Sri McDonald Trump Maharaj

I'm WAYYY to sleepy to write stuff on a forum, this is just a mess.

Harassment happens... There is no doer...

From my point of view i just got sexually harassed by a moderator...

OH WTF!?!

Currently doing NoFap but not sure if i should stop because of this just for fun ... Please help!

Dear god...

I'm 19 and I dont't know what to do aswell. What I am going to do about it is becomming a Zen monk for about a year or two and pursue enlightenment... but I will finnish school in 16 months. Good luck!

I feel you... This comes dark peroids after self-inquiry for me aswell just like @Arik and they usually remain like that for a few days... or weeks. My last one was about a week ago. I had some free time becuse there was no school for two days so I decided to do self-inquiry for 3 hours that day, it pured my mind alot but it caused me to break up with my girlfriend aswell. But here comes the good news! After a dark period of letting go there usually comes a deep feeling of freedom, freedom from your own ignorance... and then you discover something new about you and the circle begins again. Reminds me of a book I read a few months age called "Falling into grace" by Adyashanti. It does not talk about about some techniques but he talks alot about letting go of suffering, seeing things as they are etc. Good luck anyways!

When you masturbate you should inquire. "Who is masturbaiting?" "Whos dick is this?" "Whos hand is this?" Also don't forget this one: "Who is having this orgasm?"

I actually enjoyed my self inquiry when i tryed out these hints, it left me with a sweet sense of precense. Could this be a way I'm fucking up. Anyone felt different while trying to input Leos advice today?

I am really grateful of the fact that i can walk into nature every morning, stand up on a hill and look at mountains and the forrest with a cup of blueberry tea.

Broke up with my girlfriend 2 days ago. Tried to meditate (do nothing) really much and one time with a sad album, cried my ass oss for several hours and felt better after that. Try to feel sad really much if you want to get over the pain faster, just dont go crazy about it and start to drink etc. Personaly we spoke about 4 hours after the break up and cried as much as possible, went over memories and held each other for about 4 hours, best break up ever. You will have a hard time meditating but trust me it totally fucking works.

What is your meditation schedule (in what time during the day do you meditate)? In what position do you meditate? And which video of yours do you feel is by far the worst?

Peter Ralston, Jed McKenna, Ken Wilber, Nisargadatta Maharaj, Ramesh Balsekar, Adyashanti, Mooji, Gary Weber, Ramana Maharshi, Gurdjieff, P D Ouspenski, Osho, Eckhart Tolle. Would really reccomend Peter Ralston, Jed McKenna and Nisargadatta Maharaj!

I am where you are and have been there for a few months. I used to to do only self-inquiry with no meditation for a while but then it started to sabotage school and relationships. What I have done is 25-50% regular meditation to cool down for self inquiry and then 50-75% self inquiry, for example 1,5 h inquiry and 0,5 h meditation, but thats just me. Stop pursuing enlightenment if you wish but it will probably leave you with this voice that wants to know the truth no matter what. Anyways good luck with whatever choise you do!

I found two deciples of Philip Kapleau (One of the earlier Zen Masters in the west) here in my country Sweden and i am currently thinking about going there as a start, but what the hell we will see how it goes. Good points! I have been thinking about that monk a lot lately.