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@Alex I love this! I am going to try and work in a positive routine like this in the mornings, thank you for sharing!

Thank you, those are some very helpful words. I know I am at fault sometimes as well but I truly am trying to work on that. Any other recommendations would be greatly appreciated and heard. I am going to check out the Four Agreements book as well. @FindingPeace @Sarper @Meera @Jackie

I don't judge on drinking, I have drinks a few nights a week, however the issue is when it "changes" who you are or you have a sense of regret in the morning. In those cases, more times than not, you are drinking to hide, forget or quiet something...even just for a little while. Good luck and I hope you find a sense of peace in realizing just because you were "raised" that way doesn't mean you have to continue that path.

I am really working on myself and trying to improve all around but especially in responding to anger, confrontations, etc. with my spouse. We are very much alike and they love to fight/argue and I feel like the main goal is to always make it to where I feel like shit and I'm the one apologizing when in the reality, I didn't do anything. It's really difficult and I am finding it harder the more I figure out about myself. I am trying to handle situations differently but they are all taken as I don't care, I'm heartless, etc. I'm lost, don't know what to do. Can't imagine not being with them but I want us to be happy... ugh!