Dazgwny

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  1. I can’t really agree with this. They definitely suffer to some degree with the likes of anxiety type issues. I had a budgie when I was a kid and so did a mate of mine. The one me mate had used to be let out out of the cage fly round come sit on ya hand seemed very relaxed and open. Where as the one I had would fly round like a nutcase then perch itself up on top of the curtain rail and it was very difficult to have it come down sit on ya hand be playful an that. It seemed very anxious about being out in the open and interacting with us. I don’t think they are at all in some sort of spiritual solitude or whatever you want to call it. Infact id say more along the lines of that they are in pure survival mode. And this goes for birds of all kinds and most if not all animals the more I think about it. Maybe I’m wrong. I don’t know. But that’s how I interpret the animal kingdom as such. I have wondered though, has it ever been known for an animal to commit suicide? I’ve never heard of the likes. Maybe an ape, but even then I’ve never come across anything claiming one has. Just a thought
  2. Looking forward to just wtf I’ve imagined up for this one??. Just want to say mate that I could never have made it to the place I’m at within myself without your videos. I’ve not mastered all my survival needs I still live payday to payday in a bang average job. But feel so alive and enjoy every moment of life come rain or shine and your videos have helped set a baseline level of consciousness within myself that I can flow with life rather than resist it. No matter what comes my way. I’ve still certain particular anxieties, as we all do, things drilled into the ego that need filtered out. But I’m getting there. And you’ve helped me massively so it’s all so much appreciated. But you’ll get that anyway when your conscious of being me? as you are now, but not? I genuinely found you and this site by wondering and quizzing myself and what I thought was the outer world thinking what the fuck is reality. So I googled what is reality and up you popped YouTube video was somewhere there on the list. What an arrogant fucker I thought this bloke was, fuck you I thought trying to tell me what’s going on?. In the moment I thought mistake clicking on this clowns video hahaha. Greatest mistake I ever made?. Looking forward to tomorrow ??
  3. Jesus was not a man? time to wrap up the idea that Jesus was some bloke who said this and said that. He wasn’t, he didn’t exist as a man??‍♂️. There was no man called Jesus. The bible is fucking hilarious when looking at someone believing it literally. The bible is the greatest law of attraction book you could ever wish to come across if only you could understand it. It’s telling you that you are God, and how to manifest your desires, using your own consciousness. It’s fucking beautiful! Not in the religious Christianity way. No no no, nonsense that! I’m amazed the more and more I look into the bible what it is. Tremendous! Jesus was not crucified on a cross. He wasn’t even a man?. Work to do for anyone who thinks Jesus was a man. If you genuinely think the likes of Jesus and Moses and Noah and whoever lived, and you want to awaken, then you need to get that out of your mind. It needs to go
  4. I think it’s both the worst and best simultaneously. If taken literally it’s the worst. If understanding that all its stories represent the workings of your very own mind psychologically and all its fictional characters are aspects of your consciousness and not actually historical figures that lived and spoke the words of the stories of the bible, then it’s the best. Broken down into what the thing actually is it’s untouchable. Stage blue are at the worst end of the spectrum with it, they believe it’s a historical book full of factual stories that happened. It’s terribly misinterpreted by 99.99% of the population that’s ever lived, never mind just those of us around now. I reckon leo is fully aware and has done enough research to know what that book is all about. Interestingly though I would expect a book from leo to be so direct in its approach to the message he’s trying to get across, in a modern way, that it could be as powerful, if not more powerful to the reader. But as he says certainly not as popular. Not in his lifetime anyway. Maybe in 2000 years though who knows ?
  5. Hey mate, so I had this massive brutal awakening last weekend from 4 lsd tabs. I’ve no idea of the strength of them so I’m not gonna go into that or a trip report or anything like that. But... I came to the realisation that alls I am is an idea. Just an idea. Literally an idea. From nothing. As if ya completely nothing, zero empty, then from the empty you had an idea. And that idea was you/me/whoever. As in lights off, then what makes the very first duality is that one idea, and it starts with yourself. Then an absolute spiral of bullshit spins of that one idea to create a full on physical type creation type thing. So hard to explain. It was like from nothing over and over and again I’d go from nothing to creating a spiral of bullshit then once I was done with that, as in death, I’d just go again. It’s so hard to explain. Because it’s like I’m saying it’s one after the other but I was so conscious I knew it wasn’t one after the other it was all at the same time. I can’t explain it. It seems beyond words. It was clear that I’m imagining everything. You me the lot. Or it certainly seemed that way. I felt insane and was like in my mind well that’s it, now where the fuck do I go from here, what now?. I know that was ego. But I was in this insane loop of madness that I thought well that’s it, what now. It didn’t matter what was now, but ego kept creeping in saying what the fuck for u now, your fucked, what’s everyone gonna think of you. But again then I’d just be like it doesn’t matter. I had mental images of just walking down the street and seeing someone like yaself and just giving you the heads up, a glance a bit of a wave and moving on, as in we both know we’re each other and we both know where just an idea, manifest in physical form just looping round in this sort of insanity forever and ever. I think now if I came across you I’d just give u a nod and a wave of acknowledgment and move on. Knowing that you know your me and you get the fact that your just an idea. Like shit spinning around an empty space, manifesting somehow in physical form. But the exact same thing. Before this trip I’d have wanted a big conversation with you and that but since, like I say, I think I’d just want to acknowledge you, give u the thumbs up, and say to myself, he gets it, he knows?? Because there’s no one to tell. Ya just know ya in this infinite loop of whatever and ya’ll just go with it??‍♂️. Never mind ey never mind ???
