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Arguing with people about non-duality on this forum is almost like ultra spiritual thing to do.

Anyway with the modular synths thing ill PM you. The whole electronic rock scene uses these effects with artists like Celldweller and Blue Stahli in the frontline.

Go and do some music! So should i, i guess, i have more and more accelerating passion for it. Did you know that harmonic minor is different to harmonic major? I wonder how different they sound like in context. I would like to see also when in put all the diatonic scale and mode patterns out, if there are more diatonic scales left, and there def are more types of scales like double harmonic minor with 3 semitones together that are 7 notes.

Dude i just discovered what a modular synth is. The things can be done with it is insane. Immagine this, microtonal odd time prog with modular fx and modular synths and maybe even modular guitars + regular guitar stuff, absolutely insane.

@ivankiss i fking missed them, i don't think you have to have THAT big of a neck (747mm), i have iron label with (686mm) for 750 eur and it already good with EMG 808's, i might upgrade to fishman, but yeah i would love to get at least 711 mm guitar for a better quarter tone conversion (longe scale, bigger the difference between frets, especially with double the fret count), M80M would be insanely good, also because of the tremolo like bridge far back in the body. Gorgeous guitar.

@ivankiss HAHAHAH THE ABSOLUTE BEST PART OF MESHUGGAH HOWEVER IS THE LIVE PART! Damn, how to live up their integrity. Bands like this create all those good bands we know today such as Animals As Leaders, The Contortionist and so on... Basically if you had an 8 string, because of meshuggah 8 strings are so openly manufactured and has this viral image. That is why i have an 8 string.

@ivankiss *wink*

@Aquarius You know, when i was a kid and i had to assist to slaughter the pig, i felt immediate almost like existensial contrdiction in my head for a long time. Like feeding to kill and it is just living there in closed conditions and then gets brutally murdered and i immediatly associated that with myself, what if i was in that place. Yes life might be not fair and cruel or whatever but i don't think anybody can justify animal farming/prodution and killing them for various reasons. Mtehane and other geenhouse gases from farming. Ton of resources and farmland just to feed them and erode the soils e.c.t. Plant based diet would be acctually cheaper to produce. Animals living in stressfull conditions and sometimes dying in those conditions (while transported or in barns) This is only my belief - eating meat makes you violent and angry; It makes you feel heavy and sleep more; Too much protein and overeating meat causes serious health problems; I don't want to say this, but you do kinda get bad karma for eating meat or milk and its products from animals who are distressed and killed; When i stopped eating meat, suddenly i noticed growth with my meditation practices. Meat production is in a pretty bad condition. There is sodium nitrite (NaNO2) salts in it to colour the meat and presrve it but it turns into amines that are cancerogenic in the digestive tract. Red meats can cause polyps and ofc incresaed risks for heart disease, because of the imbalance in omega 3 vs omega 6 (not counting fish here). Also we got sars and corona from slaughtering an animal literally, so...

Is that a hidden insult to say i don't know how the world works, i live in a country with one of the smallest density of people in Europe... fine i guess, ill let that slide. Another option is a drivers licence (costed me aound 1000 EUR with 30+ driving lessons from 0), but that may not be immedieatly available to you or maybe not at all, however you DO know. Tell me the number of people in your town. In my town there is 8 000 people approx. And i know i could find a job in few places without needed education. Of course i work in my field (food production), however it is still blue collar work. I already adressed this here. But you hint that YOU want it, or anything. Usually people whom i know who aren't working doesn't even bother to look for a job and throw excuses. And yes i am challenging whether you say is really true, or you don't really want to work. Trust me, this is good for you if you acctually keep attempting, regarding your circumstances. Btw i work 48-72 hours a week and i was heartbreaking at first 4 years ago when i had to, now its ok, it has helped me grow personally also and i am about to graduate uni while working. Best of luck out there, i know it gets hard, but please, hang on.

I would strongly advise you to attempt to get a job, yes it is a hearcrushing experience at first, but you will get o used to it and it will be fine after 2 months time if you haven't worked. Why? Financial independence, thats why basically. Don't be affraid to work even as a cashier and things like that, it doesn't matter how people look at you (the ones you went to school together e.c.t.) but what you will get is some stability. Not being dependant is so much worse, trust me. Get you curriculum vitae in order no matter what little you havee and then try landing a job. For that there is some self-dev videos on how to have an ok resume and things you need to do or not to in a job interview. It is so so relieving that you acctually have a job, ather than if you don't.

But its just a movie in the perspective of that who is seeing it and is not affected by it forever.

