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Nice, shame it isn't in my country lol.

Realizing that there's no my, me etc. Doesn't mean that you will autistically point it out in every single sentence

If chakras exist it might be just one chakra over active.

That's insane lol. Interesting how somehow his kundalini awakening began when he was still a child. And yeah, it makes sense that awareness makes it more intense. I hope he can learn to use it to his advantage. Tbh I'm pretty sure if he went to a 10 day Vipassana retreat he would experience a cessation / first step of classical enlightenment, except with way more mystical phenomena than people normally experience. The catch is that it would obviously become even more intense than it's now. I don't really know why he's experiencing way more of this kind of phenomena than even monks do, but there has to be a way to make it useful. And what he said about his cat doesn't sound strange at all, they truly do see this kind of stuff.

You kinda have all the psychadelic recommendations you'll ever need. And no, he hasn't revealed it, as far as I know. I'm pretty sure once we get to a similar experience level as Leo with psychadelics, we should discover a lot of unknown substances naturally.

Try to create positive karma on purpose and see what happens / if suddenly many times the good you do to other people starts happening to you. You've got to give it enough time though.

Lol these gurus somehow don't understand that nobody's claiming that a psychadelic trip / a few of them will make you permanently enlightened. Interesting that even very experienced people can miss the obvious.

LOA (doesn't have to be done consciously, just the fact that they're already rich contributes) + being smart + not so high morals in some cases

It's obviously connected to your Aya trip. But yeah, when you don't sleep interesting stuff happens.

Placebo = weaker LOA

I'd get the apartment. Maybe you could get your own 5 meo, instead of the retreat. If you are patient enough you can always go to the retreat later. That way you have the best of both worlds. After all if you still haven't sorted your material life out, it should be higher priority. Basic material stuff -> self-actualization -> serious spirituality (Doesn't mean you can't do spirituality now, just shouldn't be the highest priority)

Lol, finally someone has good taste when it comes to YouTube.

Train your concentration. Memory = paying attention * healthy brain

Glad you managed to break the spell. I had a similar problem. I would recommend not talking about it in public too often, it's outside of most people's direct experience.

I agree. Racism against black people is obviously way more prevalent right now. I just think the term "reverse racism" is ridiculous & on the individual level racism is the same thing regardless of race.

Good job. Wait, you developed bilocation? Like with split vision and all?

Racism = discrimination against a different race. Doesn't matter if it's black, yellow, white or blue lol. There's nothing "reverse" about this.

Thanks, I'll try.

Guys, when Leo's talking about solipsism he's not referring to a school of thought but literally seeing / feeling real time you creating & being everything. Arguing about it is completely irrelevant, all that matters is that you experience it.

I only ever felt bad after orgasm while in a calorie deficit / low body fat. I'd say you guys that struggle post nut (& aren't fat) should eat a bit more / healthier.

Accidentally woke up at 4 am today, I had to get up to the toilet so that woke me up quite a bit. Tried the technique, couldn't fall asleep. I think I fell back asleep at 6 am. Had a begging stage of Astral Projection. The buzzing. Thought I'd manage to get out of my body again, but couldn't. But at least this gave me an idea to purposefully try to AP once a week, instead of relying on when it happens randomly.

It's probably not enough stretching and maybe some structural imbalance (for example too strong front of the body, not enough pulling strength / rear delts). As a general rule for stretching try to do 1 - 3 stretches for every body part that you trained that day (even indirectly) and hold the stretch for ~30 seconds. Also contrast showers after workouts. Static stretching ONLY post workout (but you probably already know that) This is definitely a bad sign. My body is actually getting more loose the longer I train because I take stretching very seriously. .

You can't really force yourself to be hetero. I'd say you haven't really developed attraction towards that, but uncovered a new part of yourself. If you really want to be 100% sure get your hormones checked to see if they aren't out of balance. Otherwise there's not much you can do about it, just roll with it.

Try & observe. The fact that there hasn't been much research means that direct experience is your best bet.

Develop a small / medium project(s) of your own and send it to a potential employer. That way you take care of your portfolio & learn the basics at the same time. Don't worry, you will pick up new skills once you start working on the projects of your employer / clients. Once you know the basics and have built something useful software development becomes mainly about googling & time you put in.