Intraplanetary

Psychedelic experiences gradually rise my baseline consciousness and I can't help but adjust my daily life to align those experiences and insights I had. This is how you grow. Psychedelics enhance your spiritual journey as nothing else.

In one of his video, Leo gave a list of things on how to live a profound life. One of the things was: 'going beyond materialism and survival'. What do you think he means by going beyond survival? maybe he can answer himself @Leo Gura. What are the practices to go beyond survival? I can think of prolonged fasting and ego death through psychedelics. What else? What are your experiences?

@Nahm Thank you for elaborating. I made this thread with the intention to understand the exact practices I could do to put my ego on the line and practice to go beyond survival. I thought there are some concrete practices to apply but as I understand from other people who replyed is more about living conditions and goals I set for myself than anything else. Am I right? Or there are some things I could do now? Something more practical that could be used regularly. Otherwise, how do I detach from my ego? Meditation, yes. But I want to explore.

I haven't understood anything you wrote. Can you just be lil bi more clear about what are you trying to say? For the example, you wrote: 'Loving a whole bunch'. What do you mean? Then at the end, you said 'That is also useless & uncalled for'. What are you referring to?? thanks

That's very informative. Thank you. So to grow and self-actualised, as regards to surrogate motive, I should achieve my survival needs and goals and then drop that identity to move to impossible motive in order to self transcend?

Okay, so my mind creates reality and there is nothing else but me in my own bubble, for example when I think of someone, it is nothing more but a belief. And when I think/believe that someone thinks/believes in this or that way, it is actually just an assumption/belief I create. There is nothing real about it. So when I try to behave in a certain way because I think that this is the way I would be approved by someone, is it actually I’m just fitting in with my own imagination? Because how do I know what exactly that person thinks or believes? Do I make any sense? I think I've been grasping the understanding of my mind creating the reality and that everything that does not come into my direct experience is purely believing. Even the next room in my house is a belief because well, I’m not there and I can’t see it. I only imagine it to be there. So when I think of other people and how to be a person they may like… it’s actually just believes? So wtf am I doing if not trying to fit into my own created assumptions and believes???

Do I sound as if I was solipsising? I don't really know much about this philosophy at all btw. What is my mind? I feel that when meditating I get a better feel of what's my mind. It's an empty space in with thoughts and feelings floating around. But I think that's the wrong understanding... maybe my mind is everything there is in my direct experience?

The more I awaken to my emotions, thoughts and life, the more lonely I feel and become. I change. I care about what I say, what I do, how my words and actions affect others. I care about being authentic and accepting. And I walk this path alone. People that I know... don't understand me. But do I care to explain? But do they care to understand? Tomorrow, I'll dive deeper into my being by undertaking 11-day water fast. ''The spiritual path is from alone to Alone.'' I'm afraid and painfully lonely to walk it but something still pulls me that direction anyway. And I go.

I bought 5-meo in 2017. it's a free base. I've tried it in 2018 but it was so intense I didn't touch it since then. I knew I'm not ready. This year, I've been doing some serious spiritual practices and experimented with LSD a lot. I now can easily take 3 tabs (220mcg as advertised) and be totally comfortable during the trip. Hence, I'm contemplating to start experimenting with 5-meo. My questions: 1. Does 5-meo strength goes down with the years of keeping it in the room temperature? is it gonna be weaker? 2. Is it a good idea to smoke a little bit once a week to get a good feel of it? Or what are your suggestions on how to approach it? 3. What about smoking a bit when coming down on LSD trip? 4. Should I maybe skip 5-meo for now completely and get normal DMT instead and only then level up to 5-meo? Thanks! x

What a beautiful piece of teaching!

I've been feeling very lonely too. Loneliness can feel almost unbearable. It's the most painful feeling...

I'm doing 21-day water+electrolytes fast solely for the benefits of the psychospiritual integration. Water fast alone does exceptional things with the body and mind. I'm 5 days in and have deep emotions arising. I'm ready for diving deep and thinking to do LSD (400-500ug) on the last day of the fast. I'm seeking advice about whether it's a good idea. My main concerns would be my body's reaction. I read that for some people it's extremely uncomfortable to do LSD while hungry. Though fasting doesn't make me hungry, quite the contrary, I have no hunger whatsoever. Another thing is that tripping is quite hard on the body already and after 21 days my body may be tired and LSD would exhaust me too much so that it would become my main concern during the trip which is a distraction. Anyone has advice, please?

So yesterday, I took 2 tabs while 5 days into the water fast. I was open to feeling it all. All my emotions. No discrimination to what's good or bad. Fasting made me so vulnerable to everything that was happening I only had to let go. And I was ready. Wow. I didn't expect this to be a musical trip and having experienced myself as the Musical sounds. I was there naked in my room making love to myself while giving birth to myself at the same time. I saw blood on my arms and legs just to realise that I was imaging that blood to appear on my body. I could not fucking believe this. I jumped and turned the music off and instantly I WAS EVERY FUCKING WHERE. I saw my body but I was all the sounds and silence at the same time. Wow. I cried and I could not bear the joy and beauty I knew I could never share to anyone else but myself. The non-duality of sound and silence struck me to my whole being. I experienced a nondual state... This is my first official Awakening. Wow. I'm Music and I'm God. Words are so shallow to describe the profundity of what I've just experienced. This says it better...

i feel you

@Corpus thanks for all good info and advice. very helpful. Yeah.. tell me about.. 5 years ago accidentally overdoes 2cb. I Didn't even know what I was about to snort and asked for the big fat line Experienced the scariest and traumatic experience followed by ego death and merging into the black void. The total piece, nothingness. Completely transformed my life. Not sure if this life-time will be enough to actualise! However, I'm very careful about my trips now. I do them thoughtfully and loveingly.

@Corpus I hear you. I can't be sure about the exact mcg per tab. And I don't see the correlation between dosages and the trip effects I had. A trip on 2 tabs was super intense full of insights, then the following on 3 tabs was one of the weakest trips I've had. And all these tabs were from the same batch. Maybe I just can handle more with every trip? I agree that 400-500 is perhaps too much, especially I'm getting a new batch of tabs and I should start slowly by testing their strength. The downside with LSD though is that the trip and coming down is soooooo long. I'm planning to level up and move to dmt for new experiences and convenience as the trips are waaaaaay more shorter if smoked.

This is based on the information I have - 1 tab 125ug. That's all. I prefer tripping alone and see myself as doing this with my future trips. It always takes a little bit of courage and that's okay.

It's water mixed with salt, potassium, baking soda, magnesium. Basically, electrolytes keep your body perfectly functioning and prevents extreme fatigue. Baking soda is for kidney cleansing.

@Forestluv I've been experimenting with fasting for the last 2 years. My longest fast was only 4 days though. However, I just feel it in my bones that I'm ready for this. There is no doubt I'm completing it. I'm in the mindest for surrendering my body and material for the higher purpose. I have no responsibilities at the moment and I have all day free. I lie in bed, do arts and listen to music. That's all. As far as LSD goes, I've done 4 trips this year. First one on 250ug while my last was on 375ug and I didn't feel it was very strong, I'm quite comfy with LSD trips already, therefore I'm adding dosages slowly. I also trip alone as my preference. My trips usually are deep and extremely heart-opening, hence I prefer solitude. What LSD dosage would you suggest?

God, thank you for the music, for it loves and suffers with me

The Soul's Pain I feel this pang inside - Is it my soul trying to break out, Or the world's soul trying to break in? Not sure about the source.

one of my fav

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