Deanna

I’ve been listening to all Leo’s videos! I mean close to 100+ hours. I remember before my life I remember being nothing..which no one ever wants to here ? but it’s the biggest part about “me” and ohhhhh so much love and peace. I understand everything so deeply. I try to talk to my husband about it and he has jealousy over the podcasts and the time I spend (while at work) listening to the podcasts. He been getting pretty ruthless and mean. But I love myself more with the spiritual work I’ve been doing! I understand life, reality!! What all this is!!! I guess what I’m saying is that I’m truly happy about God and the Truth, I wish my partner in life understood what I’m going through or at least cared.... idk what to do!! I’m lost.

I can’t seems to figure out or where to even start to understand who really gets it.. who really understands everything Leo says? So deep on a real level.. I’m not 100% awake but more than most.. I’ve only started my journey and I’m feeling a little alone.... I know we are all alone but I can’t seems to shake the feeling..

You are absolutely correct! I don’t feel like I’m brainwashed though. Maybe obsessing over the fact that it all makes sense. The ONLY reason I’ve listen to so many of his podcasts is because I remember being nothing. It was like a bubble of love and peace with no sense of time or anything. I’ve been trying to make sense of it for 20 years and what Leo describes is that feeling I had! it brings me to tears the way he talks about it all. He talks about needing years of spiritual work to understand but it’s something I’ve always carried in this life but not ever being able to put the prices together until now. Do I sound brainwashed?

Thank you I will continue doing the work! A little less “loudly” I guess I hope he gets on board! He’s Very much stage orange with a little green. As where I am yellow/turquoise! With mystic experience! I hope it all falls into place so I can focus more on spirituality other than my survival.

Lol. I’m not “where I want to be” more understanding. But I had an opened mind goingInto this. Why are people so close minded. Do I have to pretend I’m still dreaming to have relationships with people because they are dreaming?

No Iam not.

Ok so, should the dreamers and awakened be in relationships? Such as marriage.

I guess I’m lost on what love means for me..

How do I live with someone for the rest of my life that has no clue about what’s going on with reality and with me. My whole life is different

I feel like everyone around me is so stuck in life and I know the truth and I want everyone around me to be as happy as I am..

Thank you I guess then, I don’t feel whole.. like I’m split into a thousand pieces and none of my pieces want to be put back together.

Well I did that, but if he continues this do I hide my spirituality or what? ??‍♀️ I’m so confused