Michal__

Maybe I'm projecting but when I sucked at everything what helped me the most was concentration meditation, modafinil, reading lots of books and witchcraft. I wouldn't recommend to waste your time with going to university. You said you studied one for three years and then didn't finish - why the hell would you try to spend another three years there when you've already learned most of the stuff that you can learn from there. You just need to learn to build your own business. If you have any rich friends (preferably those who've built their own businesses) try to talk to them and get some advice. Once you have basic finances handled you can focus on relationships etc. (I'm not saying you shouldn't have friends right now, but it probably shouldn't be a top priority when you don't have the basics handled).

Ego is not omnipotent but it can become verypotent with the right training

Well, higher consciousness feels & performs 1000x better than normal consciousness so who cares if someone calls it a delusion? Btw it's not a delusion, but that requires a lot of contemplation - you'll know why it's not a delusion when you realize x insight.

Acutane cleaned up my acne completely. And I had it even worse than you. But it has serious side effects.

Buddha (or any other enlightened being) can still enjoy material pleasure. Renunciation (that's not too overdone) is just meant to be a tool BEFORE awakening. Zero attachment to material pleasure doesn't mean you can't enjoy having nice cars, sex, alcohol etc.

Nihilism = incomplete awakening. When you awaken even more, you'll be so nihilistic that you'll stop being nihilistic. Everything is meaningless = everything is full of meaning. If you had a higher awakening your moment to moment experience would feel infinitely more interesting than that of a normal person. It'd be so amazing that there would be no point to nihilism.

Higher consciousness = more synchronicities. Synchronicities can truly be messages (from yourself to yourself), that's why some people interpret them as "angels" and other funny stuff. And also - higher consciousness = easier manifestation.

Death is neither real nor unreal.

Being very mindful is painful to the ego. It's easy to lose yourself (lose mindfulness) in your phone. That's why monks avoid material pleasure - you can get some awakenings just by stopping trying to lose yourself.

There are degrees to channeling / speaking with the dead. At the lower level it can feel like something guides what you say and is borderline wishful thinking. At the highest level you can talk with the (historical) Buddha that can literally sit in front of you and speak with you just like a physical person would. (While you're completely awake, I'm not talking about some half asleep state)

Have you read the books on Leo's booklist? If not, then do so. Just 1 - 2 hours of your day so it doesn't steal away the time you're supposed to use for working on your shekel making business and chasing pussies.

That's a good idea but I highly doubt memento mori would be a trap in anyway. The end of your current life has nothing to do with immortality.

If you have to move out soon you'll probably have to get whatever job you can at least until your business takes off.

Just pay someone from Fiverr a few hundred bucks to download and reupload your Vimeo videos to a different platform. Edit: I haven't really thought out that they first have to be able to access the videos, so that probably won't work lol.

Obviously. But there's stuff he hasn't even hinted towards

I'm pretty sure he still keeps a lot of stuff to himself But with enough contemplation, meditation, studying & psychadelics everyone should have a shot.

Shakespeare was pretty woke.

Yeah, but unless you are in a heightened state of consciousness while using the effects will be kinda slow. If you want real change you must be in a higher state of consciousness. Some combination of concentration excersises & weed perphaps. There´s a billion ways to make it work, some healthy and some unhealthy.

Stripping away false self = going in the direction of realizing True Self.

Yeah, this is a part of it. But actually advanced forms of LOA go in the direction of solipsism. They just aren't available in internet LOA communities.

Sex magick. Or just train your concentration, imagination & intent. Or do both. The more you're sure it will happen the more it will happen. You already hold all the power but right now losing the money is a part of what you manifest. You can stop manifesting losing money at will.

That's how online forums work. Everyone things they know the best.

What do I project? I didn't mean it in any offensive sort of way, sorry it it seemed like that.

Even women who completely own their whore side don't just have sex with you because you ask.

Try to get her in bed without talking explicitly about sex. Then ask her if she's ok with not being in a relationship.