@Bittu Dude, if you can channel entities also and have experiences/intuitions about life, you are definately far ahead the people who say "YoU DoN't KnOw iF yOu hAd a PaSt LiFe oR KaRmA iS bUlLsHiT..." They are clumping up all the subtle aspects of our cognition and calling it mind or perception. Definately life is sentient and you are hardwired to want to be more than human and there are just things i have experienced which together hint me that there is just undeniably far more and that the concept of karma is far more accurate than the western ideas of happiness and reality which is being marketed to us every day. Its like "Religious people are dumb and dogmatic." And from previous various cult and secct members people get the impression of - wow you are acctually intelligent and don't seem like you are brainwashed (that is from the various videos i have watched and the spiritual communitites i have been to or being around stage green people who are like hippies or like pagans in my area). And even the rationalists aren't skeptical of their skepticism, ok what if karma and past lifes are true what then? All your cognition collapses, now you are forced to admit that the both possibilitie are true not just what suits their recent experience. Now they HAVE to change, because how can you reject that your cognition has changed. Its not just a belief, and the belief is a very intricate and delicate topic. There is a bhakta path to enlightenment anyway and some occult practices related to anahata, as well as creating and channeling deities which you are familliar with i assume. And to call out Leo on what is karma/past lifes, he has gone so much information and experience of this kind so naturally his cognition has become more subtler than rough logic of what i can see and feel, hear e.c.t. That being said we could all be wrong and dropping away of karma and past lifes could be beneficial for people, regrdless if they are true or false.

@Bittu you must have done sadhana in previous lifetimes. Spiritual tendencies seem to be innate in me too. Now i am recognizing, i had glimpses of enlightenment in my childhood acctually. They were not blissfull but rather scary, no its different tho.

FUUUUUUUUUUCK ME THAT ENDING GROOVE

You will get dragged down if you keep the connection. Take charge at least what you feel, because you can.

Cognize reality as a dream for some time in daytime.

Ahh, powerful tought daily - the guy who can't give up his bible to explain reality...

If i got anything from this topic it is that i should attract my women on a meditation retreats and to tell her that i like it slow, and that i would like to stimulate you after i came. Damn, i don't know how doing it slow would work on me when in the act tho, because i can orgasm really fast and i am more on the fit side, however still this topic just blows my mind, and i can't even relate, because i have no experience, and i really have never ask anybody to go out with me. That really never occoured, to my suprise even. I always had some other problem at the time or i was interested in spirituality and saw the downsides if i got less free time if i am in relationship. I would probably like to ask her to meditate with me after sex or something, or that i do a nice massage. Oh dear, if I keep self actualizing and being creative, somebody will eventually ask me out or start enquiring personally. Damn, i have never broken this personal barrier with anyone from the opposite sex. I hope i made you chuckle at least if anybody is reading this.

He had a really bad case of diddly-dy mega do-do. Musically this experience sounds something like this. Like a good deep *oouuh* dark night of the soul experience, where you realize your attachment to other people dies/is dying/ will die at some point and fail you sooner or later and leave you with obvious grief and depression. All jokes aside, this is what we all go trough in secresy of with our close relatives/friends. This is the not viral part of our culture, or more like a taboo. I have these from time to time, not because of that reason, but for different ones. Wish him good luck onwards to unclutch from the need of making others underestand something they don't want to hear, obviously.

"See, in ancient times, when people were in a certain level of underestanding and experience..." Well, everything is out there for you to see and decipher what the hell is what. With this attidude you may need 60 more years as far as i am concerned, i am not saying i am right, but if you think you are being skeptical, i will laugh at you.

I have this to say; This is all entry level things we do, like one of the wors forms of personal development we are doing, lets just say it how it is. Based on the records how people have lived like Krishna and Rada, Rama and Sita, the first Adiyogi, the whole series of Indian or sindu golden ages have come and gone, all that what is possible. Even the traditions that are not broken today are kept VERY VERY poor, like pujas to deities tht grant people extraordinary powers such as shaktis. Like for example Bhuddism is the only ray of joy in that sense - you can't enjoy your activity unles you have to do and sit heartbreaking hours of practice to even maintain the purity and most people get enlightened or psychic after an accident or after some major long disease or things like car accident when they had near death experience. Yes you re right, you are being cheated in so many ways and so many unconscious forces that we have created in our lifestyle are ruling us. Your confusion and anger is not wrong on this, You are hard wired for something so much more. The thing is, it is said by Hindus, you happened to enrich the world in some way you like, but that is nearly impossible to do because what a human being is so badly repressed by yourself even because of these subtle ideas we carry in society. But yes, this self-development ideas that doesn't make your life easy and you have to struggle enormously to attain some high state and drop everything and dismiss life, because there is not enough time in a day because you have to work and engage in people who constantly put you down. And you escape from that in compulsions that drags you down or engage into the dark night of the soul (where you feel like you have to drop everything just to pursue a little bit of difference in your first person experience), which is fine but very cheap, the worst way probably to do spirituality, but the only we know really.

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