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Dazgwny
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Dazgwny replied to Gianna's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Gianna so now you get it, conceptually, become conscious of it. That is a much greater wow than the wow you’ve just experienced. An Infinitely greater wow. Mind fuckery at its best?. The conceptual getting it still will not prepare one for the becoming conscious of it. But it’ll certainly hold you in better stead. No matter how you’ve got it, it will blow your mind in ways that are still unimaginable to you. Even if you just become conscious of it for 10 seconds. Sit there for an hour or 2 conscious of it and you could very well believe you’ve gone totally insane. Which is terrifyingly beautifully brilliant? -
Dazgwny replied to GreenLight's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
? funny funny post this had me laughing. Probably something to do with your ego’s misinterpretation of walking down some filthy streets where there a lot of unconscious people not cleaning up their dogs shite -
Dazgwny replied to isabel's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I remember an awakening experience I had and the point where the ego reconstructed itself. It was insane. Like everything happened in two’s. I went from this non dual single as though I was everything, to going from one separation, and then everything sort of was going one two one two one two, I was the one, then whatever I looked at became the two. This happened with everything I was aware of in consciousness if that’s the right way to frame it, including likes and dislikes, it was like yes or no yes or no to everything, everything that I personally knew existed in this world. But it was going at a mega speed, like if ya just flick through every page of a book or something from start to finish. I was totally aware of how my ego had been constructed down the years over time, but this happened at ultra speed, the whole thing reconstructing in a matter of seconds, 20-30 something like that I don’t know, as if before my very eyes. It was so powerful it was unstoppable, just happening like a building erecting itself super fast. I understood in that moment how powerful of an illusion the ego is, and why it’s so difficult to break through it. In a sober state I’ve never managed to do it, not through meditation or any other means. Only through the use of psychedelics have I been able to. It truly is an amazing construct the ego, genius at work -
Dazgwny replied to Someone here's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Pretty cool that. Not sure about his other work that’s first I’ve seen but hats off to him for that short description. Made a lot of sense -
Dazgwny replied to Someone here's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
It is actually possible to know. I became directly conscious of this the other night whilst tripping. I stood in front of a mirror and watched as my face morphed into all the different possibilities of what it could look like as this person I’m being. All ages, young and old, healthy and sick, from the ultimate sadness to the highest happiness. It was also able to morph into other faces, of other people, the strongest being my brother. I looked directly into the mirror and saw my brothers face looking back at me. Also morphing through different emotions. It was clear that I am me because that’s my current concept of self. To be me as this individual. If I changed my concept of self to that of being my brother, I would literally become my brother. That’s what God is doing, going through each individually, yet you can realise that your all simultaneously. All in the exact same one moment outside of time. But you construct the linear time frame and limit yourself to one concept of self. Creating a sense of individuality. The you and I arnt the hundreds of miles apart what it seems. We’re literally in the exact same spot, which is nowhere. Just that very same exact awareness, consciousness, being different concepts of self. You being one of them. You as you are now, is in the exact same moment as you when your were 10. It’s in the exact same moment as hitler stood there calling for war, it’s all in the exact same moment of now. You will be aware of being everyone, and go through everything that’s supposedly been and can be. Just don’t think that when your aware of being Donald Trump as you say, that your going to be aware of being you at the same time. That’s what it means for you as God to be Donald trump, and what it means for God to be you. You have to do the individual experience of being you for God to realise what it is to be you. Without any knowledge of any other incarnation. You’ve got to remember it’s infinitely intelligent, it/consciousness is doing this with absolute ease. Look around you, it’s all taken care of without you as an ego doing a tap. You’ve already infinitely nailed the hows and whys. It’s just for you as an individual to become conscious of it. Words can’t grasp it. I personally havnt the intellect to explain in an in depth and detailed enough way. But you can become directly conscious of it and your question will be answered. Good luck trying to explain it to anyone when you do though ? -
