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Hey @Anon212, thanks for your detailed reply. True, spirituality has a lot of upsides and I am a glad to have done a lot of practices. In retrospect I would claim most of the benefits if not all came from resolving trauma and caring about my body. And there are lots of good methods to do that, some of them are not even considered spiritual at all. Rupert Spira admitted in a video that he still slips out of his nondual experience from time to time. In my eyes he's not a good example because he's still hung up on a story. The idea of snapping into enlightenment at all is grandiose. There's no real enlightenment happening anytime, it's a state and a story. No one wakes up, and if you meet buddha on the road, kill him, because he ain't real anyways. Of course apparently there is a switch in perspective so to say, but that's a thought within whatever you may call it - enlightenment. It's already the case. Anyone who thinks his 20years of seeking lead to THIS or were really happening is not awake. Yeah we could talk about for days and weeks. There's lots of theories from early childhood repressed trauma to spinal fluids to chakra blockages, stuck kundalini energy, to socialization or certain overactive brain regions creating a sense of self. There are many facets to describe the problem - but the problem isn't real to begin with. A sense of self, identification - it's just what is, in the story. Trying to get rid of it may even enforce it. But maybe one day we find an easy way to cut through the bullshit instantly. Or we aren't concerned with it anymore since it isn't real and just a fleeting appearance anyways. Yeah, it's all a kind of paradox. I don't want to take a position actually like “it's all wrong“ because it's also true but just point to the fact “it's all a story and it ain't real“. Yes and no. Yeah, everyone is an individual, so your way of life and experiencing the world is different to mine. But on the other side there are no others, no one is experiencing the world, there is just THIS and you cannot contrast it to any imaginary experience “out there“. Calling it a path creates time and a goal, which is a huge story again. Whatever is happening (“to you“) right now is more instant enlightenment than buddha, Leo, Spira and emerson nonduality together - it's THIS already.

Hahaha Well I have a new hobby for you, god: Try to imagine yourself into a position where you don't know that, again.

Beautiful! That's what it's meant for. Thank you <3

Infinitely simple - Not even layers or garbage to remove That's a story too

Maybe there is a strange psychological disorder at play, just guessing... Like this one for example: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cotard's_syndrome The other guess would be you're kind of stuck in a bardo-state. Obviously you're suffering and I am feeling sorry for you, I hope you get well soon! In case you intuit there is a stuckness as far as a not-fully-processed awakening so to speak, if it feels like there's something missing, this can't be it, I recommend to you Emerson nonduality, search him on YouTube or better book a one-on-one, he is the guy to resolve all your stuckness, he knows what he's talking about and he's familiar with your 2D stuff as far as I can tell. But he's the endboss, if you wanna maintain a realer sense of self he's definitely not the guy, he would just push you over the line so there are no more stories and no one left suffering. He's the stop sign on your so called spiritual Path. Wish u the best!

Who or what would be the knower? Is the knower known or unknown? If the knower is known, who or what is its knower? Nothing is everything. Nothing is absolute and everything is relative. Nothing is unknown and everything is known. Just play of words. Everything is as known as the birds chirping. No meaning, no purpose, just birds chirping - not even that - whats a bird, whats chirping aside from words, thoughts? What is a word/thought made of? Other words/thoughts. What is a word/thought? Nobody knows. So nothing is known in that sense. But birds chirping appears! So its 100% known, isnt it? So everything is known like that, since it appears. But not in words, words cloud the clear seeing of what is, apparently. Which is another story, bunch of words. Go listen to emerson nonduality on youtube like you would listen to birds chirping. Hes got a lot of videos about the unknowing/unknown

If you want total brainf*ck go look for Delayed choice quantum ereaser experiment IMO thats the best way to wrap your mind around it and not step too quickly into interpretations before realizing you actually don't have the slightest clue what it is. One of the easiest ways to explain quantum entanglement via reductionistic thinking is to assume extra dimensions. But properly understood the delayed choice quantum ereaser experiment will break even that framing. Except from rare interpretations like the de-broglie-bohm Interpretation (super interesting, bohm basically describes a holographic nondual universe) which is superdeterministic, most theories had to give up the notion/principle of causality and or locality, which means they are noncausal and or nonlocal theories. Interestingly you can easily explain all the paradoxes and abnormalities via simulation theory or in actualized-terms solispism/god consciousness. The answer to all your questions is: You are imagining locality and causility therefore its not real, you are entagled with everything or to be more precise you are everything. Quantum entanglement is just a scientific breadcrump on the way towards Self-realizatiom.

