GoatBeard

hi! , im having trouble to figure out if it is normal to have chills up my spine until it reach the back of my head then it goes so hard until it restart again from down. it happens while im meditating, making a good action, making an animal or a human happy, and the biggest chills are when i hear a truth about life in a spiritual way, that i know it's true. but after this i get depressed as bad as it goes and i lose any sense of direction in life, i dont know what to do or what is all that means, im having those chills right now writing this.. and i know what will follow pls help. it's my first post in here, thank u Leo for accepting my registration, it's the only place where i can trust people.