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@Vipassana i have participated in various slaughters of chicked and pigs, very unpleasant experience. I literally cried and immediatly at the age of 8 saw the disconnect in the feeding to kill dynamic, and it was so overwhelming.

His approach is not similar to Sri Ramana Maharishi types and not strong determination sitting or zen also. What he teaches is hatha yoga, consecration of spaces, gives general and somewhat logical peoples advice in life, although i love that it has been changing more towards occult and straight into mysticism talk, because he gained more reverence. He dwelves alot in kriya yoga and hatha yoga. He is a very versatile teacher and will make you think in multiple angles about one topic. He has conscecrated some lingas. And he is nod directly into teaching about enlightenment but more about your wellbeing in your body and in the people around you. This is my take in him.

how can u associate blackpilled with guide i am curious?

@Bittu Sure man, i am all in 100%. x)

@Thittato Cool asthetic to you man!

Thank you! You look nice aswell!

@Yog Thanks man! Recommend to anyone, good shit!

@ivankiss Its acctually B0 I have everyting tuned pretty standard in 4th's, however i will mod this by adding 24 more frets in the middle of existing frets. Then... omg, acctually if corona was not real, it would already sit in luthiers office! Why B0? To test my sound prod skills and see what i need to mod to get decent sound since the legth of the neck is pretty nice, i would just to drill a bigger hole into the tuner to increase the tension by adding a bass string. And B0 adds a different voicing options for the same shapes in 4th's tuning. Do you have axes too?

You can, it requires consistent practice which you will not probably do and have to figure many things out, which will take most of your time. Do you really want it? Be careful what you wish for. And you don't even know when and how its going to happend and if its going to happen, taken our way of living into consideration. What if you get it? You give it a positive projection, just like if i become a millionare or billionare, suddenly my life is somehow better and more free from responsibilities - which is just not true at all. And you might become in worse state o consciousness than when you got the money.

@Leo Gura But then again... any space is ok to be in.

I second that, you can be doing whatever and tricking yourself into thinking you know, because alot of time has passed or you were identifying with that for long enough. That reminds me of older people saying they are smart and you are stupid, because they are older than you, and while that maybe it is true, they use it as excuse to do be ignoranat and not take responsibilites about other areas of their life where they never took it and they do the same stupid mundane shit, knowing absolutely well this behaviour is not serving them, meanwhile in some areas like emotional intelligence you have outgrew them by a large extent just by establishing new knowledge, principles and responsibilities and refining that same knowledge. Anyhow i don't know your story, but i know mine, i know that my perception and underestanding keeps dying. Minds have to keep dying, even if you feel you are in the best space. The process leads to it, not any one goal imo. But its just an opinion. Good luck!

We with my magical self-esteem augmenting wands, one of them has 38 frets and the lowest string of the other is tuned lower than my self-esteem.

@Dodo haha, well i don't know how about that but i participated in one puja and it spiked my energies. Very good experience, i wish i could do it myself. Who knows what more is possible.

@ivankiss Maybe he does pujas to deities and they grant him these abilities, maybe he does shiva puja or smth.

You will always get a fair share of "skeptics" you know. Intuition and psychic powers are very subtle, sometimes unreliable and very specific. One of my friends suddenly discovered his gifts and while he was wrong about some things about me, he really told some stuff about me in the past and predicted some very specific future events that became true. That being said, there is always this debate wheter is future predestined or not... It is neither predestined nor it is by your free will or coincidence that things happen. It is too complex of a phenomenon to underestand. Depends on how free from your physical nature you are and so many other factors. No way you can test me on my word tho.

@Bittu I don't want to burden you too much, because there are other people, who might need these answers more than I do, but if i may ask one more... Do you see me doing what you do? I kinda feel like i could be doing that over time. I am very grateful.

YOU my friend blew my mind completely, feels just like the akashik readings, i wasn't expecting that exact name of the book! Sincere and dear thanks! You know this answer resonates with me to an inhuman level. I went to wooten's family concert and it was such a nice experience for me, so musically advanced and wholesome. And i am more interested in jazz and improvising, and Victor L. Wooten is one of the most amazing basists, so i am going to! Not only that but i feel like i have to say so much to say!!!! I wrote to one of them and they remember our interaction which is so nice and heartwarming. x)

@Arzack Sure, buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut.... who can't do that. Who am i to say what is right and wrong about anybody else, you came here to trust somebody's intuition, so whats ur criticism really. And what the big deal, he might just say no, its not like you had to jump in and try to verify without a "shadow of a doubt" this will not be the case or that how likely it is. Do i know for a fact this is going to happen - how would i? But we are exercising belief and intuitions here on this thread so we are in a quite unfamilliar territory here. x) Time will tell and in 5 years you would just laugh at this coment of mine, or even now, but what if it does happen, i don't know. You know there is a very interesting phenomenon with logic and an individuals worldview - maybe means pro-what you want to believe or pro-past experience. It never does mean 50% yes/no. Never truly agnostic we are in these states of consciousness. So what if psychic powers become more viral than phones, your past experience says no way, mine too. But still, why not to keep an open worldview? You don't have to trust any guru for that, but you might want to stop believing that overwhelming past experience?

@Arzack About the general question - this was not my idea. Look for yourself. Akashik readings are this thing and i have had a few personal ones and it was an intense experience. By that guy Nithyananda. Yes, the wole stage turqiouse guru, master or fraud, accused and beloved saga begins. That is for each and every one of us to decide, just like trusting this guys word above. This one is more radical than anyone guru i have seen btw. I have integrated alot of his teaching and practices into my life... and they are working clearly. However the reading is channeled by hindu deity Kalabhairava (i don't know how to insert a picture URL). https://www.facebook.com/1268402106596784/posts/today-afternoon-neivedhyam-happened-at-all-kalabhairava-gate-at-1145-am-for-all-/1616373841799607/

Is this personal or general? If personal, then: Okay, where would you say i am on the path? Can i tangle music with my spiritual path? If general, then: Do you feel that yogis and balasants (children) will take over the world (political systems) in 5 years?

Very impressive, i can do max 1h 30min, but i rather just focus on reexperiencing on the fears and the very fear of death, that i can do up to 30 mins, because its so intense, but touches deep layers of me.

Yep, feels pretty fast, its been 24 years!!!

Yes usually these habits go in a ritual, you want to do everything together to get the maximum intensity of those pleasures and complete frogetfulness. For example if you try to eat with no entertainment or try to play games without that extra junk food it will feel weird and empty. And usually masturbating come after that with more coffee and at the end of the day you feel defeated. Sound familliar to you?

Keep trying and persisting! One day it will break more and more.