Spiral Wizard

Hello wonderful people. I've been looking for a beautiful and expansive psychedelic music playlist. What are your favourites? I like this one: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3M53NuwdFqNHYhiWrvobId?si=nNKOfru8SU6k0D2sHjcZ2w&pi=winpMxNETiOB- Your recommendations can be in a completely different style. Appreciation your way.

I hear you brother @Thetruthseeker. Relax into your disappointment and allow the disillusion. You will grow from this into greater understanding, wisdom and love. The conspiratorial lure can basically get a hold of anyone who does not either react against it or has a certain inner wisdom to understand it's discretion. Don't put people that fall into conspiratorial thinking off as lunatics. There is a pain inside of them that attracts or docks onto this delusion. As long as you have role models you are projecting your own 'positive' qualities onto them and will therefore inevitably disillusioned because you made them into something they are not. They are equal to you. Innocently avoiding pain 'ignoring' pain and therefore creating 'ignorance'. Which can express in many ways. Dis-ease, as in Leo's case, or a partly deluded mind as in the case of RFK, Rogan, Aubrey, etc. There is a truth in everyone's perspective. Once you have taken back your positive projection you will respect yourself and others as they are. I appreciate Aubrey for who he is with all the light and shadow because I know, we are all fallible. Carry any creater perspective, insight, or understanding with deep humility, motherly love, and fierce compassion.

I heard the opposite haha although it would be interesting to see what Elon Musk would do if he audited the federal gov. I'm sure some selfish stuff to help his businesses, but surely he'd also make it more efficient because he's such a cut the BS business guy. Maybe a net positive?

How high is the chance that Trump would not be too bad after all? This question comes from daringly naive perspective. Still I'm curious, how high do you guess is the probability of Trump repeating his first term & how over inflated are the 'doomy gloomy world ends' scenarios people talk about in relation to Trump's potential 2nd term? I mean, he's a corrupt business man, not a Hitler or Putin. I don't think he is interested in WW3 or disasters for his own country. So how bad could it be? Just to be clear, I would vote for Harris and I understand how bad it could be, I'm just curious how probable it is and how much over inflation of worst case scenarios there is. I'm trying to form a clear sober picture of the actual situation and risk here. Like should I be packing my bags and flying to Argentina kind of thing...

that's right xD

The solution lies in the problem. Allow yourself to feel your pain.

Hey man. Every teaching has it's validity to whom it's relevant. If Todd is helping you, all power to you and Todd. He & the guy from 5 principles of seduction are definitely the most genuine pick up coaches I had come across.

I studied Todd. His teachings are extremely technical and kept me stuck in my head. In his course 'the system' he literally presents a graph with dozens of ways to open a conversation, like what? That's no how you do it. Thinking about it all day and night, planning scheming, preparing, anticipation. That's all ego. Meaning unprocessed, unconscious pain. It's fear of rejection. Fear of pain. The whole reason why most of us think at all is fear of pain. When we think we can't feel, when we feel we can't think. It's like Yin & Yang. So constant thinking is a wonderful, subconscious, and automatic mechanism to not feel all the micro and macro traumas we have stored in our bodies. What about relaxing into the unknown present moment and letting that mold and evolve you? Alone the concept of 'why girls flake' is already so removed from genuine relating. It's a very skewed perspective. When someone doesn't show up. It doesn't need an explanation and it's 100% your creation & responsibility. Surrender to your pain and be enlightened by insight about how you attracted that situation. Then naturally this issue will solve itself. The lightning of pain can only hit that place once. Once the polarity has been discharged, the pain was processed, that part of you & the entangled reality are annihilated and a new pair / higher polarity reborn.

@Yimpa thank you for sharing that hilarious Dr Phil Video!! xDDDD There is some truth to what the guy was saying about women at 2 am... xDDD

Hey @Leo Gura great post! Do you mind elaborating more? I'm keen to hear your perspective, especially after publishing a series on pick up... or is it something else? It seems similar. I 100% agree. I can't articulate it pointedly yet but I'd basically say that pickup corrupts your mind on many levels. Main point: it objectifies women and puts them into a box which is to be exploited/pleasure to be extracted/milked, generally a consumer or 'me me me', getting frame of mind. It also disrespects women, as sovereign God beings, or even just sovereign human beings on equal footing. It disregards and prevents true, honest, and real emotional love connection because with the lense of pickup, you can't even see the other being as they are. Pickup also pre-assumes that there is a mind strategy to get what you want. This is mostly coming from lack and unconscious trauma. Therefore, the result will reflect the initial intention/impulse and will only create more feelings of lack even when ending up in a relationship (for example, in the form of neediness, fear of losing her, etc.) The most 'successful' guy with women I know, is a guy who doesn't follow any strategy at all. It's complete spontaneous joy, magnetism and authentic attraction. He is a natural at it, great looking guy, and he processed a lot of emotions to get to a (to me unbelievable) level of non-attachment & relaxation. In my experience, the more related uncomfortable emotions, tension in the body, and subconscious pain I've felt, the more natural and 'successful' I have become with women. Going from Scripts to > Tactics > Strategies > Magnatism > Radiant Being Nothing beats a full heart and sharing the joy to be alive in an authentic way. At least, when meeting women who are receptive to that. If you are not into women who are receptive to that, but more like the club type, then you are probably equally as traumatized as they are lol ... because, as a matter of fact, most pickup and (romantic) relationships are a subtle form of voilence and abuse of both the other and ourselves.