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/your-brain-on-food/202303/a-beneficial-psychedelic-that-does-not-cause-hallucinations New scientific frontier! I wanted to share the article with you beacuse it is quite interesting. Let's hope that developments like this one will convince the public that psychedelics are a proper tool to treat psychological malfunctions.

True haha I wonder what an overdose would feel like. Without hallucinations one could probably be quite functional in daily life, despite from akward social interactions because of random laughing flashs etc. But for psychonautic endavors psychedlics without hallucinations and probably even more important the loss of memory and the ability of contingent linear thinking could really be a next step of evolution. Maybe the latter could be compensated through other nootropics etc. So one could crank up a trip to next level extremes.

We all know the I-am-god-ama's. But what if we turn it around? Let's ask the inverted unconscious figments of gods mind to answer all of its questions Realize that only apparently this text is appearing in front of you. There is no you seperate from what's happening but it seems as real as the idea that there is a universe full of people reading your response. Everyone that writes anything is just your inverted unconscious, presented as the reflection of an empty silver plate. The truth always gets presented on a silver plate - ever emtpy. So whatever anyone writes, either it is helping god to hide or helping god to seek itself. But of course, nothing will help god to finally find itself since this is impossible thanks to god. No worries, it's like windy words written in stormy water, transient pointers to nowhere. Once the need to help and the need to be helped evaporates in the gracious gaze of nothing, god may see the truth clearly - the infinite abyss of nothingness reflected in everything. So here you are, god! Why don't you participate in an one-on-one with yourself and give all the answers to yourself?! Try it, question, answer, write whatever personal or impersonal texts that may awaken another facet of your half-dead mind. But take the role of a bold, unrestrained, direct, immediate, super-intelligent, brave, high risk-taking god that is completely convinced that whatever answer it writes is deeply interconnected with its question and vice versa on an energetic level which is only superficially understood by your mind. Be conscious that it just touches the right heart at the right moment - only apparently of course. It may feel real As an illusory player But you can't break the seal When there's a prey for your next prayer. Don't hope for more Why asking others to confirm "Is the far shore Just an illusory concern?" Constraint and bound Sometimes arises Just like a sound Out of the silence. Just chill your balls And see what calls You to write whatever the fuck you insantaniously feel the urge to spit out. Why am I still deluding myself? Will there ever be an end to suffering when it apparently exists? Or is the idea of an end of suffering the suffering and pain is just paining by itself? Are there cheatcodes/magic-pills/short-cuts in life or is the best short-cut to not use any short-cuts?

It's quite funny how god seeks for answers asking god why god should realize it is god and not just play around. And then god tells god how important it is that god should stop playing not-god and how it will improve gods life. Then god playing not-god really contemplates whether the motivation of a self-realization god told him to actualize is based on a contingent logical chain of reasonable thoughts that leads to a better state of god. I admire the moment when god playing not-god realizes that god, who whispers about the importance to realize itself as god, is just a superfunny joke by god. That each so-called contingent logical chain of reasonable thoughts that leads to a better state of god and anyone who sells you the step-by-step-escape-route is just a fucking laughter. Love it <3

Yes!!! Perfectly put It's nice to remember that those who apperently insist on "there is no we" are just figments of gods mind that is what it is Literally nobody cares who or what is and what not is, it just is. Yeah, I'd love to see more dreamlike-stuff happening in the collective, but on the other hand to be honest I don't want to get the Joke too fast, I love how it slowly unravels, with peaks here and there. I love my anxieties, the problems and so on. It's beautiful to see them cautiously melting, I don't want them to instantly evaporate. I love the "it's too good to be true"-feeling quite a lot and what else does buddha have to do in eternity than to run after the dangling carrot of enlightenment? Just magnificant! Magical! Booooooom already

@ivankiss Yes! This Album is great! I love metal so much so I am more in resonance with the other version but the acoustic one is a really nice too You should check out Anathema's Weather Systems for example if you haven't already

I love music, there are different mood supporting pieces for me <3 Melancholic: Dead Letters by Katatonia Energetic/Enthusiastic: Twenty Four Hoursby Molybaron Empowering: The Serpetime Offering by Dimmu Borgir Happy/Playful: Midnight by Swingrowers Angry: Get Up! by Korn Chilly/Contemplative: Buildings&Mountains by Republic Tigers Psychedelic/Trippy: Luminous Axiom by Desert Dwellers Surprising/Complex: ieuD by Igorr Hypnotic/Involved: Trauma by NTO/Worakls Sad: Lonely Day by System Of A Down Reverence/Appreciating Beauty: Playing God by Polyphia Brave/Triumphant: Daybreak by Overwerk Beast Mode: Flight of the Fireflies by Orbit Culture God-Realization-Mode: Gateways by Dimmu Borgir Desperate: Can you feel my heart by Bring Me The Horizon In love: Hearts Burst Into Fire by Bullet For My Valentine Fucked up by myself/mankind: Lost by Crippled Black Phoenix In love with Life: Up North by Borknagar Extasy: Something For The Ages by Hammerfall There are many more moods/modes and of course a lot of songs for each one but I guess that is quite a good summary Enjoy! <3