Dazgwny replied to Johnnyyeah's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
This sort of thing has crossed my mind before too. But my intuition has told me that it’s clearly something where comparisons can’t be made, other than they are both expanding your consciousness and a state altering. But reading what’s said about 5meo they must generate totally different experiences. I wonder sometimes just what the hell must a proper 5meo trip entail. Because I’ve had some massively deep awakenings from the use of lsd, to the point where you think you’ve completely got it, only to find the next time you go even deeper and realise you were nowhere near, and in all likelihood nowhere near the depths of where this all goes again, even though you feel you’ve gone as deep as need be to have gotten it all. And it turns out ya just havnt, nowhere near. Like there’s no end, which I suppose does make sense. I feel like I’m getting towards my limits with lsd, if not already hit them before it becomes too dangerous, from a physical standpoint. I know I can still have deeper awakenings with it, and to different aspects, but it seems that 5meo is a different beast altogether from what I can tell, and currently I don’t have access. So intrigued as to what it entails, at varying degrees of dosage. Leo says he has lesser dosages, others say they just blast out with larger ones. It’s difficult to comprehend what they experience. But my guess is that no dosage of lsd is going to be comparable to 5meo -
There’s some great programs where you can see a lot of Leo’s advice from his blog post in full flow. One of my personal favourites is a documentary called ‘Power of Grayskull’ as you watch how the whole He-man franchise came about and grew into an absolute phenomenon. I had never realised how the idea spawned and developed into what it did until watching that documentary, infact I think just as a general observation beforehand, in my mind I had it developing almost in complete reverse as to what actually happened. Very intriguing watch I’d advise for anyone. Also there’s a series on Netflix called Hi-Score which goes through the computer game industries development which again is a very interesting watch. There’s also the likes of Dragons Den which we have in the UK and I think it’s called Shark Tank or something is an American version of it where you can see people with limited budgets presenting their ideas trying to gain extra funding which is a great show just to see how people come up with these ideas and the process sort of thing of what Leo talks about. Very interesting these things
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Dazgwny replied to bastih's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Neville Goddard! Tremendous. I’m flabbergasted at his breakdown. Truly amazing. @Leo Gura I wonder if you yourself have ever looked into or examined his teachings? Remarkable. Either way, certainly worth looking into. Not quite psychic. But there is definitely something there to be had -
Dazgwny replied to Kel Varnsen's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Kel Varnsen I don’t exactly mean inevitable in that sense. The thing is, is that everything possible is already there, reality itself is complete already, with everything that was, is, and can be. Like meshed into itself, superimposed I think was a phrase leo once used to try describe. All visuals, all sounds, smells, whatever, everything. I’m not meaning that your so called timeline however that turns out is predetermined to be exactly the way it turns out. Kind of like it’s predetermined with every possible outcome that can be experienced from one moment to the next. So it’s both in a sense. Do you as an ego have any say what so ever in this? I’m pretty certain you do, by your attitude of mind, the beliefs you hold, your fears, anxieties and all the rest of what comes with the ego mind. Your concept of self. What exactly manifests into your physical reality and how it’s doing it, how it solidifies, that’s out of your hands as an ego I’m afraid. But be sure that it is you and only you that’s doing it. It’s like your chopping it up, and pulling from all possibilities to ground this one very moment, morphing it from one moment to the next, but also in the very exact same moment. All people, completely imaginary! Completely 100%. Including yourself. Not only have you designed your whole self and body, you’ve designed everybody else’s. You’ve designed everything. Just from a level way above what your conscious of in everyday life. To be fair thinking back now Leo has described in his videos all this, to a far greater degree. I genuinely am not intelligent enough as a human mind to put into words the depth of the realisations. Words and language can’t cut it, I totally get why it can’t be explained, so fair play to anyone who gives it a pop. To conceptually or intellectually get it, is not getting it. And the thing is I know there’s so much more. I was still aware of form throughout all this, so I know within myself there’s so much more to go. I genuinely have no idea how anyone could meditate themselves into those states, as in nowhere near. For me that seems like an impossiblity. But people clearly can, not me though. Without psychedelics I’d be sat here as confused as I’d ever been. So much cleared up. Yet the knowing so much more still unknown??♂️. There’s certainly no greater thing in life from my perspective to investigate reality -
