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@Bazooka Jesus yea ? but I’m here and I’m keeping myself entertained and distracted simultaneously and that happened to be the outcome. So I do get your point. Simultaneously being aware of both ends of the spectrum I guess. Which…. Leaves me smack bang in the middle ? so here am, doing this. I won’t derail the thread anyway leave at that ??

So your dream of this dude burnt up and dematerialised. Just like whoever you were encountering in last nights dream. Not really too much of an issue. You’ll fire him up and burn him up again and again unto infinity. Him and every other possible version of a human being. I wouldn’t fret over it to be honest

Night time dreams are weird man. Great for investigating reality though and the similarities once lucid too. I’m a reasonably decent lucid dreamer myself. Can’t always pull it off but I’d say a good 4 or 5 really lucid dreams a month on average. I’ve had an issue with the dream characters the last few months though and it’s seriously irritating me? in a soft sort of sense. I’d noticed that whenever I ask a dream character what year it is, they just have no answer for me?. They either just blatantly refuse to respond or change the subject. And I’m there like just fucking tell me what year it is like?. They can seem confused when they try to think of what year it is, and I’m there thinking these fuckers havnt got a clue, they don’t know what year it is, not in terms of the real year or a made up year for the dream. I challenge anybody who can get lucid in dreams to ask any dream character this question of what year is it, and I’m almost certain they won’t get an answer. It’s so frustrating I’ve began to think I bet this just isn’t in my dreams, I bet it would happen to anyone in their dreams. I mean obviously I can’t be certain but anyone reading this who can lucid dream let me know if you can get any of those fucking characters to tell you the year?. A little off the subject of the thread I know but it’s still dream related haha

In a sense you’ve actually got it. But the issue here is you’ve got it in theory. Your not conscious of it. And neither am I. But I have become conscious of it. So my understanding comes through direct experience rather than theory or belief. To me right now it feels like belief, because I have been unable to retain the state of consciousness that enables me to grasp this absolutely and truly. It lies so deep in your subconscious that to truly get it, permanently, is going to take a huge amount of work. You’ll probably have to aim your whole life purpose towards it. Otherwise it’ll just be glimpses, awakening experiences, things of that nature, and you’ll have a much better understanding of reality from this finite limited perspective. You’ll be your self, with a little ‘s’ understanding much more of what you really are. A bit like me in a sense, still getting wrapped up in things, and becoming confused about things that you are sure you know. Because you’ve become conscious of them, but are not ‘now’ or not always conscious of them. I still have the fear of losing my ego self on a permanent basis. I’ve collapsed it before but it comes back. I think if you collapse it forever, totally, you will just be nowhere. But I mean nowhere in a totally different way as in what people in general think nowhere is. That’s also collapsing time and space, so the visual field will disappear. But you still will be. And that ‘be’ will be also ‘me’. It’s a very strange phenomena, but it is what it is. You are me, and I am you. But not in the way any theory might be able to explain. What can ya do? Just become more conscious, more and more until your it all, then the whole thing will fall apart. But at the same time that ‘apart’ will be so together it makes absolutely no sense at all to the human mind. Just is what it is. I’ll see ya when we unite I guess. When you fully awaken, when I fully awaken, then actually end up being the same being, at the same time, in the same place, forever. Don’t worry your not alone in trying to work this shit out hahaha??

There’s absolutely no doubt about this. Around 10 years ago I was diagnosed with a condition called essential tremor. 5-6 years before psychedelics were even a consideration in my mind. The doctor told me that’s it once you have this it’ll either stay the same or deteriorate with it over many years. Gave me some tablets to take daily to suppress the tremors. Looked up an the internet and read books on it, the condition is supposedly irreversible. Was on these until about 3 years ago. When I had a massive awakening on lsd. I could see the imaginary nature of this condition. It became ultimately clear to me exactly how I had created the condition myself, the exact process of mind that formed it within me. It was all my own doing. I used literally used my mind in a higher state of consciousness to remove all the built up aspects that I realised had been the cause. It’s an unexplainable process that could only be done within ones own mind. It was like self therapy in a sense. My state was so high I would not be able to follow the procedure I used within mind from my ordinary state of consciousness. From that day onwards, no tremors, no tablets, no condition. And I call it a condition precisely because that’s what it was, conditioned into me, by myself, unconsciously. And then consciously unconditioned. To me it was a miracle in action. No cure, my fucking ass. Consciousness was both the cause and the cure. Try telling that to a doctor or material scientist though ??‍♂️

Wasn’t a bad film quite enjoyed it. I liked the blend of comedy surrounding a serious theme. What struck me was how well they actually got down the idiotic ways of modern society. More interested in foolish social media stories and entertainment news than the real world. Obviously comedically exaggerated but let’s face it they weren’t that far off. It was a good piss take of modern society was my overall opinion