Can someone explain what this whole crocodile thing is about? I'm genuinely curious. Does it represent survival or the ego? Is there a deeper meaning or more fun and jokes?

Jamie Wheal once said 'study the shit out of Spiral Dynamics and then forget about it in your daily life' or something like that. It's a useful meta structure, most people haven't studied it enough & most people misuse it by judging themselves and others. It's a great model, suck the juice out of it and move on. Handle it lightly like a tool. Do you always run around with a tool in your hand or on your head? You are more free when you can see and experience life clearly without glasses. It's fun, it can be helpful but don't forget... life is what happens outside of your thinking.

@Leo Gura 🙏🏾

100% agree. 5 years ago I always wanted to be stage yellow and in certain aspects you could argue that intellectually one part of me might have been there BUT we consist of many parts (psychological, emotional, spiritual, etc.). Most of which are hiding in our subconscious! After a few years of spiritual and emotional bypassing I realized that my heart first needs and wants to fully experience Green. Real embodiment of Stage Green means becoming Green as a whole being, with our heart and instinctual gut, not just the mind. This requires processing a lot of subconscious emotional pain that created all of the selfishness and self deception we see in stage Orange. It's fascinating how sneaky our subconscious mind is in even going as far as masquerading as a hippy but still fundamentally continuing the same underlying STRUCTURES of stage Orange. I didn't realize this until I become a hippy, dreadlocks, living in Thailand, etc. and then starting to work with an emotional therapist/wizard/master who helped me discover so many subconscious programs and conditionings and more importantly get in touch with the pain that lies at the root of all of them. Saying this probably won't actually point to the experiences that opened up so if this resonates, go down the rabbit hole and assume you have as little idea about emotional pain as you had about psychedelics before trying them the first time (if you have). Even if you have done psychedelics, Breathwork, therapy, and shadow work, there's a good chance there's a good chance it'll be an entirely new dimension of life to get in touch with true subconscious pain and conditionings. I consider myself lucky. I don't think I could have discovered most of this without a wise conscious and experienced pain guide as a mirror. I still don't know where I'm at with green but certainly feel far away from yellow, emotionally. And can now see clearly how I actually don't event want to be yellow yet. There is SO much juice in Green. My wanting yellow as a teen was partly genuine curiousity but also a lot of escapism. Once you've stuffed your head with all the theory in the world. Most growing up is a result of cleaning up & showing up. What an exciting journey! I'm glad I don't know shit! When I recently visited a famous guru I was deeply humbled by the magnitude of his organisation and realized how little I actually know. It felt like a relief to my true self that my arrogant ego after all that learning, still actually isn't that far and great as it thought. Wonderful reality check to go out into the world and see what people have created and their actual impact, compared to endless mental masturbation, visions, and intentions. Don't talk, show me your stage. Demonstrate your being. A rule of thumb could be: Unless and until you can't whole heartedly appreciate (+ would be willing and happy to live in integrity with that) what someone like Robin Greenfield says, you are not in Green: https://www.robingreenfield.org/mission/ "Behind every act of consumer convenience there is a burden that is placed on humanity, Earth, plants and animals elsewhere. I live simply to take responsibility for my actions and to not outsource my burdens upon others. Through globalization and industrialization, it is often impossible to know the impact of our actions. By living simply, I have much fewer needs and it is easier to meet these needs more harmoniously. Most of my needs are provided freely by my relationship with the Earth and humanity. Most of my needs come from inside of myself, such as my needs for meaning, purpose and connection. Living simply is not a sacrifice for me. It is not about decreasing my own quality of life. Rather it is a pursuit of the highest quality of life. I do not believe that financial wealth and material possessions will make me happy or content. I believe that relationships, connection, skills and internal liberation will create the good life for me." - Robin Greenfield

Can you share more about your models and why this makes sense? I'm curious!