Dazgwny

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  1. You’ve tripped up somewhere man. Back to the drawing board for you I’m afraid ?
  2. People seems to get far too carried away with this term. I can’t see the difficulty with it. It’s just a simple basic term that I would have assumed anyone who’s into this work could understand. It seems people start thinking too much about it. There are levels it’s quite obvious. By a low level he would mean your very unaware of what’s going on with reality, very materialistic and convinced of the material physical world being ‘real’ as such. And very egoic. By a high level your much more aware of the dream like nature, more in tune with what’s going on and how reality truly is. With much less egoic attachments. And then there’s anything in between. An infinite level would suggest your infinitely aware, a God state of consciousness as such. I don’t see the issue with using levels of consciousness as a reference to how truly aware of reality one might be. Of course there’s more depth to what I’ve just said but that’s pretty much it in simple terms. These things have to be communicated in some way to get the message across, and I think that’s a pretty good method. Of course consciousness is consciousness, but there are degrees to how expanded or contracted it can be. So levels is a good, and what I would have thought to be an easy simple way of communicating it. But for some reason it seems to trip people up or agitate them
  3. We struggle to remember last week. Infact we struggle to remember yesterday. Or even a few hours beforehand. If I asked you to describe yesterday in detail you’d describe a full 24 hours within 5 minutes. So in a sense that’s 23 hours and 55 minutes of yesterday completely forgotten. So this puts in perspective the task at hand
  4. The video actually seems very plausible. The idea portrayed actually falls in line with Neville Goddards if you actually take in his teachings properly. People might think no way are Goddard and Leo even remotely similar. But you’d be surprised as you decipher what both point to. Lots of people are turned off by Goddard because they think he’s a bible basher and is all about manifestation. Not the case at all. Yes you must go through all of that to take in his teachings fully. And anyway his deciphering of the bible can clear up the outright misinterpretation of the thing for what it actually is and is pointing to. That aside though Goddards realisations and awakenings to God/reality are of total solipsism. Yet at the same time he recognises the solipsism for himself and you. If taken in the wrong context it’s contradictory. But actually you can see how plausible it is if taken in the right manner. Consciousness penetrating consciousness. Growing to greater and greater individualization. His claim is that he is God. You are God. Individualized but yet the exact same thing. Calls us brothers in the absolute body of God, where you will know each other more intimately than can possibly be imagined. This correlates with Leo intimately connecting with another Godhead. Yet at the same time being identical, the exact same thing. Actually being it. So I’m good with the latest video. It’s matching up with another teaching I’m very fond of, even if delivered very differently. The similarities are there. My own awakenings are very solipsistic. Yet I can understand what both Goddard and Leo are saying. Until I gain my own confirmation though I cannot confirm. But I’m certainly open minded to it’s plausibility
  5. I don’t see it in that way. I’m not particularly interested in putting someone above others with titles such as the GOAT. I’d genuinely just enjoy seeing him lift the World Cup due to the fact from a personal perspective no individual sportsman has given me more joy and pleasure to watch with their unique skill set, desire, and just outright mind boggling talent in their chosen sport than Lionel Messi. A 10 minute YouTube video of the mans ability leaves you speechless. And he’s been doing that consistently for nearly 20 years not just 10 minutes. So yea just a personal preference. The epitome of corruption ?
  6. I back my home nation as in England. But seems they usually fail when the pressure is on, and inevitably will again no doubt, I think it’d be nice to see Messi cap off his career by winning the World Cup with Argentina
  7. It’s that simple. Do not ever waste your time speaking to what we call stage orange in spiral dynamics about reality. Never ever have I been so ridiculed for being so open about awakening/awakenings. If you think for one minute, your totally ‘normal’ stage orange family are gonna get shit, then think again. Wow, if I hadn’t have had a few drinks and was able to use that as an excuse I’d probably be typing this from the nuthouse ?. That’s how crazy I was looked upon. It’s so fucked up because I could have fed them some stage blue religious dogma about God and they’d have accepted that. Yet when I opened up and spoke about truth, reality, my discoveries in consciousness, I was taken as a complete deluded fool. Unfortunately I couldn’t back up my claims, as all of yous know full well that’s an impossibility other than through direct experience. There’s one thing I realised though from it, is that when you awaken, your all alone. Don’t be misguided, I’m not awake as such, but when you have true awakenings, you are totally alone. Well stage orange people will make you feel as alone, if not even more alone, in the relative domain, than what happens during awakening. At the end of the day, your alone, from every angle, every perspective there can ever be. The beauty of awakening though is the unity, the alone of being everything, rather than the alone of feeling separate. Either way, never ever again will I try to speak about reality in it’s true nature to those that are what the majority call ‘normal’. Never mind ey ?
