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So far out there that it can't even be posted on yt.

@Vipassana thanks man, i had the same kind of shit even after 16 hour fasting.

Don't take yourself and them so seriously to the point it becomes a little bit entertaining. Just remind yourself people who don't do mistakes doesn't perform the action in the first place. Btw you should walk away from these people altogether.

@28 cm unbuffed yes if you want to become good at games like Dota 2 there are already incredibly good young players with 5+k hours ahead of you going to high school and having alot of free time and people coaching them, besides the internet resources available for all. Sometimes e-sport players tend to transition to other games, if they go out of reach and they can do it in a very short time.

Only the fat-solvable vitamins, omega 6 and microelements you can really overdose. Of course, too much coffee and other substances like nervous stimulants and other biochemically active compounds in herbs you can overdose. But the rest will go out with urine as per what i learned.

I think it still has to do with vision/future. If you have something to strive for to enrich the other people around you, the carnal pleasures will drop, even tho i know you are self-help junkie and have improved your diet and possibly many more things. Goes back to gradual or instant gradification.

Hmm, ok, i don't watch porn but i masturbate ocassionally, but since i have been taking leo's LP course the interest to jerk off is drastically reducing whatsoever. I guess i am in.

Always remind yourself of the higher values, otherwise the greed takes over. He is working for Tony Robbins, so i guess it was kinda good thing he was doing... But he was doing something else too...

When i underestood that death is the greatest blessing and is in fact inevitable. Nobody can trap you in any situation all your powerlesness is impermenent, accept this notion as much as you can and this is your last unsoncsious life or last life, depending upon what you choose.

I can't say this enough, i really love this forum.

@Fran11 nicr work! Reminds me of the facial structure of @ivankiss, in the best sens3 possible. X)

Welcome, Jordan!

Because for the same reason we love this forum, and you know it.

Anyone up for a microtonal (19 tone equal temperament) metal demo? https://applegarden.bandcamp.com/releases

Its probably going to be a multi part series for sure.

I am so aware of all these controversies and statements, i have watched him for years. When he says something like there are advanced human beings living under earth and that in 5 years time world will be governed by his balasants (the kids with alleged powers which i witnessed too). I cannot possibly validate anything he says. Btw if you really look Papaji, Sadhguru and so many other gurus do their mysticism talk. When sadhguru talks about dhyanalinga, his 3 last lifetimes, why he drank cobra poison, how he used his prana to consecrate the dhyanalinga and aged very fast, how other people give him their prana so he could be alive. I can find videos of chinese zen buddists (chan) talking about Buddha, yes, the siddharta gautama, having mystical powers. Sadhguru mentioned Jesus giving kriyas to people, Osho talked about Jesus moving to India and the nailing to the cross not killing him. Literally, so much mysticism talk. Anyhow, yes, Nithyananda is by far the most radical in claiming things. I don't know if there is anything inherently wrong with that, if you ask me, how do i know, i am not Nithyananda, you should ask him why he says the things he says. All i know is that his teachings work, period, i would financially support him for this reason also. Listening to him makes me blissfull and sielent just like listening to Osho and Sadhguru and many other teachers. Osho has a whole series of how this process works and expresses itself. Nithyananda has this quality as per my experience. And yes the sex tape, have seen it a few times, interesting view, maybe. I personally don't think the sexual act took place, because it wouldn't make any sense for me, if i were him. But i know how far tehcnology has taken us, so this image post comes to my mind. https://www.iliketowastemytime.com/2012/06/22/soviet-censorship-of-images-during-stalins-regime-5-pics I mean it could be morphed, idk, and again, i don't really care about the drama, if he did something illegal, then he is needed to be in jail. Considering the film industry we have and the organized crime vowen into our very goverments, i am not suprised its fake. You can assume it is, i don't care, because, again, i come for the teachings and i would financially support him, because he provided value to me with his teachings. Ok now, others claiming whatever they are claiming and sharing their stories... If he really did what he did, logically speaking, yes, why wouldn't be in jail, common sense right. But the story about who is right in every of those cases and what are those reasons, circumstances, everything is interesting. It seems like to me that is the argument of popularity done aginst somebody that makes a certain accusation true. This certainly is tricky to talk about, however, i believe that time will show everything. I am not saying i am right, altho i would like to suggest that, however time will show wether i am right or wrong. Besides i can entertain his teachings even when he is constantly under fire and i see that is a great quality in one's personal development. If you ask me if he is a fraud, i will say no, because he simply provided value in my life, i just have to be honest with myself and have to say i have to give somebody credit where credit is due. Really i tell you, the reason you won't convince that Nithyananda is a fraud because i experienced things from him that i can't even express in words. You will think, brainwashing, blah blah blah, ok, you do that and then write 10 more posts of controversies... And sure, i get that maybe you are concerned for me and the people whom i in fact will share at some point in the future, but you must know, i listened to him and listen to him because of what he is teaching. What if really different reality for human lifestyle exist. If i look at hindu temples, pyramids, the easter land, hindu deities and what is described in the scriptures as hindu mythology for example Rama and Sita living far longer than 100 years, what if thats all fucking history. I don't know. I deeply appreciate you having a dialouge with me tho, i find it useful to organize my toughts. But i have experienced just enough to see his value. Also i have heard sadhguru saying you can change the position and characteristics of the cosmic objects with the movements of your fingers (i really didn't think i will need to save vids for reference for this reason. xD) And Sadhguru talking about you can manifest what you want just about instantly without working for it if you awaken your chitta. That is some double standard acctually. So you believe any nonsense that the mystic will speak if you like him enough?