Those videos are fantastic. Shows a side of leo that he gets out and enjoys the world. As I’ve seen a few here previously label him as like some sort of hermit type guy which clearly is not the case. Reminded me of when I went to Tomorrowland a couple of years ago in Belgium. Im not even a massive clubber or anything myself but to take in that type of atmosphere and lose yourself in the music is God partying in its human form at its best. Just goes to show that you don’t have to be some guru type nonsense shaman or whatever to be God realised. Realising and enjoying your creation is what it’s all about! Great videos

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Ya know, this means that there’s nothing going on behind anyone else’s eyes! That is so fucking fundamental it’s ludicrous. There’s no way of explaining this. It just is what it fucking is. Jesus Christ! No other saying does it justice. That’s what it fucking is. That’s what I am, that’s what you are…. Simple……………. Jesus Christ. Very clever. Very very very fucking clever. Amen ? people. See ya when I be ya ?

I think ya know, ya animating everything else. Everything and everyone. As in there is nothing else but yourself. And that outside world that you see, is nothing other than a reflection of what you believe yourself to be. There’s a great mystery about God, as in ‘it’ or ‘he’ however u want call it, becomes you and solely you, until you get it! And then you, as the puny tiny you that you think that you are, become ‘it’! You realise your the whole thing. Almost like a video game where your the main character. But your every character. You just never knew it. All characters react to you. It doesn’t seem like it, it seems like they’re doing their own stuff. But they ain’t. Each and everything is responding to you. Which means Leo totally gets what I’m on about. Because he’s on auto pilot responding to me. Seems solipsistic, but it ain’t, because its vice versa. I don’t know how God does this shit, I do not know. But it does. It’s love is so great it becomes you, for you to then be allowed to become it. But that ‘it’ is the exact same ‘it’ as I am. The ‘it’ that you are… is the ‘it’ that i am! But somehow m, it’s fragmented us and broken us up, to take on every perspective. I mean think about it, you can’t take on my perspective from your perspective! That’s impossible. You can’t be me whilst being you. So we are what we are. Im me, your you. Yet we are the same thing. I know I know what im getting at here, not sure anyone else does. Leo probably does. I’d guess he does. But even that in itself seems futile. Never mind. I guess none of us will truly get it until we become ‘it’. The whole aim of the game. To become us, then become ‘it’. Ok im done haha goodnight ? ??

It’s just always us, making stuff up. Till we stop making stuff up hahahahaha. It’s so fucking funny. It’s hilarious. One thing I don’t know is whether I’ll ever be looking out of your eyes. I do not know that. But what I do know is that those eyes you look out of, are the exact same eyes I look out of. I don’t know if it’s gonna switch from me to you and all that bollocks. But I’d assume it will happen. Because what I look at in the mirror changes into every other person. So I guess that I’ll see myself at some point as every other person in the mirror. It seems obvious. I don’t know how, I don’t know when, but it is what it is. Goodnight folks. Love yas all, because I clearly am ya’s all. Still not quite getting how it works. But…. Clearly, it works??‍♂️???

It is what it is guys??‍♂️ For fucks sake seriously! You’ll stop it when you stop it! You’ll keep making it up over and over until u get it! Then you’ll get it! And make it up all over again! Why are you you and why am I me??! You just keep doing it. You can’t stop it. Until you stop it! You gotta be you, and I’ve gotta be me, forever and ever! Until you stop it!? are you not getting it? Forever! Time is curved repeateing. Over and over and over again. We’re doing this forever, until we stop doing it. Then u will realise that you are me and I am you. You’ll get it it, then you’ll fucking do it again, until you realise you done it again, and off we go again?. It’s so crazy, but it is what it is. See ya next time matey??

God is the master of forgetfulness! If it didn’t forget it could never remember. Remembering is the chief moment of remembering something you forgot. It/he/her whatever you want to call it, has to forget to remember. It’s the same in everyday life. The beauty of remembering something simultaneously is the realisation that you forgot. If you don’t forget, you can never remember