@Leo Gura Didn't post anything for quite a long time but now I can't hold it back anymore! Thanks man!!!! I'm so fucking happy to have someone like you as a kind of role model/teacher/whatever. I really appreciate your teaching style, I know I'm playing all these games with myself but it's hard to find anyone who doesn't constantly subtly crave for recognition, approval and love, someone who is willing to shit on everything I cling to in order to show me what's left of my so-called reality-fantasy. When I read your answers in the thread I can see your humbleness, the strategy behind the arrogance. I only didn't completely understand why you are telling people they're playing games since you are the only one playing games with yourself here. But that again may be the game I play with myself probalby... Anyways, please don't lose faith in yourSelf, there are people, and maybe only one who is willing to follow the path of not following anyone in order to cut through all the human bullshit. I recognize your development, I love your extra-arrogant shitting on my beliefs-stlye, I love your humble patience with stubborn donkeys, I love the fact you monetize just a very fair little bit, that you don't cult-style, permit and listen to criticism, go your very unique way! Thanks man, really appreciate it!!! I have my own criticism, don't resonate with everything you teach/say, but that's another story. Just a big thank you and maybe motivational support to contrast all the disappointing misunderstandings <3

This guy "bearded mystic" obiously didn't really listen or this was the only video of Jim he watched. Completely misunderstands him. Painful to watch

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Enlightening

Very interesting video: Some serious stuff to contemplate, beautifully showing how some scientists try to get a clue about the nature consciousness through this dream analogy without realizing how profound close it gets to reality.

copy paste it everywhere on the forum because nobody knows that it's a bout the video, interesting studies and scientific madness revealed

So here are my proposals: (all of these channels have >50.000 viewers, interviews > 1hr, with at least several videos about topics like mysticism, psychedlics, epistemology, awakening, nonduality): https://www.youtube.com/c/TheoriesofEverything/videos https://www.youtube.com/user/conscioustv/videos https://www.youtube.com/c/NewThinkingAllowed/videos https://www.youtube.com/c/RebelWisdom/videos https://www.youtube.com/c/scienceandnonduality/videos https://www.youtube.com/c/AubreyMarcusPod/videos https://www.youtube.com/c/SimulationSeries/videos https://www.youtube.com/c/CloserToTruthTV/videos https://www.youtube.com/c/timferriss/videos https://www.youtube.com/c/metaRising/videos https://www.youtube.com/c/SpiritualawakeningNetplus/videos https://www.youtube.com/c/AaronAbke/videos https://www.youtube.com/c/lexfridman/videos Do not exactly fit the above criteria but could be worth a try maybe: https://www.youtube.com/c/MindvalleyTalks/videos https://www.youtube.com/c/CosmicSkeptic/videos (connor murphy-vaccinated ) https://www.youtube.com/c/TomBilyeu/videos https://www.youtube.com/c/higherbalance/videos https://www.youtube.com/user/ThinkingAllowedTV/videos https://www.youtube.com/c/VishuddhaDas/videos German channels with >50.000 viewers which talk about psychedelics+nonduality+mysticism who almost definitely would love to have a conversation/an interview with you (in english of course): https://www.youtube.com/c/GreenRabbitMindbuilding/videos https://www.youtube.com/c/FlowFinder/videos (-> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X5iZWwe0PfQ (proof video: ayahusca and nodnual insights)) https://www.youtube.com/c/highermind/videos other (niche) channels (well researched and high quality) not relating to your orignal question but which are a great source of wisdom and maybe unknown to you: https://www.youtube.com/c/AndrewHubermanLab/videos https://www.youtube.com/c/academyofideas/videos https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC49qAywwrDrLNDgQEe3vYuA/videos

I wanted to read but then I realized whatever sentences I need they all get synthesized by me. I just project them on the screen to then select with eyes too keen to see the true reality beyond to be or not to be. The one that's doing all this shit itself is shining way too lit to not bedazzle its own self in four dimensions within twelve.