  6. I don’t really know anything about proper astrology and there could very well be something in it I do not know, but one of the most blatantly obvious things is that the mainstream zodiac shit of horoscopes and even a the new age sort of spiritual representation of it is ludicrously false. Just utter shite. If your beliefs are that strong about it and say a Scorpio is supposed to be this way or that you’ll subconsciously turn yourself into the type of character that whatever that particular zodiac sign claims you are. And you’ll do it all unconsciously. And you’ll use that as evidence for its proof. A pure belief system of nonsense. One Scorpio could be the nicest person in the world the next Scorpio could be a serial killer. That’s all the evidence needed to realise it’s pure bullshit. But it is a comfort to some people
  7. Who knows? Maybe it’s all true. Barring one thing... the guy can NOT levitate. And if he can it’ll only be to himself in a radical state of consciousness. He wouldn’t be able to stand in front of someone who’s in an ordinary state let’s say and lift himself off the ground unaided. That’s my claim anyway, he’s full of shit on that one. Then again, what do I know
  8. @Value a really good book that could help you with a lot of your questions on this subject very intriguing called ‘You are the placebo’ by joe dispenza
  9. Take some time, write down your own life story, then read it. Realise it’s a fiction and that’ll transform your life. It’ll be the greatest piece of fiction you’ve ever read ?
  10. What @Leo Gura is say here is true. After a series of awakenings I’m left in no doubt what so ever this is the case. I’ve also found making comparisons with the dream state a tremendous help down the road. Your nightly dreams are a great way to come to some realisations. Especially if you can get lucid in them. By being lucid you can really begin to delve into the mysteries of how imagination can work. I’ve been dreaming a normal dream, with its narrative and nonsense backstory, that of which is totally out of sync with my waking state life, and been completely immersed in it, then during it became lucid and realised the bullshit going on it. You can then use this lucid state to investigate just what’s going on. The more lucid you can become and more control you can get over the entire dream the easier this becomes. To control the entire thing takes a lot of practice though, most times you just find yourself lucid in your imagined surroundings, but you can learn. Before becoming lucid you believe in your body as real, your birth as real in the dream, your not even questioning it your just dreaming away. Once lucid you can realise the bullshit of it all. Life is definitely running in a very similar way, just at a higher level. Where as god controls this and your ego doesn’t, the sleeping dream state can be controlled by the ego. In a sense it’s like a mini lower level where the ego can play God. That’s my current understanding anyway from my own experiences and I’m not coming across anything that’s suggesting otherwise. Although always open to have my paradigms shattered
  11. I bought these capsules a while back called claridream pro. There’s a website. Bought them no faffing about researching different herbs and that, tried them and they were spot on worked pretty much exactly as stated. Well for me anyway. For the couple of months I used them my dreams were amazing, vivid, and encountered many lucid dreams during usage. Could remember them like I remember any other real memory too. So whatever it was that was in them capsules definitely done the business
  12. Do you realise if god doesn’t spin this bullshit to itself then it would be impossible to live a human life. The only reason you can live as the human you are is because you are spinning so much shite and believing it that it’s creating your entire reality. It’s like a spiral of shit you’ve built around the nothingness, emptiness that you truly are to have you believe your alive as a human living a life of significance. If that’s not intelligent and clever I don’t know what is. It’s absolute genius!
  13. @electroBeam Na man wasn’t that at all it doesn’t irritate me. I take a lot of your writings on board and contemplate them. Some good stuff. I was just saying from this perspective it seems there could be a bit of an addictive nature to it going on and maybe would benefit you to take a little break. No harm meant just an observation that I felt I’d noticed over a period of time. Then when I saw you title this with the word observation I thought I may as well put across a little observation of my own. I certainly won’t be blocking you off ??
  14. @electroBeam I’ve an observation to share with you mate. Your addicted to this forum. You want to just chill out a bit mate. A crazy attachment you have is writing on this forum. Ease up. You’ve some good insights to share I understand that. But I think it’s become an addiction for you. Probably do yourself the world of good to take a break ??
  15. Time to lock this shit up now. Ludicrous debate. I’m really hoping that I don’t sit down on a Sunday to a video of what I hope are some good teachings and something to contemplate, or something of good practical work, to end end up seeing this issue addressed. The minute I hear of this situation is the minute I press stop on the video. This nonsense is not what it’s all about. This seriously is a distraction. I’m not here to read about adeptus or whatever his name is. I’d never heard of this guy until you lot posted about him. Now I’m seeing this shite distract myself from the genuine teachings. Because everytime I load up the forum the most recent posts generally involve this shit. I just want to investigate reality. Leo is useful for this. This adeptus guy isn’t. He just wants to argue, ego orientated and it’s wasting my time. Lock the thread and be done with it??
