Dazgwny

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  1. It’s because we’re intrigued by what is going on. It just so happens to be God. These people which is most people that don’t wonder or don’t care and are just getting on with life as you say, do that because they think they know what’s going on. They believe in the material world, they think science figured it all out and have just taken on board as an ultimate truth that everything is as it seems. They’ve tricked themselves so very well they don’t even understand it’s a possibility that what they think is going on is not what’s going on. They are completely locked in. Which means God is pulling off the intended trick on itself just beautifully. The few like ourselves won’t be fooled by ourselves quite so easily. So here we are
  2. Good this. Unfortunately her ego has turned it into a horror show for herself. When infact it’s the greatest thing
  3. It’s just the way it has to be love🤷🏻‍♂️ don’t fret. It is what it is. All good 😊
  4. Oh yea I triped last night. That’s just one of the biggest take aways. Seems plausible. I just don’t want to trick myself👍🏻
  5. One question Leo, if you could be so nice to answer😂. Is behind everyone eyes completely empty? Other than what you project to them? Then that’s what appears? As though it’s them? But actually it’s you🤦🏻‍♂️?
  6. Yea but even in lucid dreams, I’ve had more than I care to remember, unbelievably lucid, you still don’t know how the people, houses, places, and whatever else is there in the environment are being created by you, and why even these things at all. You still feel very local to the body you are in the dream, even when manage to change the environment within the dream. So for me this still wouldn’t be enough
  7. Listen to Leo’s video part 3 of what is duality. Start at 46 minutes 35 seconds in. Listen for as long as you like from there. But listen to that particular section, until you get it! Until you genuinely get it!👍🏻
  8. @Paradoxed 👍🏻
  9. What are these Magic mushroom chocolate bars like? I’ve 2 3.5g bars. Not sure on what to take of them. I have had 5g of straight liberty cap magic mushrooms. Which was a bit fucking weird if I’m honest. But what comparison can I make with these bars of chocolate and judge a reasonable amount to eat? Any advice would be welcome thanks
  10. YOU actually won’t die. In a sense you could say it’s like you watch your death. Like watching a death in a movie, or watching someone else what you think ‘actually’ die. Alls you’re doing is watching a death from a first person point of view. It’s not a problem. What you really are won’t die. What you’re identifying with will. Your mix up of your identity, is causing this issue. You are what’s aware of the body you think you are that’s dying, or dies. The awareness itself, not what it’s aware of. Yes you are that too, your it all, but what your talking about is just that constricted limited identity of your human body that your true self, ‘awareness’ is aware of. It’s genuinely not an issue. It just seems so. Awareness will become aware of being something else. So yes, that rat you see, that bird, snake, dog, ant, whatever animal or being you see, is just feeling like you, because it is you. The awareness in that thing, is just you, what you would be being that thing, if you were that thing. Also you are me being you, so I wouldn’t want to bullshit you would I. And vice versa, I am you being me. So we’re helping each other out here with this communication. But hey I am completely imagining you here, completely. So how does that work you may say?? Take some psychedelics and awaken before you die buddy and awaken to me. I’ve done it and awoken to you, so at this end it’s all good. We just need to tie up your end by the sounds of it and that strange loop of your end and my end being the exact same place forever and eternity will make absolute sense for you. Take care
  11. Ya know something.. the real work, it’s not ugly and it’s not painful. If what you truly want is truth, there’s nothing ugly and painful about it. It’s brutally shocking, it’s unbelievable. But if you want truth, then it’s beautiful when discovered. Nothing ugly about it. Only your own bullshit makes it seem ugly and painful. Your resistance. If you truly want the truth, then every realisation, every awakening, is just shocking beautiful. The pain is imaginary. The truth is not
  12. Well it’s pretty straightforward to be fair. Because there is no solid outside world out there, the outside world is within you, it’s mind. So when you start playing with the state of your mind, whether it be through psychedelics or meditation or whatever, the seeming outside world will alter too. Including letters seeming like they’re jumping around. You’re loosening that stranglehold of you being here and an outside world being there. It’s merging. You should have a bit of a revelation at this point really. I mean it becomes pretty obvious, even when it’s just something that doesn’t seem too big of a deal like letters jumping about a little. But then again mind, you can be as ignorant to the obvious and completely deny to yourself this is the case. Or you can just open your mind a bit and be like oh yea, of course, it’s obvious
  13. Well this is just a complete assumption. I’d suggest you don’t assume why people are searching or what initially triggered their search in the first place. Certainly for myself I never went in some deliberate search of god. My initial queries came from a lack of understanding of why is it always ‘now’? And my questions of what is actually going on here? What is this? What is reality? It just so happened that these questions lead to the discovery of god being the answer to them all. That does not relate in any way to your assumption of why MANY MANY people go in search of god. It just so happens that’s what you find when you go in search of uncovering reality. Also many many people may just go in search from the basic question of if there is a god, then what is it? I’m just not on board with your claim and see it as far to narrow of an assumption
  14. What are we saying enlightened is? There’s probably loads of enlightened people. If it’s realising your God, then even I’m enlightened. Enlightenment just in itself seems pretty low level in God realisation to me now. To be aware of the ins and outs of it is what creates depth to an enlightenment. Not just a realisation, but the depths of things like how you are constructing other people, the complete make up of how this shit is being done. Not just people, everything. And just using ‘imagination’ just isn’t good enough. Not just realising that it’s an illusion, but an understanding of exactly what you’re doing to create it. Completely deconstructing the web. The only person I’ve ever seen come close to these sorts of understandings is Leo. None of the other supposedly enlightened people we see videos of even comes close to explaining the ins and outs of what is actually going on. Yea they babble some pretty wise stuff, they know consciousness is all there is, they know that’s god. I’m not sure there’s anyone on the planet that is truly enlightened to the degrees which I personally would call enlightenment.
