Intraplanetary

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Hello

I can't agree with you on this. I think ambition can be cultivated; ideally at an early age, yet a person can have a change of heart/mind and become ambitious. Just finding your life purpose induces ambition naturally.

My family haha BUT I STILL LOVE IT TO BITS ❤️

There is literally no one in my real life I can seriously talk about consciousness and self-actualisation. I don't see it as a huge issue though. Friends that I have are amazing in their own way and I can still learn a lot. However, being here I feel as I finally belong somewhere and can come and ask support when I think I'm going crazy I can speak my mind knowing I'll be understood. actualized.org my first online community ever and it feels good to be part of it ?

@Preety_India thank you @StarStruck I've been thinking maybe try to share it on Etsy and see if someone would be interested. Let me know if you want to be my first customer

bless u ??❤️

I'm looking for women role models. Someone like Leo but in a female form? Women, who embrace today's life in a deeply conscious way? I know there are a lot of women like this but I'm looking for someone who has an online appearance? Thanks!

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You know, I get what you're saying. I've been conditioned my whole life (as many of us) that this is the way society works and we need to adapt and be rational and go to uni, find an office job and that's basically it. Mission accomplished. What I haven't been seeing that this is another story of the ego and its beliefs. I've never stopped and asked myself - What do you really want to do in life? What's my Heart's desire? And perhaps I feel rush and need to know and understand because my ego wants certainty and its worried about its survival and fitting in. What if I let go of this part of my past as well? All the expectations and rules and beliefs about how to live life. Just by thinking about it, I feel more spacious and more courageous to entertain the idea about choosing my own, unique way.

I'm so STUCK. I feel I'm extremely behind in life. I've been going through very negative thoughts about my age and not being able to get my basics together... I'm almost 29. I've graduated in August with the highest achievement for Urban Planning. I don't really know how I got this award because inside I kinda feel I'm not worth it.. because I didn't study enough and didn't put enough effort. Sometimes, I feel I'm not knowledgable or skilful enough for such a career, or any career. I've had only 2 interviews since graduation and I wasn't able to secure a job. I like to blame covid-19 for the overall employment issues, but I'm painfully aware of how little I've been actually trying to apply, etc. The lack of effort I put into a job search is largely attributed to my mental health issues. I struggle with an eating disorder for over 15 years which I used as a method to escape reality. I should also say that I always feel resistant to do stuff that benefits me. However, I put quite a lot of effort into spiritual work. I meditate, read, contemplate, went to vipassana retreat and planning another one this year, and almost every month I solo trip on lsd. The spiritual work has been benefiting me in a way that I become more conscious of my emotions and thoughts and A LOT MORE creative. Increased creativity is directly linked to my lsd trips. Despite my mental health, I'm a social person. I enjoy talking with people and can get along with people at all levels. I'm also grateful for what I have and try to see my struggles in a positive light. I practice self-acceptance and self-love. I know I'm smart and able and I want to believe that I still could achieve in life. But I don't know how can I move forward. Should I persevere and look for a job only in planning and design? But I really need money hence I'm now looking for any office-based job and that makes me sad, disappointed and as a total failure. I'm afraid of not getting a job in my industry and having wasted 4 years of specialised education. I was thinking about creating my PORTFOLIO, I could spend around 6 months on it and then improve my job prospects, I thought it also would be a bonus if I decided to do a Master degree. I wanted to ask your opinion in general about my situation and also if you can give me some tips on the portfolio. How and Where to start? Any good resources out there? How realistic am I actually being about making it? Thank you ?

Thank you! That's one huge perspective I've been missing. I need to zoom out more and see the bigger picture.

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It's hard for me to express how much these words mean to me. It's like talking to myself Love you ❤️

You're right saying that I worry too much. But I feel this pull inside that I need to do something but at the same time, I'm not sure what to do. And I'm trying to take my time but my ego says no no time anymore you're 29 and have nothing to show off. Thank you for your kind words ❤️

Reminds me. 2 years ago I tried shamanic breathing for the first time. After 30 mins, I sat and was overwhelmed by the explosion of colours and emotions. I cried so deeply and felt pain and happiness at the same time. Breath is medicine ❤️

Thank you, I needed this ❤️