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Why do you want it so hard? I doubt you know what you wish for. Imagine everyone around you would sometimes be flickering, spamming in and out of existence - would you want that? There may be a reason why you keep imagining others to be real, and maybe it's not just dumbness and ignorance. I don't want to discourage you to sprint the way but maybe you could slow down a little and enjoy the journey, since when it becomes blatently obvious there is no (easy) way back and there is no other game like this in town. Maybe it's a greater skill to realistically imagine others to be real than to see through ones own self-deception. Remember: There is no one out there to tell you which is the "greater achievement".

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Interesting, thanks for sharing!

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I know, I've read it two or three times. Observe your emotions consciously while doing so, that's how you alchemize lead into gold and debunk it experiantially, metaphorically speaking.

Welcome What's your goal? Adopting a belief system that you like? Having good arguments to defend it? Why don't you want it to be disproved? What comments do you expect, what would satisfy you? We're not helping when we make you more comfy to adopt spiritual beliefs, on the contrary. We're not helping when we take away your work to contenmplate for yourself. A smart person finds the right answers, a wise one finds the right questions. Embrace the questions for some time. You don't want to believe bullshit, do you? What's wrong about a rational wiki debunking some stuff?

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Do you also experience the coming back as a traumatizing experience? To me it feels like a child must feel when it is born. Feels like taking heavy layers and layers of twisted deception and ignorance to get back to experience again. Like I had to vomit up the whole cake of consciousness again...

@Fran11 I know exactly what you mean. Yeah, kinda sucks. That's why I am not so much into critical doses of psychedelics anymore. I had these several times. I have no solution for it. It's like there is this giant cake of consciousness and then you eat it all at once, feels great but then you are kinda like "damn ok, now the cake is gone." (Like: "Ok, of course Buddha has already reached enlightenment and it it's always been me again, like of course! So what can buddha do now? There's nobody to teach and nobody to awaken, so what else to do if not sleepwalking again, otherwise there is literaly no reality whatsoever?!") And you realize the only way to get a cake again is to traumatize yourself into this limited reality where can start all over again, baking the cake from your own flesh to eat it another time, this time more slowly maybe. At least That's the "conclusion" I had. I began to love my insufficiencies, limitations, problems and the slowness of this reality more. I don't want instant manifestation, actually. But maybe that's still ego. At least now I am fine with that, since I have no hurries to trancend it anymore. Actually it's so obvious. If reality is perfect, it's perfect now. And there is a reason why "we" experience limited reality now. It's because it's perfect. If god wanted to be in god mode, it would be in god mode. You instantly manifested a reality where you believe you can't instantly manifest a reality, you want a reality where you can experience not wanting a reality, and it must be that way to experience anything other than a selfcircular monotonous 1=1=1=... You don't want the perfectly symmetrical homogenous stillness, you crave the asymmetry and impossibility to ever reach perfection in time to experience anything other than nothing. So maybe just be ok with playing human, god

I wanna share this video with you, I think it's great in a way. It's so necessary to realize the basic principle of how mind creates reality also on a global scale! Tell me what you think about it David Bayers book "A changed mind" is awesome btw.

This is another story of the mind. If god was able to do so, how would you be able to get it? Your perception of reality is limited to the idea that things are either this or that. What if it actually is a superposition and the ego is the idea of an observer who collapsed it. Claiming this is not?

Have you ever thought about the possibility that reality isn't exactly the way it is because reality is no exact way? That the moment you try to pin down reality to an "exact way" it aint reality no more? That reality is no specific way, the idea is actually an illusion. The illusion/ego creates/is the apparent "real fixed solidified structure" which is just a joke and its punchline is Now.

Some of them are a bit repetitious but generally I like them. They are sometimes quite inspiring, I like that you are more frequently posting!

@Leeo_SA It was awesome, thanks man! Really boostet my mood during the day

@Xonas Pitfall Glad you like it Thanks for your appreciation!