  15. Nice attempt at some sort of rhyme. An attempted poem of sorts. YOU are God I’m afraid young chap. The full absolute. Pure, just twisted up. Unravel it and it’s the exact same. You Are it in its fullness, whole and complete. And that’s all there is. Just twisted and knotted and webbed, confused by yourself. It’s easy to do, just much more difficult to unravel. Take a shoe lace, tie a shit load of knots in it, it’s so easy to do. Knot after knot after knot. Then try to unravel them all. You’ll be clueless from the get go. You’ll be completely lost in the knots. How the fuck can I unravel this thing. Yet it was so easy to do. Why is it so hard to undo what I done? That’s like God, and YOU. God is the unraveled straight lace, YOU are the lace with all its knots in it. It’s all just the same thing. YOU are YOU, there only ever was one YOU. Take care, goodnight
  16. Seems like some pretty dangerous advice to be dishing out tbh. I’m pretty well versed with lsd and to advise missing a nights kip then get on lsd and get off to sleep and you’ll just wake up God realised with control over reality seems a bit too far fetched. Not convinced at all. There’s a lot of people here who are more interested in just egotistically manipulating reality than in what awakening truly is. Sounds pretty dangerous to me and that an idiot would follow this advice and end up in some pretty dangerous circumstances. When tripping I think preparation is a key component and going into a trip in that manner seems amateur and foolish. Just my personal opinion. I wouldn’t be attempting that from that advice anyway
  17. Why do all these supposed aliens have to be so god damn ugly? If that’s what’s knocking around up there in the stars, then God really hit the nail on the head with the human when it comes to looks, and there’s some bloody odd looking ones of us about to be fair😂. May not be the case with the human intelligence, but as for any description of an alien I’ve ever come across just seems like a giant insect or some freakish big headed skeletal like creature. It would be nice to think there’s maybe another planet of human like creatures knocking around that are a bit easier on the eye😂
  18. The guy knows what he’s talking about. No idea if he’s had any awakenings or not, or whether he’s just thinking brutally hard like Einstein or something😂. Been there done it! Not too much argument to be had. This lad is onto something. Like it it or lump it🤷🏻‍♂️. His paper is good stuff. Nothing can do that. It genuinely can. Here you are. Maybe a good video for Leo to return to when he does, if he decides to, will use this idea of self reference. Anyone who has awoke, at any point, to any degree, can relate to this paper👍🏻
  19. I’ve read the 2 parts to this paper. Got to say one of the best pieces I’ve read in a very long time 👏🏻. Reason being, that as I was reading through, it was extremely similar to some of my deepest psychedelic awakenings. I indeed have become this Nothing, in its absolute silence, and complete total stillness. The only thing to do from there was to remain completely still, in a total state of peace, an unexplainable phenomenon, yet this it the only way for me to attempt to communicate it, or as you’ve put it, take a look back at myself. It’s simply too difficult for me to explain but this is indeed what you are doing from that seeming starting point, which isn’t a starting point because it’s always there, eternally. What has happened on these occasions during these trips, especially one that sticks out in my mind, is that at that very point of self reference for the seeming first time, that first ‘I am’ noticed let’s say, which seems like the only choice of it all I ever have, to look back at myself or remain in this stillness, which actually as much as a choice as it seems, in another way it seems as though it inevitably has to be done, is a creation of splitting off uncontrollably, but at the same time so intricately intelligently. Of what I can only say are like, I can’t even say to be honest, it’s just like mind stuff, you called them objects. But I’m not observing them, I’m being them. Being this intelligence and it happening so easily and profoundly is indescribable. Being creation putting itself together, constructing my reality back into place, or should I really say reconstructing, I’m not particularly sure if I’m honest, is to this day one of the most ridiculous things I’ve ever been aware of. Once my ego reconstructed too, which again seemed completely out of my control, like a computer system starting up maybe, and all the dualities of my ego self, also like splitting branches of sorts, creating a structured web, which seemed to come after the construction of reality, to then more ‘my’ reality, with this intelligence flowing through me alls I can say is it almost felt like my brain was going to break. I could hardly take it anymore. Head in hands, painfully, beautifully intelligent. Too much, too good for my little selfish ego, so it felt. Im eternally grateful to have been aware of this beautiful intelligence at play, but I’m completely understood of why as a human being, it’s left to the unconscious aspect of us and for us to not be consciously aware of it at these deepest levels, because it would kill you, and