Michal__

I did 9 hours of holotrophic breathing once. It was not nearly as strong as 5 meo.

I just ordered the vape. I am going to start a thread where I post my 5 meo trips. Hopefully it wont break like the EMT vapes. I am also pissed off because my yesterdays lsd didnt work. Idk if its because I swallowed it or because the website was bad.

Ok, so I am not getting drug tested. Shame all my EMT (a tryptamine) vapes stopped working. So I just ordered some LSD. I also found a nice 5 meo vape online. Its a shame I still live with my parents so planning trips is a bit difficult. But I have enough freelancing clients for it to change pretty quickly. Hopefully.

Yeah, its great. I suspect its how Ive been able to do 4 hours a day for weeks while working in the past.

Try holotrophic breathing on ashwagandha, its like weed. If you do your breath holds.

Yeah

Thanks

My brother called an ambulance because I was too high. But I wasnt even doing anything wrong, it was simply an asshole move from him.

Being addicted to meditation is good :D.

Your dream ;-)

Until the right side of God bites the beauty right off the left side.

It's not like people could walk through walls or bend reality to their will if it wasn't an illusion. But be careful, someone more powerful might destroy your whole life if you parade it around and aren't smart about it ;-).

Good old fashioned virtue. Of course, applied to the modern age.

everything returns to the sender

Q in star trek ;-)

Reverse relativism ;-) and relativism.

If I do too much of a morning routine I will never get to work ;-).

Lol. Slow down a bit. Take a break. Set a strict period without drugs. At least a month. Then switch to something other than ketamine. Anything can mean anything in a certain state.

I haven´t tried that combination yet but combining a LSA microdose with some modafinil works well. Especially if you learn to lean into with an all-day practice of mindfulness. After that it might become a bit too strong to be useful but you can tailor it to make every moment of the day meditative. It is very useful. Tailoring it to not be overwhelming is the hard part.

Psychedelics "just" give you extremely high levels of abstractions. Tailoring them to be usable in environments created by (mostly) sober people takes time.

Actually modafinil helps with all that (well, at least in combination with concentration meditation - 1 to 3 (or more) hours of it per day). Your concentration is also what makes it possible to keep a train of thought. Which you need for both creative and technical subjects. We all lose the train of thought many, many times a day. And you actually aren´t there when you lose your train of thought.

Kinda sounds like how I feel if I code high :D. Except I am very slow in that state. And the code usually turns out well!

Gotta use affirmations to produce infinitely self repeating affirmations in your mind :DD Learn to do that sober. If subliminals work for you, then you might be able to do it that way. That is something you can do sober and then learn how it interacts with psychedelics. Normally it would drain the clarity of mind you got through meditation, but you can also use the clarity you get from tripping.

I personally needed a lot of dream work, all day awareness, a lot of concentration, many thousands of dreams recalled, close to 1500 astral projections and/or lucid dreams to perceive it. Work a boring job all day = dream about your work Dream up a fountain of money just sliding through the dream = get 5 new clients. Repeated testing with different things = same results. So the answer is probably awareness. And awareness automatically leads to better dream control and recall. You might have dreamt about hundreds of scenarios before they happened, just haven't written them down.

I am not arguing about the distinction. "Waking reality" is much more stable. And your way to frame it is solid. Just saying that the way it affects waking life is not weaker than how reality affects dreams.