@PopoyeSailor Ok, since you are showing some decency, unlike the other guy. I will elaborate on my view. Its certainly not black and while, cultist or not paradigm. I don't think i will be able to defend this (and honestly i don't want to spend 4 hours to gather a reply because its not my job to defend anybody), but maybe somebody who lives with him could give his perspective, maybe biased, sure. However, personal attacks like calling the guru fat (he lost weight btw and he can sit in the lotus posture over the course of 3 hours in a video casually, i find that really impressive and a sign that he is really a yogi) is to be taken seriously. And btw i witnessed these powers in action in online akashik reading from these initiated children. Heres a list to show you the pattern of accusations of ANY guru or a medium, i will give you a few videos of controversies. Another example, type teal swan exposed and just laugh at the quantity of videos. Type ranjeesh cult (osho) and again magnitude of videos there lay for you. Accused of sexual misconduct, enslaving people e.c.t. Well, some people do curse and can act negatively to whatever circumstances. But this does not have direct correlation with Nithyananda, because by that logic Osho is responsible for all his disciples actions by association and so is everyone else, which in our justice system and social perception is just not true. About the potency, well i can give a source from his side. Of course its favoured on his side, but why would i believe any accusation that whatever media makes. Knowing how corroupt media is, especially in India. I can say personally by the experience he gives me from internalizing his teachings, i can say, my sex drive is reducing and life-positivity is increasing so i am ok anyways, since i don't care about the image but the quality of the methodology, teachings. His techniques (not actually his but the same old ancient ones given in his way) just works. I practiced them, improved my life and am deciding, ok this works so i will listen to him and stay with him, pretty much it. I don't care about the throne, wealth, images, whatever. It is a sign to me that he is providing value and i have done quite a lot of them. Its just things that you can't find anywhere else in such detail and subtlety. I am just having a hard time underestanding if somebody teaches me somtething and i do it and it works, where IS the problem? I don't really care he looking funny, saying levitation is true (well who fucking knows, its more true than money and work will make you happy). I don't care him being wealthy is hes providing value to me. Am i still brainwashed, am i that stupid like... (Don't take personally thats just my inner monolouge here in this paragraph). Otherwise thank you for open, sincere reply! Cheers, and thanks for your attention. Here is basically the reasons why i wouldn't change my mind on Nithyananda.

Actualized.org retreat site, when?

