Michal__

Practice.

Being good alone isn't enough. I am literally at Robert Monroe's level at astral projection, yet it's my worst performing business - I literally haven't made a cent from it. I am bad at programming, yet I get clients, weird how that works.

Yeah definitely, haha

Yes, it was a good read. Although I think he would have gotten better results if he used a different meditation technique. Like the fire kasina. He used mantras. His goal were hallucinations/meetings with deities. Mantras alone are much slower than the fire kasina in this regard. It definitely awakened my desire to lock myself in a cave/monastery.

Just finished reading, thanks for the reccomendation.

How many hours a day do you meditate? This is a high quality thread.

I regret taking so much LSD (mixed with shitty genetics, it wasn't really that much) that I fried my brain and now have permanent hallucinations. It was 15 tabs in total, taken within a short time period. Mind you, I was mainly taking 1/2s and 1/4s. I took them all within a month or two. So yeah, shitty genetics.

Update: the doctor ended up reacting well and he prescribed some new meds. So no hospitalization, which is great. I also wont be able to come to work for at least a month. Which means I will be receiving 60% of my pay. I also got some new freelance work, which is great.

Yeah

Yes. I've got a cat and family. Unfortunately I moved too far away from my friends.

I read and meditate a lot.

The thing with the eyes is still happening. He will answer me tommorow in person, he was on vacation. I am on sick leave and I am really nervous as to what would happen if I went to work.

I've done multiple home retreats and I have managed to be strict enough only once. These places really help.

Yeah, sounds like it would needlessly freak her out.

There's no way I'd let some silly illness take me away from discovering God.

Nice. They didn't let me to attend because I mentioned I am on antipsychotics haha.

I started listening to his audiobooks during my shifts and didn't get a single thing from it. I'll try to read them when I don't have to work, but it's an interesting side note.

You probably see it differently but to me it sounds like a goofy cash cow.

For the record - I have some uncomfortable hallucinations all the time. Meds don't really help, but my psychiatrist might put me on stronger ones in a few days. No history of irrational behavior or anything like that, just hallucinations. Meditation and occasional psychedelics make zero difference with my condition.

Sure thing. Although in my experience psychedelics in reasonable doses make zero difference with schizophrenia. At least the non visual ones like 5 meo.

One guy on this forum blasted himself out of schizophrenia with weed. I wonder whether that would work in my case or at least make the hallucinations I get sober more beautiful.

I already coded more with AI in one month than in a year when I worked on a game before AI existed.

Update: I already told my psychiatrist, I expect an answer tommorow.

Just seeing things. Thanks for the reply. I'll update you.

Nice. You should tell me when you release it, I'd definitely use it.