So a few months ago - in May to be precise - a guru told me that my thoughts are not my thoughts and that we do not exist.
Yet // when we want to improve our Self-Actualization and find out that we are our Own God than our thoughts must be ours or? How has this got me so confused?
And what about the purpose of Life? If it has just been put there for no obvious reason than why is there such a strong eager to be put in a position more distanced from the "modern world" or to refrain from doing any type of hard drugs in order to find The Truth? If God is playing hide & side with itself than the purpose of life is just a game being played by its Consciousness?