  8. I was quite the athlete during my school years. Sprinting and football/soccer whichever you choose to call it. So from the age of 4 through to 16. Every single race, every single football match, my grandad was just there. Even when my mother and father couldn’t make the events due to whatever other commitments they may have had. I’d look over from the start line or from on the pitch, and there he was, my grandad, come rain or shine, whether I was to win or lose, he was just there. Even when I didn’t want him to be there incase I lost. 2nd to me was failure, 3rd was a complete disaster. And I came 2nd many many times. Always afterwards there was no judgment for defeat, just pride from him that I had tried my best. He didn’t say anything about being proud, I just knew he was. I’d sulk and he’d say, it’s alright, it was a good race, or a good game. It’s more standout now when I think back about the earlier years of this process, because as time went on, it helped me deal with and accept defeat, and buckle up and go again the next time round. Without any pressure. Other than that which I would put on myself. It was just the looking over though, and there he was, just there, for support. No matter the circumstances. That truly made me feel loved. And still does the thought of it to this day. It still crosses my mind from time to time when I think about him. I think, he was just there, every time, every single fucking time, without fail. And trust me there was a lot of times. Crazy dedication. The dedication was clearly through love
  9. God wasn’t bored? it’s so funny when I read things like that, as if it’s someone sitting there thinking oh what shall I do?. It’s just like a poof, from its singularity, like just one turn or twist type thing of its utter perfection sets it off, into just carnage. But carnage sounds like unordered chaos. But it’s not, it’s absolute perfection, love hate, up down, left right, yes no, and so on, forever, until it’s done and reunifies as it’s perfect singularity. And you are that unification, when you do it. Reality is unexplainable. I’ve tried a little here but this ordinary every day state is just not gonna cut it. It just is, it’s just happening. In an expanded state it’s possible to see just what’s going on and how it’s doing it but you’ll never ever be able to explain it
  10. I’m amazed people can not see the set up of duality. It’s absolutely perfect to create this reality you live in. The second theres 2, that other thing is the complete opposite to whatever the first thing was. So love, the split second it divides in any way, creates its polar opposite, hate. Then boom boom boom splitting here there and everywhere to infinity creating every single possible thing between love and hate. But see, even the seeming worst hate is love, because it originated from love. It just automatically happens the second love begins to divide. Creating every single possible emotion or what have ya you can experience. Your job is to reunify the division back into its singularity. To be honest that’s all the game is. We’re here, as we are, humans in 2022. As we are doing what we’re doing. It’s absolutely inevitable that love becomes this what we are where we are at, at some given point. It can’t not be. I have no idea if this is even relating to what this thread is about as I just started rambling?
  11. I got into all this astral projection stuff a few years ago. It was intriguing, it was strange, sometimes a bit scary, and fun all at the same time. Then I became aware of true awakening, had my first, and have never looked back. It was so clear that all this astral projection and that was just more games laced on top of the games I play in every day life. You are not awakening or dissecting reality through that kind of work. Infact looking back it’s more veering in the complete opposite direction. Although the experiences did help me at a later date when I could use those experiences in contrast to my awakenings for what they actually are. Campbell got stuck within the realms of all that. He isn’t God realised, he doesn’t know what reality is. It’s all more imagination. There’s a hint in the name, ‘projection’.