Dazgwny replied to Kel Varnsen's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Well that’s what your doing. Confusing yourself. Tripping yourself up, over and over again, to eternity. To see that now. How everyone is just your own mind chiselled up in infinite different ways. Give yaself a clap. It can’t be anything other than perfection. That is ludicrously clever. How can ya ever even unget that. You’ve gotta die and wipe the slate clean and forget just how unreal you actually are. There’s literally nothing to do other than chisel this particular incarnation away. Make it feel like your doing something, until ya forget it all again and go again. Everything is completely inevitable. There’s no way out? only thing to do is just explore it’s depths and see what is possible within the realms of these 3D limits we’ve put in place for ourselves. Yep I just completely awoke to what the fuck is going on here? -
I think it’s more a case of the tribal like nature of sports fanatics, fans of teams things like that he talks about in that sense. He clearly respects the talents and attitude of focused sportsmen and people. Infact he stated that in one of his recent videos. If there’s a talent then express it. An enlightened athlete would be quite something. I wonder how an enlightened athlete would approach competition? Would an enlightened person be even interested in competing? Or would they just compete for the pure joy of expressing their talent with no attachment to winning or losing? Which kind of defeats the object as an athlete competes to win, or certainly at the top end level of sports anyway. But then I’d be surprised if a pro athlete could even awaken due the the amount of focus that would have to be directed to the sport. Also the use of psychedelics is out of the question whilst competing for a number of reasons. Be the sportsman if that’s what you want, keep your spiritual interest, then when that’s all said and done, mid 30’s usually, there’s more than enough time to awaken
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I had this really difficult to describe experience to do with infinite galaxies on a psychedelic trip. Could very well be delusional though as I was tripping hard but seemed like such a revelation to myself at the time. It was as though I’d discovered that I was a black hole at the centre of the universe. Just absolutely nothing. With all my ideas and concepts of myself spiralling outwards from the centre, building upon each other to create my entire manifested physical existence, my whole reality from birth. Then when I’m to physically die the spiral would sort of then come inward in a strange loopy way right back into the black hole as if going full circle back to my existence of nothing. I was then visualising all people as this, not hallucinating, just in my minds eye, but very strongly, sort of like a a galaxy spiralling everybody’s head, like the head was the black hole and the galaxy spiralling out from it was all their concepts of self which was in turn creating their reality. I know this has nothing to do with the 3 dimensional size of the universe, but it did at the time, because it dawned upon me that that’s what those infinite galaxies out there in outer space represented. There was an infinite amount of them, and I’d live and lived through infinite lives, of all species, and that they were my physical representation of each individual life that I lived. Almost as if like my own memoir or record or something life/lives. The love I felt was truly incredible, each and every galaxy and life complete perfection, all equal no matter what they consisted of. I looked at pictures of galaxies like on this thread and was truly astounded at my discovery. Was this why I always looked up to the stars as an ego when wanting to connect with God, was it why everyone looked up to the stars when in despair or when grateful or whatever when thinking of God? A natural instinct, but actually having no idea why we do it. Absolutely convinced at this I suddenly thought I’ve gone completely insane, there’s no coming back from this, I’m done, I’m totally fucked up now and I do not know what to do. They’re gonna lock me up in a mental institute or something. A strange loop type madness seemed to overwhelm me. As the trip started to ease my ego reconstructed itself to its normal everyday structure and all is well and good. I’ll never forget that though and I can’t look up at the night sky in the same way anymore with that materialistic view point on it. As in its sheer size. Although I am still amazed at that, and am totally understanding of the 3 dimensional galaxies and universe, I can’t help but also see it from this other angle at the same time. Maybe it was all delusion, and tbh I’m still trying to integrate that experience and dissect it, contemplate it and make sure I’m not just adding more concepts of bullshit onto myself. I’m not saying any of this is true. But it certainly seemed it at the time