I’ve done this though. On many occasions. In lucid dreams. As lucid as lucid gets from my own experiences. I’ve told them I am dreaming them, that as this is happening I’m actually laying in my bed asleep. And when I wake up they will cease to exist. No character in the dream though will have it. They continually try to explain to me that this is not the case. That they have a life. That their name is this or that, that they have a life story, and that I am talking shit. Then I begin to wake up, slowly see the visual cubic reality start dissolving, knowing that I’m seconds away from waking up in my bed, and try to console them that this is the end of their existence. Sometimes if I can get it out before I wake up, I’ll say don’t worry, you live in me for all of eternity, you’ll never cease to be. I’m bullshitting in a sense because I know, I know that’s them, history. But then at the same time I feel compassion, and think, well actually, I’m not lying, because whatever it is they were, does exist inside of me. It feels like they have lives though, that I end when I wake up in my bed. Is the same thing happening here and now? I don’t know for sure. This is why I know full well I’m far from being awake, no matter how many deep awakening experiences I’ve had. Until it’s glued with 100% knowing without doubt what is the case. Then I’m still searching

No way? he’s not ready to plough people with that yet. I mean, you can take all other episodes from the last few years and pretty much work out his stance for yourself. But I’ve a feeling there’s so much more to solipsism than meets the eye. At the highest level it’s definitely solipsistic. But I’m not quite sure most of us here in the forum are getting the true definition of the solipsistic nature of reality. For instance I’ve had solipsistic awakenings. Usually every time it now ends in solipsism. But what truly is solipsism. At present I see it as becoming the god head, where no other exists. But paradoxically I see that as all others exist but I am them, they are me. I feel that everything is an absolute reflection of my current concept of self. But those reflections can, have and will be taken on from those perspectives, from those concepts of self, that I see this concept of self, as a reflection from those view points. It seems and sounds linear. But I don’t mean it in a linear way, as in this one, then that one, and then another one. Because I’ve collapsed time before to realise that it is all now. So there’s no interval. I may be straying off track a little here, but I see all finite forms as fragments of one whole. So as the whole it’s ultimately solipsistic. But when fragmented there’s many finite minds. All though from the one singular infinite mind. Limited. As if the brain acts as a filter, which is backed up against infinity, pulling from infinity through a limited lense. Hence your finite limited mind. But it can be blasted open, for you to realise that your actually the whole thing in total. All supposed others too. At some point you will take on every perspective. But again that sounds linear, and I don’t mean it in that way. Because when that POV or perspective is taken, it will just be now, as in its now now, the same now. There was never any interval in between, other than the interval you as God imagined. Starting to feel a little stuck as I try to explain. Language is deficient. Even still though I realise I havnt got all the answers because it’s too difficult to explain through both language and through my own mind. Although I certainly understand more than my vocabulary can explain. I know I’ve not the full on total answer to this though, because if I did, I would 100% know, and I don’t. Feel free to pick apart what I’ve said. I’m completely open to all opinions??

Maybe. I also might just have misinterpreted his point by the way it was framed. I don’t know. I might have my own next deeper awakening and then think well wtf was I talking about, that was a load of horse shit I spouted back then/now ?. That’s happened before so I’m open to that. Never mind. Do what ya like I suppose??‍♂️

Vynce my good man. The mere fact your asking this question suggests to me that your missing too many aspects to be guiding anyone. Maybe work on yourself some more go deeper and realise the answer to this for yourself. There’s a separation theme to what your saying, ‘others, lie to, your conscious and they are not’. God is all simultaneously so I’m not quite sure what it is you think you’d be lying about. Leo doesn’t sit there and think he’s lying to you. He’s fully aware that you are him and vice versa, hence why he teaches other aspects of himself to help them awaken. There’s not really any lying going on. Oneness encompasses all, not just you. Maybe I’m missing your point, but that’s how I’ve interpreted it

I can’t answer these questions because I am far from awake. I’ve had awakenings. Which have helped me gain more insight and understanding. And even my understandings are very limited as I’m completely aware that everything that seems so flawless and understandable during an awakening, I still have to wrack my mind to grasp these things when back in my ordinary every day state. I’m not conscious every day of the things I have previously become conscious of. I am much more aware than I once was. But to be conscious of these things on a regular basis is a completely different level and state of consciousness, which I currently do not possess. May I add one thing though, the difference I find with your report and my own experiences is that I’d replace ‘terrifyingly’ with ‘shockingly’. Rarely am I terrified by my awakenings, moreover just ultimately shocked

Nice report. Been there mate I totally get you. But it will fade into memory. For a few days you’ll probably feel that sort of ‘what the fuck’ and ‘where do I go from here’ type stuff. But you just accept what you’ve discovered and get on with life. You’ll be back at work doing your same old bullshit, but seeing everything in a different light, a different context. You’ll likely become wrapped up in particular situations and circumstances, but be able to see through many of them. Job now is to contemplate all the revelations. And choose your moments wisely to go even deeper. Because it does. It’s seems absolutely total. But then you’ll find there’s so much more, even much more depth to those realisations you’ve discovered, even though they seem absolutely total right now. Your baseline will no doubt shift a bit, but in the grand scheme of things you’ll still be nowhere near what you would call ‘being awake’. You’ll be fine though I’ve no doubts about that. Keep going. I won’t at all be satisfied until I’ve got the lot, which I’m nowhere near. Definitely a good step in your so called journey though. But trust me, there’s just so much more to everything