  16. @Slifon can’t help ya with the prayer situation as I don’t do prayers. Maybe your strong belief in prayer had a roll to play in it stopping. If that’s the case I’d be praying for it to come back? so I could go on a little adventure of my mind during sleep as in astral projection. In all seriousness though you’ve nothing to fear at all. It’s really interesting and intriguing to project. Investigate the state. I’m sure you’ll reap the rewards. Lots of people are desperate to force that state during sleep yet you seem to be naturally generating it. Make the most of it
  17. Perfect time to astral project. The seeming beings are imaginary. Learn astral projection techniques and during these states of vibration and hearing noises use the techniques to leave your body. Or at least gives the sensation of a soul like body leaving your physical body. Then wander around the astral plane, walk float fly around if you so desire. Good fun. Once you get past the idea of these beings you encounter being nothing more than your own imagination. As is the whole astral world you experience. I mean you say 7 years this has been going on, that’s a long time. You may as well do something enjoyable seems your regularly finding yourself in these states whilst sleeping. You can learn a lot to delving into your subconscious like that
  18. Disappointing Leo has had to come out and defend himself in this manner. I’m sure he just wants to get on with his work, awakening and teachings. This sort of bullshit is just a distraction for him and us. No wonder he’s got no interest in going on podcasts and things like that as it would just be a hindrance and distraction to the whole idea of actualized.org. Inevitable though at some point something along these lines would crop up. Difficult to ignore I know leo just keep ya head up and keep up the good work it’s all very much appreciated and those with half a brain understand how much goes in to everything you do ??
  19. This man has come so far it nearly brought a tear to my eye. Materialists questions very conscious answers. I can see that the ordinary mundane world thinks he’s off his rocker. From social media and that. They just don’t understand where he’s coming from. But mike is aware, his answers are fantastic. To think what he was, where he’s been and what he’s gone through, in the public eye too, this man is going places. Yep of course I know he’s not an awakened guy, but he is genuinely awakening as a human being. The beauty of consciousness shows in this interview. It shows that no matter what you’ve been through, the ultimate nature of everything is love. And Tyson projects it. Fantastic
  20. Great video! I went through this step by step as instructed and realised that a lot of what he was saying I have previously realised in prior awakenings on psychedelics. I’ll be totally honest though during the guided exercise I was unable to become conscious of these things. Conceptually I totally got it. But to actually strip away the ideas of me being born and my past and the past in general of never actually having happened, I was unable to pull that off. I could imagine having not been born, things like that, but to actually strip the idea away, from my average everyday state of consciousness I just couldn’t do it. These ideas are so deep rooted in the ego that to actually eliminate the idea was very difficult. On lsd I’ve had many of these realisations, but when the ego reconstructs itself and I return to my baseline consciousness, it wants to doubt, even though I know the doubts of my ego mind are incorrect, it’s a substantially powerful mechanism or whatever you want to call it. These ideas we have of our lives and reality are at the core of the ego and yea I just wasn’t able to remove these ideas enough to become conscious that it’s all fiction. That’s not to take anything away from the video and the guide because it truly is a fantastic piece of work from leo. It’s more a case of having been unable to truly deconstruct these ideas that are held. I’ll go through the video a few more times from this baseline state and see how I go. I will also go through it during a trip in the future and see the outcome whilst in a more conscious state. Very good stuff though great vid
  21. Without trying to concern you too much I think your either sleep walking type thing or your having some sort of memory malfunction that may need further professional investigation. Just a personal opinion
  22. I’ve thought about this before. I’ve previously tried to show 4-5 people Leo’s videos. A couple of friends and family members. Because I was trying to help them understand about self actualising and that type of thing, understanding consciousness and God. In the hope they may take more of an interest to improve their own lives and look to try and answer for themselves the questions about existence they have. A couple just don’t bother listening and the other couple that did just said that guys lost the plot or said you can understand why I find this stuff hard to believe. I said you don’t believe it, you do the work to find out for yourself. That is when I stopped any focus on trying to push or nudge anyone into self realisation. If asked I might throw a few things in there to try and get them to think about these things for themselves, but usually it just goes over their head. I came to the realisation that you can’t force or push Leo or any of this type of work of self actualising on people. If and when they’re interested, they will find Leo and other teachers on their own, as I did. If you truly want to find out what you are, where you came from, and what existence and reality is, you will find Leo Gura on your path. Especially in this day and age of internet. Whether you choose to go with his teachings is another thing. If I come across someone who is serious about this work, I would likely recommend checking out leo, but as I never actually have personally come across anybody who is in the process of self actualising and investigating themselves or reality, I just don’t. I crack on with my own work and let the rest around me fuck about with their ego games and materialistic paradigm in their so called physical reality
  23. Amazon. So it is. Right in front of me the whole time?. I better renew that prime membership then. Suppose that’s what I get for trying to be a cheapskate using the free streaming services??‍♂️?. Nice one ??
  24. I can’t find this show anywhere. I remember leo mentioned it on one of his videos. I’ve searched high and low for this on streaming tv and movie sites and apps. But can not hunt it down