  12. Not convinced the women in this forum would class that as heaven to be honest with ya?. Sounds good to me though haha
  13. I know it takes place in the exact same place. A deep awakening to time and space can help with this realisation. But so do awakenings to other aspects. Your state of consciousness will determine whether it’s heaven or hell for you or anything in between. There is no judgment for your deeds. The only judgment of anything comes from your ego. Im sorry I can’t help you to as what happens when the physical body dies. All my awakenings and deepest realisations have been lsd driven, and form has always been present. As transparent and altering, and illusionary as the form has become, it’s always been present to some degree, including my physical body. My consciousness has expanded to be everything in the visual field, but as I say there’s always been a visual field with my or a body being a part of that. No matter what or how that visual field is presenting itself. I’m not far enough along or have not gone deep enough to be able to tell anyone exactly what happens when the physical body stops working. Although awakenings to many other aspects of reality can verify a lot of the surrounding factors to this. Even with form still present you can see it’s construction in action. Including the construction of other people and how and why they are the way they are. The mirrored effect of reality and reflection aspect relative to yourself. Apologies I’m babbling ?. All in all I can not tell you what happens when the seeming death of the body occurs. Until I verify for myself, I can’t even attempt to tell anybody else, because I don’t know
  14. Yes I would. But I’d claim you never ever left that in the first place. That it is always here. Most of us just don’t recognise it on a day to day basis because of the limitations we’ve obscured ourselves with. What we project. It’s always the case, we just bullshit and convince ourselves that it’s not. To a degree it seems not to be. But it’s not this. This is some of that projection and bullshitting of yourself I mean. Words won’t describe what I’m trying to get across anyway. There is no test. It’s just not working like that. Awakenings are what’s needed to see through these things
  15. Misinterpretation. Heaven and hell is quite simple. In short, hell is a limited state of consciousness where there’s pain and suffering, identification with your limited body mind. Exactly where you are right now. Heaven is unlimited infinite God state of consciousness. It’s that basic. Heaven and hell represent states of consciousness. You can certainly make your earthly time as a human much more heavenly though by expanding your every day state
  16. No it can’t. It can help ‘some people’ along towards truth. But with you it won’t. Because you are primed to just take it on as a belief and not as a realisation. If he gives you a seemingly definitive answer you will think about it for a short period, believe it to be 100% true, and then regard yourself as realised, when you won’t be. Find out for yourself man
  17. Your being too small minded about this. Taking too much of a backseat. Reducing yourself to a mere ant like creature gazing out at a giant cosmos. Actually falling into the trap, the game of life and the dream, the illusion. Infact total delusion. Which of course was your initial plan, as God, to delude yourself that this is the case. Your worth is all it’s worth, your worth is that you are the creator of the whole damn thing, without you, what you truly are, it does not exist! Look at the bigger picture of your worth and not that of the limited human ego’s delusion that you are pointless. Even though in one sense it is all actually pointless?. I love the paradoxical nature of this. It’s just love! It all always comes back to love. And that’s a point or meaning of worth you can never get away from. As far away as you think anything can get from it, everything will always circle back around to love. Which makes total sense, because God, reality, infinity, whatever you choose to call it, is just Love
  18. Yea it really does depend what your after. I mean your not gonna be able to grasp how reality is being constructed by sitting there doing inner work and meditating. You could get the non dual nature of reality of course. But if your wanting to actually see the construction at play, it’s going to take psychedelics. Your not going to grasp the visual aspect of for instance how anything and everything is superimposed all in the exact same place through meditation and inner work for just one example. Completely see through the physical illusion that is manifested, and how your doing it. The same goes for all sounds smells and whatever else, everything, all there at once meshed into each other, into infinity. But if your just wanting to work on your personal self, then meditation and that is good. Merge the two together psychedelics and meditation done in the proper manner then your absolutely flying, provided you’ve a good basis of conceptual understandings in the first place. That’s where the years worth of Leo’s videos come in, to help you with understanding what is to come and interpret what has already been. And of course, what is. But without believing, and only through directly experiencing for yourself
  19. No. This is wrong. I would not like the experience of this, correct. I’d be stricken with pain and fear too. Yet at the same time I’ve previously become conscious of God/infinity to understand that this type of thing is part and parcel of it all so I would not have to ask God anything of the sort when I’ve become conscious of why these thing are and why they have to be possible. There also would be no God to ask in that manner anyway as that suggests there is something outside or beyond to ask. Mad at being in the situation very possibly, very likely, but mad at God because it’s a possibility, no
  20. Strange really why someone would get angry at God/infinity. I mean it’s infinite, it’s not like it’s a choice to be infinite, it just exists and that’s what it is. Infinity contains all of anything and everything that can exist. So if what your doing is exploring your own infinite nature, then you are going to come across these things, from every possible perspective. Count yourself fortunate that your current perspective has you watching from an outside point of view rather than being in the firing line. You can only really get angry at God if you don’t know what God is. If you find yourself angry at God, then the God your angry with is a fantasy in your own mind, a delusional idea of God, something separate from yourself, man in the clouds or something like that. Maybe not man in the clouds, but your idea of God, whatever that is, will be incorrect
  21. There is not another universe going on anywhere that you are not taking the central active role in. Although those scientists are more than free to ‘imagine’ that there is
  22. Because your limited and acting from a limited nature and mindset. Detached from your true nature. That’s part and parcel of being a finite limited being. Become infinite and this desire fades into oblivion. The issue is when you become infinite will you remain in an infinite state? Likely not. So you’ll be back searching for your outside love. Unless you accept your infinitude 100% completely as a finite being. Then the searching will stop. But then you won’t be finite. You’ll be infinite, and there’ll be no one else to love. Gods dilemma. Hence, here you are ?