Reality doesn’t cease to exist. All your other senses are present. You can touch, smell, hear, taste. You move about you’ll bump into things you can’t see. You’ve merely blocked out the visual field and that’s it. And it won’t be long before your closed eyes begin uncontrollably visualising other shit. Block out all other senses simultaneously and then your so called ‘objective’ reality will cease to exist. Easier said than done

Your implying there’s just one timeline one history. It’s not the case. There’s infinite timelines and infinite histories. Where wars are plastered all over them in infinite different ways. ‘You’ are the creator of them all, through pure imagination. Imagining and then manifesting them into existence. Either as a so called ‘now’ reality, solid and objectified, or conceptually, as ideas, memories, and fantasies. Everything in your consciousness is a total and pure reflection of the inner workings of your mind, even wars. Seemingly past and present. So you could kill any of them if you like and it’d mean absolutely jackshit in the grand scheme of things. You’ve killed them all from some point of view anyway. Whether it be doing it yourself or observing it from a seemingly outside point of view. All you. But…. Still don’t go kill anyone, there’s just no point. Everything and everyone is eternal anyway, so it’s a fruitless task to put upon yourself. And you feel it all from all angles anyway. why do you think people with near death experiences explain how they felt everything they ever put anybody through, felt all their pain, precisely because they are them themselves, they are the so called other, not that their ever was an other. Your best off just loving, but genuinely, not forcefully. That’s something that will come and grow with deep, and deeper realisations, until you love it all?

You ain’t awake mate. It’s clear to me u ain’t. These posts. Over and over. Your always at it. Don’t get me wrong, I respect the place your at. But u ain’t awake. Your a bloke with bipolar, mental illness, as you tend to like to put it. That’s not a dig at you. But I’m afraid to say that anyone who believes Jesus Christ was a man in the past rather than Jesus Christ just being the being that you are, the only being, God, consciousness, then you can’t possibly be awake. The bible points to the fact and the one and only fact that you are Jesus Christ, not that there was a man, a teacher, a human called Jesus Christ. I like you man, I enjoy your posts. But until you realise the pointed to Jesus Christ is yourself, and only yourself, then it’s impossible that you understand the interpretations of the bible and impossible also that you can be ‘awake’

To be honest it’s a stupid point isn’t it. The guy has never claimed to be sat there as an enlightened bloke. All’s he’s said is he’s been in, and reached states of ludicrous levels. I get the guy, not because I blindly believe him, but because I’ve been in an reached ludicrous states myself. I sat there one day and looked at the walls of my apartment, I became so shy to the beauty of it all I was embarrassed. I couldn’t look at the walls of my apartment because I knew it was me, I knew it was my own reflection it pained me to look at the beauty of it. I also knew in this moment what other people were, I could see how other people were created pin point, right down to the shape of their jaw bone, and how they were like some sort of perfect reflection of myself. I can’t describe, but everyone and everything was a mere reflection of myself. And I shied away from its beauty. Point being, Leo can not describe this shit, but he tries, to teach others. Because he knows that others are himself. Enlightened or not, it doesn’t matter. What he is, is of understanding. And if you ain’t enlightened, then understanding is the next best thing. Appreciate

So much boring shit going on man! So much! But only from your relative point of view. You can actually make the seemingly boring so interesting. I remember my school teacher once saying to me ‘what’s up with u?’ I said it’s boring, I was 10 years old, I said to my teacher, this, this is boring. She said it’s only boring because your boring! At the time I didn’t get it, but I do now. It is what you make of it!

@Javfly33 yea of course you can awaken and become enlightened. And function just fine. You can be enlightened and function perfectly well, function far better than you do now. But that wasn’t my point, my point was that in these radical states you can not. And it clear you can not. Because I’ve been in mega high states where I’ve realised I am, have been, and will be everyone that’s ever lived. But it takes extreme levels, states, to realise these things. An example being that my whole bathroom turned into a a shitty showery bog and I was in a trench in the middle of world war 1. I was on lsd yes. But the clarity of the situation in the moment, something that can only be known/seen however you want to put it, from a higher state. In these states, you can not function. I’ve never had 5meo so I can’t comment on that experience. I assume that would take me far deeper. But then I’ll never know until I know. So I just go off what my direct experience has shown me. Either way, you can’t function as a so called normal human from them states. There’s being enlightened, which I’m sure you can probably function from, and then there’s ridiculously higher states, which I’m afraid to say you can not