there would be no life. This limited state is limited to this degree for a reason, with varying degrees of course, but basically this physical like existence, because there’s only between certain degrees on the consciousness meter if we can use that phrase, that it’s possible to live in a physical world such as this. Too low u ain’t there, too high you’re outta there. Anyway not sure where I’m going with that now got a bit carried away haha. But your paper, from my point of view, is an excellent piece of work. It helped me in a sense, of how I would maybe be able to express some of my own direct 1st person experiences. Oh but I’m not sure on that eating section.. kind of threw me off a bit that, I can’t relate to that personally. Didn’t feel quite right, but I’m in no position to confirm or deny. Either way, cheers for the read, much appreciated 👍🏻
  20. God is not bored. God executes the highest love. Which is itself. Itself is infinity. Part of infinity is a limited perspective of being bored. Including thoughts about boredom. Thoughts about God being bored, your current state at the time of this question, from a limited perspective in infinity. Whilst in its infinite state, it’s not bored, it can’t be bored. If you at any point expand consciousness from your restricted state, unravel its twisted tangled up state to completely free unraveled infinite state, you will not be bored. It has to allow you to be if it fully loves and accepts itself for what it is. Because it is everything possible from any perspective, or even non perspective. So that’s not Gods boredom, that is God executing the highest love. It’s just Love
  21. I took 5gs of shroom at the weekend. I didn’t experience paranoia. I’m usually an lsd man in pretty high doses now. But the shrooms were my option this time round so I took the plunge. I much prefer the lsd experience how it affects myself personally. Lsd feels a much smoother experience to me. The shroom experience although interesting just seemed a bit more rough around the edges if you get me, a bit more twisted up I couldn’t quite gain that clear enough mind to dissect the revelations I was having they seemed more confusing. Although because of previous experiences with lsd I knew pretty much what they were, they just weren’t as clear. I realised nothing particularly new. It all seemed like the same but more cloudy like, it’s difficult to explain. The only thing of concern to me was that at one point I lay there for what was maybe half an hour, could have been an hour where I felt I was turning into my mother from the inside, at a cellular level, my eyes were streaming pouring down my face, as it felt like I was bursting from the inside, like I could feel myself creating myself. A strange phenomenon. Which doesn’t concern me now, but in the moment I was wondering just what the fuck is going on here. It was emotionally painful I’m yet to fully interpret that part of the trip. I felt like the mother of creation, maybe that’s why it was my own mother within that experience, just something my mind/consciousness was creating that I could relate to, seems she created me. Then again maybe it’s because as consciousness I am both myself and my mother and it was a hint that I created myself. Who knows. I’ll be leaning much more to the lsd in future though as like I say, it’s a clearer experience for me. Also I took them on Saturday, and after a resting Sunday sort of relaxing recovery day, back to business today as usual, in work no paranoia of any sort. Just crack on, and think about things from the trip throughout the day just trying to interpret better for a better understanding. Different people will respond differently though. For me I’ve had many mindfucks now so it’s just a case of well yea crack on as per
  22. Love doesn’t become infinite. Infinity is love. You have it backwards mate. Love is all there is
  23. The how is absolutely inevitable. When something that is one, even attempts in any way shape or form, to just even slightly do anything at all, other than be it’s total, one slight movement, one slight of hand, alls it takes is anything other than just being. Then it creates a duality within itself. God cannot not even remotely do anything. The split second it does, the how is becoming. And that one split within itself, then becomes hey ho it looks from one split to the next, from that to this, split split split, fragmenting, into billions and billions, even more, to infinite splits, you being one of the eventual outcomes. Here you are, with splits within yourself, thoughts, you thinking your a you, the you that you think you are split into even more infinite parts, forever and ever, until you can gather yourself up to become total again, just the one thing. God. Being. Turns out that is love. But that’s something you have to awaken to. Then after awakening to it, you have to become it, you will be right back where you started, as one. Same place, same time/moment. Nothing ever happened. And if you do it again, just one slight movement, as god, here we will be, again x
  24. @Razard86 hey man chill out😂 you’ve been on a mission for like 6 months or something 😂 I’m sure Leo must be sat there watching his forum thinking fuckin hell, idiocy all this😂 this place has gone crazy😂😂😂 Chill man 👍🏻😂