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Excellent video. Wasn’t sure what to expect when I saw the title. Very good balance of relative and metaphysical implications. Which was great seems he talked a lot about balancing?. Again though tremendous delivery and broken down extremely well, looking forward to part 2
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Dazgwny replied to StarStruck's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I can’t really agree with this. They definitely suffer to some degree with the likes of anxiety type issues. I had a budgie when I was a kid and so did a mate of mine. The one me mate had used to be let out out of the cage fly round come sit on ya hand seemed very relaxed and open. Where as the one I had would fly round like a nutcase then perch itself up on top of the curtain rail and it was very difficult to have it come down sit on ya hand be playful an that. It seemed very anxious about being out in the open and interacting with us. I don’t think they are at all in some sort of spiritual solitude or whatever you want to call it. Infact id say more along the lines of that they are in pure survival mode. And this goes for birds of all kinds and most if not all animals the more I think about it. Maybe I’m wrong. I don’t know. But that’s how I interpret the animal kingdom as such. I have wondered though, has it ever been known for an animal to commit suicide? I’ve never heard of the likes. Maybe an ape, but even then I’ve never come across anything claiming one has. Just a thought -
Looking forward to just wtf I’ve imagined up for this one??. Just want to say mate that I could never have made it to the place I’m at within myself without your videos. I’ve not mastered all my survival needs I still live payday to payday in a bang average job. But feel so alive and enjoy every moment of life come rain or shine and your videos have helped set a baseline level of consciousness within myself that I can flow with life rather than resist it. No matter what comes my way. I’ve still certain particular anxieties, as we all do, things drilled into the ego that need filtered out. But I’m getting there. And you’ve helped me massively so it’s all so much appreciated. But you’ll get that anyway when your conscious of being me? as you are now, but not? I genuinely found you and this site by wondering and quizzing myself and what I thought was the outer world thinking what the fuck is reality. So I googled what is reality and up you popped YouTube video was somewhere there on the list. What an arrogant fucker I thought this bloke was, fuck you I thought trying to tell me what’s going on?. In the moment I thought mistake clicking on this clowns video hahaha. Greatest mistake I ever made?. Looking forward to tomorrow ??
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Dazgwny replied to Jonty's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Jesus was not a man? time to wrap up the idea that Jesus was some bloke who said this and said that. He wasn’t, he didn’t exist as a man??♂️. There was no man called Jesus. The bible is fucking hilarious when looking at someone believing it literally. The bible is the greatest law of attraction book you could ever wish to come across if only you could understand it. It’s telling you that you are God, and how to manifest your desires, using your own consciousness. It’s fucking beautiful! Not in the religious Christianity way. No no no, nonsense that! I’m amazed the more and more I look into the bible what it is. Tremendous! Jesus was not crucified on a cross. He wasn’t even a man?. Work to do for anyone who thinks Jesus was a man. If you genuinely think the likes of Jesus and Moses and Noah and whoever lived, and you want to awaken, then you need to get that out of your mind. It needs to go -
I think it’s both the worst and best simultaneously. If taken literally it’s the worst. If understanding that all its stories represent the workings of your very own mind psychologically and all its fictional characters are aspects of your consciousness and not actually historical figures that lived and spoke the words of the stories of the bible, then it’s the best. Broken down into what the thing actually is it’s untouchable. Stage blue are at the worst end of the spectrum with it, they believe it’s a historical book full of factual stories that happened. It’s terribly misinterpreted by 99.99% of the population that’s ever lived, never mind just those of us around now. I reckon leo is fully aware and has done enough research to know what that book is all about. Interestingly though I would expect a book from leo to be so direct in its approach to the message he’s trying to get across, in a modern way, that it could be as powerful, if not more powerful to the reader. But as he says certainly not as popular. Not in his lifetime anyway. Maybe in 2000 years though who knows ?
