Evil Raccoon

@mandyjw Made my day

@mandyjw Haha well I think an evil raccoon highlights stage orange/the trickster archetype quite well, so I'm just using that as a symbol.

@DoubleYou Mmm...I find ur point of view quite interesting.

Yep! That's why the whole Sex, Drugs & Rock'n'Roll movement came right after the fucking hippies (for our greatest good). I myself am resisting green like crazy! I think that the world is not ready to give up selfishness completely and that we must go through a orange/green phase first.And of course I'm sayin that cuz I'm orange not cuz I care about the health of the whole spiral but still, fuck it, I think it's necessary.

I have no fucking idea what u're talking about dude.

So do you mean that the type of music that I'm talking about is not in and of itself "bad"? That the the darkness I'm experiencing when listening to that shit comes from me? I'm confused bro.

@LfcCharlie4 I don't wanna stop, that's my problem.I'm a selfish bastard who's resisting moving into stage green.

@LfcCharlie4 Why would anyone who wants to persue Truth wanna feel like he's a badass alpha-male chimp who bangs dozens of sexy bitches? I dunno man, it didn't feel right for me to listen to this kinda shit back when I was tryin to be a Hero...I can relate to what this guy's sayin:

@Consept Well, at first it was only rap that made me feel that way (cuz it's more crude and shit) but as I raised my fucking awareness I began feeling the "Dark Side" in the other genres as well. I don't know how you manage to immerse yourself in that energy without living in it, I personnally feel that everything is vibration and that we really become what we consume (whether it be music, food, the kind of movies/tv shows you watch etc).Therefore my philosophy is "no amount of poison is good" which means that I either indulge in something and take it for what it is or remove it from my fucking life.Maybe I'm too black and white, maybe I'm completely deluded and just talking bullshit, I don't know, but that's honestly how I feel.

So two years ago I discovered the chimp episode (30 Ways Society Fucks You In The Ass) and I decided to detoxify my life by removing all the low consciousness stuff like porn, video-games, junk food and so forth.Little that I knew there were even more chimp stuff that I needed to remove (like music w/ negative lyrics) but I wasn't aware that those things were chimp stuff because I wasn't conscious enough yet.That's why when I had that epiphany a year later that I really have to give up pretty much everything to continue my Hero's Journey, I had a huge ego backlash and here I am indulging in my old ways since then.The problem is that I have a heart so I feel bad about myself for being a selfish stage orange consumer, but at the same time I don't wanna give up everything and kill who I am to live a totally different life cuz that's scary af.So what do u think about this guys? Should I persue selfishness if I geniuenly don't give a fuck about Truth? Should I persue Truth?Are things not that black and white? Am I missing something?