  23. I went through a phase beginning about 15 years ago or so. Long before I moved toward spirituality type things. Bare in mind I’ve been into spirituality and only really known about it in the sense I do for abouts 5 years. This 1111 started popping up out of nowhere. To the point where I started telling my mates and I genuinely began to get a shiver of fear down my spine when I saw it. It was everywhere. Literally everywhere. 6-7-8-10 times a day sometimes. It was freaking me out. So I googled it and was gobsmacked that there was so much about it. This went on for about 4-5 years before I just accepted that I see it. I’d read all this bollocks about angels and spirit guides an all that sending messages. I was a materialist and it just didn’t cut it for me. But in the back of my mind it still freaked me out. It was too persistent. But I let it go yet still seen it over and over, but without consolidating a belief around its appearance in my awareness. I did try play with it mind. If I saw it and there was a decision to be made, I’d take it as a sign I’d go with the ‘yes’ side of the decision. This ended up being a 50/50 positive outcome and I decided it was bullshit. Since being into this work, the spirituality path, and having my own awakenings, I came to realise it for what it was. I had spotted it in my awareness, and subconsciously clung to it without realising. Low consciousness behaviour. Very similar to when you decide you like a girl, then start seeing her everywhere. Unconsciously creating it. It goes very much deeper than this, and something that only truly came to me through awakenings. Awareness and the focus of your awareness and how that shit works. Simply put though it’s all a load of crap from an unconscious mind. It’s not spirit guides and it’s not angels, it’s no shite like that. It’s focusing on a stand out thing that becomes repetitive because you focused on its oddness in the first place. But again it goes so much deeper how and why you focused on its oddities in first place. And a good deep trip for that insight is probably needed. Maybe some can notice this stuff through meditation and the likes, but I can’t. I know though how and why this 1111 happens and it’s a bit beyond my sober human mind to be able to fully explain. It’s more of a realisation of how your mind is working in its ordinary state. Which needs a higher level of state to understand it. Otherwise you’ll just fill your head with bullshit theories
  24. Lock this thread Leo. You know full well the depths that have to be reached to realise solipsism. You know it. And u know this guy hasn’t it! You know how mental, how crazy and how off the chart that realision has to be. I’m not totally there myself yet but the realisations and stages or however you want to put it that have to be reached, are ludicrous in their own right. A guy doesn’t wake up from reality by listening or watching your video. This is becoming embarrassing now. Time to lock the thread
  25. I’ve got a feeling that psychedelics are going to kick your ass mate where you then realise that you havnt yet awoken to solipsism at all. When you have a true psychedelic awakening of a solipsistic nature, this what you think you’ve awoken to here and now will be put into its true perspective. Your in for a shock bud no matter what it is you think your getting at the moment. It’ll cut through this gibberish that you’ve convinced yourself of. And for the record I’m not saying that what your saying is not truth. You’ve talked the talk, I just don’t think you’ve walked the walk. To my mind this is completely conceptual with you. You say your conscious of it. But I’m not having it. You understand the concept, and believe it with 100% conviction. And no doubt had some decent insights. But insight is not awakening. In a sense I’m feeling a little sorry for you. Because I just don’t think your conscious of what you think you are