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Hey mate, so I had this massive brutal awakening last weekend from 4 lsd tabs. I’ve no idea of the strength of them so I’m not gonna go into that or a trip report or anything like that. But... I came to the realisation that alls I am is an idea. Just an idea. Literally an idea. From nothing. As if ya completely nothing, zero empty, then from the empty you had an idea. And that idea was you/me/whoever. As in lights off, then what makes the very first duality is that one idea, and it starts with yourself. Then an absolute spiral of bullshit spins of that one idea to create a full on physical type creation type thing. So hard to explain. It was like from nothing over and over and again I’d go from nothing to creating a spiral of bullshit then once I was done with that, as in death, I’d just go again. It’s so hard to explain. Because it’s like I’m saying it’s one after the other but I was so conscious I knew it wasn’t one after the other it was all at the same time. I can’t explain it. It seems beyond words. It was clear that I’m imagining everything. You me the lot. Or it certainly seemed that way. I felt insane and was like in my mind well that’s it, now where the fuck do I go from here, what now?. I know that was ego. But I was in this insane loop of madness that I thought well that’s it, what now. It didn’t matter what was now, but ego kept creeping in saying what the fuck for u now, your fucked, what’s everyone gonna think of you. But again then I’d just be like it doesn’t matter. I had mental images of just walking down the street and seeing someone like yaself and just giving you the heads up, a glance a bit of a wave and moving on, as in we both know we’re each other and we both know where just an idea, manifest in physical form just looping round in this sort of insanity forever and ever. I think now if I came across you I’d just give u a nod and a wave of acknowledgment and move on. Knowing that you know your me and you get the fact that your just an idea. Like shit spinning around an empty space, manifesting somehow in physical form. But the exact same thing. Before this trip I’d have wanted a big conversation with you and that but since, like I say, I think I’d just want to acknowledge you, give u the thumbs up, and say to myself, he gets it, he knows?? Because there’s no one to tell. Ya just know ya in this infinite loop of whatever and ya’ll just go with it??♂️. Never mind ey never mind ???
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Dazgwny replied to Dazgwny's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Leo Gura ?? -
Dazgwny replied to Ameliya's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I don’t really know anything about proper astrology and there could very well be something in it I do not know, but one of the most blatantly obvious things is that the mainstream zodiac shit of horoscopes and even a the new age sort of spiritual representation of it is ludicrously false. Just utter shite. If your beliefs are that strong about it and say a Scorpio is supposed to be this way or that you’ll subconsciously turn yourself into the type of character that whatever that particular zodiac sign claims you are. And you’ll do it all unconsciously. And you’ll use that as evidence for its proof. A pure belief system of nonsense. One Scorpio could be the nicest person in the world the next Scorpio could be a serial killer. That’s all the evidence needed to realise it’s pure bullshit. But it is a comfort to some people -
Dazgwny replied to Anon212's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Who knows? Maybe it’s all true. Barring one thing... the guy can NOT levitate. And if he can it’ll only be to himself in a radical state of consciousness. He wouldn’t be able to stand in front of someone who’s in an ordinary state let’s say and lift himself off the ground unaided. That’s my claim anyway, he’s full of shit on that one. Then again, what do I know -
Dazgwny replied to Value's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Value a really good book that could help you with a lot of your questions on this subject very intriguing called ‘You are the placebo’ by joe dispenza -
Take some time, write down your own life story, then read it. Realise it’s a fiction and that’ll transform your life. It’ll be the greatest piece of fiction you’ve ever read ?
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Dazgwny replied to Intraplanetary's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
What @Leo Gura is say here is true. After a series of awakenings I’m left in no doubt what so ever this is the case. I’ve also found making comparisons with the dream state a tremendous help down the road. Your nightly dreams are a great way to come to some realisations. Especially if you can get lucid in them. By being lucid you can really begin to delve into the mysteries of how imagination can work. I’ve been dreaming a normal dream, with its narrative and nonsense backstory, that of which is totally out of sync with my waking state life, and been completely immersed in it, then during it became lucid and realised the bullshit going on it. You can then use this lucid state to investigate just what’s going on. The more lucid you can become and more control you can get over the entire dream the easier this becomes. To control the entire thing takes a lot of practice though, most times you just find yourself lucid in your imagined surroundings, but you can learn. Before becoming lucid you believe in your body as real, your birth as real in the dream, your not even questioning it your just dreaming away. Once lucid you can realise the bullshit of it all. Life is definitely running in a very similar way, just at a higher level. Where as god controls this and your ego doesn’t, the sleeping dream state can be controlled by the ego. In a sense it’s like a mini lower level where the ego can play God. That’s my current understanding anyway from my own experiences and I’m not coming across anything that’s suggesting otherwise. Although always open to have my paradigms shattered -
Dazgwny replied to Sempiternity's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I bought these capsules a while back called claridream pro. There’s a website. Bought them no faffing about researching different herbs and that, tried them and they were spot on worked pretty much exactly as stated. Well for me anyway. For the couple of months I used them my dreams were amazing, vivid, and encountered many lucid dreams during usage. Could remember them like I remember any other real memory too. So whatever it was that was in them capsules definitely done the business