Michal__

Day #1 It's been 8 hours. (Of practice) I am gonna spend the rest of the day just meditating of my eye lids on the bed. Instead of on my chair with a candle like I did for 8 hours .

Sociological development doesn't align with meditative development like at all. You can be SD red and wall through walls.

Nice one

Better yet - look into mirror on acid, you'll see your face melting.

Meditate like you're on a retreat.

Was Jesus sd blue? Haha.

I practically use only one eye because my sight in the right one is pretty bad. I see no difference using only one eye.

Alex Becker is the financial equivalent of Goggins.

It has nothing to do with the hallucinations because I wasnt on it on my last retreat, if that's what you're asking. I am using it for work and meditation, currently.

I remember hallucinating on my retreat one year ago and then taking LSD a few weeks after the retreat. I am planning one soon. Hopefully I dont run out of modafinil because I am too lazy without it haha.

Shitty. It turns out I am going to owe about 3 months in taxes.

Nice

Try some boosters from absolute power subliminals. They actually work if you meditate enough.

Haha

One retreat is like meditating for 1+ hours a day for a year or maybe even more.

If it was twice as long you probably would've got a fruition.

Theres also a huge difference between natty programming and steroid programs. Naturals have to focus all their effort on progressive overload whereas steroid assisted lifters have to focus more on all fancy scientific rep and set ranges .

Nice. Do you have your strongest experiences written down?

Read Advanced magick for beginners by Alan Chapman.

I just got lazy. I am low key addicted to modafinil and only put in enough time reading, meditating and working when I am on it. I was out of it for a long time.

I didn't finish "The experience of No-Self".

Great books. I read "What is Self?" too.

Magick works by intent. Great book on why astrology would work for some is Advanced magick for beginners by Alan Chapman. In short, you actually have to be sort of a magician for it to work unless you believe it 100%.

"Nippster "

You wrote 3 books? Great job.