless I was actually what we call dead. Personally from where I sit, I don’t think he claims he’s ‘awake’ as such. Yes he says no one is awake except him, but I genuinely think reading between the lines he’s sayin no one is awake, including him, he’s just more awake than the rest. Because like it or lump it, it does come in degrees, and I think he’s saying his degree of awareness is just more that the rest. He’s saying he’s experienced more within consciousness than he’s ever heard anyone speak of, worldwide not just on this forum, not just locally. So if you experience consciousness from these modes, and no one else does, or seems to have, then of course you will claim to be more awake than another. We’re speaking in relative terms here. In the exact same way you would claim to be more awake than whoever, and I would about a mate of mine who has never had an awakening. It seems pretty straightforward to me to be honest. Especially when I have a total awakening, and then 3 months later have a total awakening, that was more total than my total awakening, and on, and on, and on. I don’t know bud, maybe your just happy where your at and think you’ve got it. That’s cool. But that’s a limit. Either way, respect to and love to you. I’m out of here because it’s nearly 1am in the uk and I’ve work in the morning ?. Take care, so long??

@Inliytened1 You’re not grasping, that you can’t grasp it. It’s like you think you’ve got it, in your clutches. But it can’t be clutched. Maybe I am an amateur, but so are you. There is more, whether you like it or not. I’m not defending Leo. But he’s correct, no one here is awake, nor am I. This becomes so apparent when you have a ‘complete awakening’, that complete just isn’t complete, or you simply would not be here. That’s how simple it is. So simple, yet so very not. Although I do genuinely respect all your posts, because you have clearly gotten somewhere