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@Meliodas I find that putting on a good pair of steeltoed boots gives me an extra 4 or 5 pounds.

@Michael569 Yep. I was hoping to be able to find something to give me a super brain but it's looking more and more like nootropics are kind of a marketing scam with little data backing up most of the claims. Same with literally every nootropic I think except modifinal and caffiene if you consider that a nootropic. Even lions mane studies kind of suck which kind of dissapointed me. Hopefully more studies will be done in the future.

@Leo Gura I can of course mentally accept that forgiveness is the answer but the act is a bit more difficult. Thank you for the video reccomendation.

@Terell Kirby well damn... Why not? Just joking I have been working on feeling into it. It wasnt until feeling into that I realized how awful it really is. Its infectious and I never realized it before. Thank you.

Going on a rollar coaster and puking doesnt affect your long term well-being. If I found out there was something wrong with the ride and Thought (but didnt know) it was going to break apart and cripple the child long-term though its kinda different, ya know. Also I will say I make sure that I dont have these reactions in front of them and sure as hell dont tell them what is really on my mind. When I say "it doesnt help how I handle things" I really mean with how I talk to her over text messages, not how I am with the kids. Once they are involved I can put my emotions aside for awhile and just be there for them. Now once they're in bed or I'm at work its a different story. I already feel guilty for not being fast enough to stop her from the harm she already did. She ran off with them and by the time we got them back they had cuts, bruises, burns and black eyes. We believe there was also sexual abuse. Of course my mind knows you are right. But because of my love for them my heart wants to protect them. @mandyjw Thank you for an honest response.

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I dont think he has ever claimed that his descriptions are actually "it". Like pointing to the moon. Hes not claiming the finger hes pointing with is the actual moon. He has actually elaborated on this multiple times. You are talking and describing it as not the things leo has described it as so if the wise dont describe and dont talk..... Anyway, it's not about Leo.?

Of course. Guess I should stop overcomplicating this Your right, thank you! ? Thankful to now have this lens. I'm so much luckier than most.

@Michael569 something I came across https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3746283/

@itachi uchiha such as?

This is want I want and am very willing to do. I'm not to proud to go back and admit I missed something that I have mistakenly been looking down at. Just trying to figure out exactly where i have went wrong. It's so fucking tricky man.

@Loving Radiance Id say no no no no no. I really feel like I skipped over orange. Of course, I didnt know I was doing it. Im just now gettting into spiral dynamics so im just now seeing it. Most of the difference were just in my views on things. I began meditating, quit drinking and started reading books on spirituality, those were the behavioral differences I guess. Yes! I feel this way very much. Im very seriously doing the life purpose course and trying to not to let money be too important. But at the same time I cant help but feel a bit like I SHOULD be worried about finances so parts of the course telling me not to focus on money are leaving me unsure of how to feel about it. @Leo Gura what is it? Do I ignore the concern for finances and money and focus SOLELY on my Green purpose. Or is there a more nuanced balance that I'm missing?

How does a deeply green individual who hasn't properly integrated stage orange values go back and learn the healthy useful values of stage orange. I'm able to no longer demonize orange but have shut myself off from orange values due to past demonizing. Im noticing how my judgement of lower stages is rather toxic and completely counterproductive to what I really want. It is clearly restricting and keeping me stuck. Also interested to hear from anyone who has found themselves deeply in green and counterproductively shut themselves off from other lower stages.?✌

Healthily integrated stage orange examples?

Leo says explaining orange a lot of times is like explaining water to a fish. Maybe thats what is going on. Self reliance feels important to me and I do still want growth and to improve myself and finances but have no interest in being Mr. hotshot or top dog. I value hard work to get this improvement but I'm definitely not interested in improvement at the expense of others.

@Loving Radiance What does a healthy stage orange even look like? Seems like the trap stage to me. I was a stage blue christian with some orange until I did dmt. I very quickly after this became more orange in the sense of thinking religion was stupid and judging Christians as ignorant even though I recently was one. I always thought about how living for an afterlife is a waste of THIS life and living for now instead. This seems orange to me but only lasted maybe a year before I became vegan, recycle, very into the climate change crisis, more empathetic etc. I feel myself getting deeper and deeper green but never got very deeply orange. I'm honestly not sure what all else orange has to offer to me. I guess I still want and am working towards a improving my house to a nicer house and still do want more money. But only enough to be able to more easily cover bills and any repairs that pop up. Not ever worrying about money for gas would be nice but thats as far as it goes.

@Preety_India I feel the same way about myself. Feel like I skipped integrating orange. Maybe thats an issue? This is coming from little understanding of the subject though. Looking forward to understanding this better. Seems like it will be productive.

@Leo Gura thanks. This moght spund like I'm being picky but are these prerequisites to the stage videos?

@Michael569 thanks. So for best understanding watch these as prerequisites, correct?

Damn are there really not more people on this forum woth thoughts on this? I have this same question. @Late Boomer Did you do any deeper research?

@Michael569 what resources did you use to obtain a reasonably good understanding of spiral dynamics?

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@EntheogenTruthSeekerYeah dude, dead end jobs suck. Every job ive had has been a dead end job where. Im easily replaceable and treated as such but they expect you to slave away for them. I have never made it more than 6 months at a job before being fired and ive been fired from every job ive ever had. And never because I'm not a good reliable worker. I use it all as motivation for escaping wage slavery which. Is something i work hard towards everyday. Its hard to be excited about life and excited to get up when half of your life is spent at a monotonous job.

Maybe. I hope he talks about his ayahuasca trip in the near future. Meagan very briefly talked about it in a shitty interview where the guy interviewing didnt seem to have any respect for what she was talking about. Hope they talk more about it later.

Good to know. Try just buying an extraction. They are legal in most countries. I'm pretty sure(Idk where you live so double check!). The extract freebase harmine I use can be smoked or swallowed or used sublingualy. I just toss mine in a shot glass of orange juice. Ive considered experimenting with them solo lately. I have only ever used them WITH another substance.