Thanks, i will keep presisting, The big problem was that she is a musician. And it kinda makes me identify putting my musical stuff out in hopes that i would impress her or smth. So that affects my creativity. Also some resentment comes because i wish i went to a music school because i do have that capacity to be involved in music but i have procrastinated alot of time in my life and she seems to get where she wants in life while so many people, including me don't get that chance. Sure she probably worked hard for it, however its with lessons, mentorship that i wish i had. Idk, feels weird, and the fact that she ignored me. Ofc course no hard feelings, its ok i guess, but i shuldn't waste time on people who just ignored me. Doesn't matter if she wanted to talk or is feeling welcoming, still i got ignored, so i have to let go and honestly i don't want to meet this person or to talk about anything. I wish the best success in her life tho.

You know, i have witnessed these kids showing their powers. There is on and off akashik reading online sessions where these kids do reding on your past and future and give blessings e.c.t. Before they do that, one of them did a blindfold reading trough a zoom conforence call. I showed my phone screen background which is this image. The little child in about 10 seconds with like full blindfold said to me: "This is isha foundation adiyogi." It blew my mind and left an impression no media can destroy. Not only that, he has a wonderful book, called Living enlightenment. http://lifeblissprograms.org/e-books/pdf/le_abridged.pdf And his ability to explain such subtle concepts like completion and unclutching (which comes from the original hindu scriptures btw) that practically has helped me SO FUCKING MUCH OH MY GOD, i can't even. And if you are so familliar with mystics like Sadhguru, Papaji and FUCKING Osho. How ignorant do you have to be to not see that Osho also was exposed, fucked by the US goverment, media, poisioned, forced to retreat US, and so much fucking more. Don't you see the corroupt world we are living in? Whats the fucking difference between him and Osho or Sadhguru or Shoonyamurti? Maybe that he is more powerful and authentic towards the people (rishis) who wrote down the knowledge of the universe into the scriptures for seekers to get in touch with. There is also a great videos on Leo's channel about being more openminded to the master's CONTENT and seeing if the content fucking WORKS, rather than image, circumstances, and the opinion of society. If sadhguru told that he is consencrating dhyanalinga when he was doing it, there would be no dhyanalinga btw. If you are looking a clean secular guru whom you will listen only if he has a good media image then i have very bad news for you. Will you find an authentic one? Time and time again i can say, Leo gets constant shit for running what he does and the more radical he goes, the more the disconnect and attacks from society. Btw i am laughing how this is different if not worse potrayal of a spiritual teacher than what Nityhananda does. I find it very interesting that people are more interested into what media say rather than testing the authenticity of somebody's teachings. It blows my mind every time. The only reason why people in mass have reverance of Osho is because hes dead. I am not saying believe me, but can you be a bit more rational and seek some facts yourself? Nithyananda has done this for decades and there is so much satsangs he does every fucking day literally, so much content in his yt. I wonder how can he speak so much, this speaks competence to me and actualizing a life purpose of sharing hinduism and life positivity. If you have a greater vision you will have enemies. Knowing India's corrouption i wonder how he is even alive to this day Good for him that he left India, he would be assasinated. If you are trying to pull people out of consumerism and depression, no wonder you will be targeted and slandered. I don't know how would somebody who is initiated Sannyas and has the experience of advaita would go after sex if he knows thats just not going to satisfy him and damage his progression on his life purpose. Meanwhile parasites in nature exist. I wonder, how is it really? And about association. Osho was all about that, just to trigger people and share his message. But i associate myself with Nithyananda, because he basically saved my life the most of all the guru kind of people. Nobody in my experience gives solutions to lifes's problems better than this guy. Sure, go on and trigger me, i don't think i will respond. But i am here for the other readers who are interested in the structure of the teaching rather than the image.

I will give very unpopular opinion i am contemplating for. That is not necessarily monkhood but living life underestanding that death is the best thing that will happen to you and that this is the last incarination of yours. It is possible to consciously leave the body. This is your game. I will not say what you should do, but i know what in will do if my music career won't work out. I will keep working blue collar, rent an appartment, cut contact with everybody and just go all the way with spirituality when i am not working. I know what it works, but i haven't tried everything with music that i think i can do. Anyway, i believe it is possible to leave the body at will much earlier than your death. And that you can directly become enlightened with the conscious leaving of the body. Thats all i will say. I don't think you should ignore purposeful living tho.