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Good stuff man. Love it

College prices Useless information Rude and ignorant teachers/substitutes I think school should be more individual focused with it being customized for an individuals needs and wants and what they wanna do in life. Also with more time off and open school hours. I think it would be cool if school could be a place that's open all day, and has open doors with a bigger library so kids can have fun and explore at the same time. Also, with teachers there too. I think a 3 hour day would suffice even more useful than an 8 hour day. Also, more outside exploration and field trips--not to just museums but to actual cool sights to see! Teachers also need to explain why kids are there and how life can be amazing, inspiring and exciting! Teachers need to show kids the excitement and beauty of life! If you go to school and feel worse about life (which is what happens to everybody), then the school system is doing something deeply wrong to make you feel that way. Because it ain't your fault.

Hmm. Groups are always beneficial. Is your only intent for one day of a meditation/visualization. In my opinion, I feel like larger visions > smaller visions. Like groups that plant trees across the world, sadhguru's isha foundation and his tree program, and I'm sure theres more. Helping the world in a big way will require more than just one day of meditation. I like the idea though.

It would be interesting to see how he communicates in front of other people. We see him publicly speak, but we dont see how he talks to others, both of which humans act different toward.

@Keyhole im okay now. I just think more clearing of my past and wounds I need to do. I'd still like to learn more and I'm down to get weird. I just need to know that my brain will be OK. I'm gonna wait for someone who has wisdom and experience with psychedelics before venturing into that realm again though.

Since a lot of this information dates back 1000s of years, it seems like most of it is lost and there seems to always be mixed answers always seem mixed or misrepresented. Or it is watered down. Spirituality Shamanism Understanding of christianity The list probably goes on. Leo is right about a lot of the episimological stuff he talks about.

Okay so this morning I'm like extra scared of things around me. Like I was scared of the background music in the YouTube video and surroundings around me now. Someone help me please. I'll pay if I have to.

@Keyhole okay. So I will do that tomorrow as it's late. I have an update though on the situation. I think the energy is connected to the heart. I've been focusing and using healing stones and it seems more active. Its telling me thoughts like "nobody will like you" and that you're lying to me and such. My ego was questioning itself but I will not let this continue. Also I have been going back to memories that bring upon fear and I see demons or entities there. The self that is there, which is me, is fearful in those situations. I dont know if you have any advice but just an update. This is not what I was expecting. I think it may be becoming upset because I am doing these exercises and focusing on my heart and using love instead of fear. Do you think emotional purging and healing the heart will help with this.

I watched the first one when you posted it on the forum. I really enjoyed it.

@Keyhole Interesting. I watched leo's "Becoming a modern-day sage" and I found it interesting, but haven't resonated and always wondered why. At one point, I really wanted to follow that path but it hurt me because I was lying to myself and being inauthentic with what I wanted. I have actually always been interested in magic, astral projection (which initially opened my third eye when I was 14), sci-fi, time travel, stuff like that for basically all my life. I liked Dr. who, Doctor strange, steven universe, the magicians (tv shows & movie). Also an interest in space, This has been a central theme throughout my life. Reading upon Shamanism on the general websites that is seen when looking online, this is kind of the aroma that pervades shamanism and I seem to highly resonate with it. I sort of feel like I've finally found something that I really resonate with. Leo's content is very very nice, but not something I can create a theme with in my life. So maybe. I'm not too sure yet. Obviously I still need to dig deeper. Thank you very much. Good luck to you too.

@Keyhole Hmm. I don't think my psyche split or any of the likewise. Also, It is not guiding me toward anything. I'll still do more research. I wonder if this is a problem that has to deal with the heart, because after that happened an experience happened where my whole body started trembling and love issues surfaced that dealt with my mom. It felt deeply intense. Thank you so much. I will follow your instruction until I feel fully clear.

@Rinne just one haha

So I'm a bit worried. I am worried because I might predisposition to schizophrenia. I dont have schizophrenia, athough my dads brothers do. Also, my brother has autism. Although, I dont want to develop it. But to ADD to my dads brothers stories, their dad was horrible. Their dad beat them all the time, and his dad was so cruel to the point where he'd gas animals in boxes to kill them, in which my younger dads self saw him do that. So I also dont know if it is a predisposition to schizophrenia or not, if it was just the psychedelics/drug use tied in with it. They used other drugs also, I think crack cocaine and stuff. I've done research, and I've read that people can develop schizophrenia while taking psychedelics because they're going through bad trauma and they're using it as an escape, only to realize god, or have a really bad trip and their mind breaks. From what I have read and it seems, psychedelics ARE safe with proper care and respect toward the substance. Also it seems that I'm either spiritually gifted/extremely predisposed to spirituality. For example, I had a spontaneous kundalini awakening and realized god on 1.2g of shrooms. Also, I've been interested in this since about 14 years of age. I feel just inherently more inclined towards it. I am just saying this to give a background as to where I'm at. I feel as though with proper set and setting, and also using it as a tool rather than an escape or just to feel good, with a willingness to surrender will render it okay though. I am worried but I feel as though I am fine. I am still unsure though, opinions? Should I still consider taking them with proper precautions? any of your own experiences or somebody you know?

@Prevailer You are God

It is mentioned that there are dimensions beyond the "physical dimension" that are infinite in number, and are not limited by the laws of physics, sanity, logic. There are two that come to mind that mankind has charted much but also not so much: lucid dreaming/dreams and the astral realm. Note: I have NOT done much exploration with those or psychedelics. Could you elaborate further into this? I mean: descriptions, what it was like, etc Also, has mankind charted into domains of anything else? Is this something that I'm going to have to discover myself because of the "direct experience philosophy?" Theres gotta be a way to ground this type of information and further its development. Like the laws of physics we use to define our reality, why couldnt we create a similar system for other realities we can explore? I dont mean the particular minutiae of physics either, I mean defining other realities in terms of any system really, for understanding.

@inFlow @inFlow God is a very very very VERY smart individual.

@electroBeamhahahah. Knew it

@electroBeam that makes sense. That was my intuition. It doesnt make sense to me that hallucinations = schizophrenia either, because then everybody with a tulpa, servitor, people who can astral project, or other psychic abilities would probably receive that label. This def makes me more confident next time. even tho I'll still have existential fear going into it probably lmao. But that part is normal.

@Leo Gura thanks for the reply. Existential fear perhaps. I felt like I was fine

@UDT Haha.. maybe, I don't know.

@Nahm Haha shoot.. you hit me with a truth bullet I guess I don't. ?‍♂️ Well being is prior to knowing. Which is consciousness. "Knowing" through the intellect just seems to all be created by consciousness. So god is completely aware of himself because god is awareness itself

@Nahm hmm.. well I'd say "the knower," because "the knower" would be a created identity.

@Nahm Itself. Exploring itself. Learning about itself.

@Nahm I think so. And yes.

This is my first time taking mushrooms. This started off as something I wanted to do just for the experience and maybe gain small insight. See visuals, meditate, contemplate, smaller stuff. Instead, my whole reality broke apart. General release So, first thing's first. I take them and about a half hour later there are small visual distortions. It looked like objects were breathing and I felt more in touch with reality. The first thing that I do is cry. because I hated myself. I hated myself because it felt like I would never do things right, I was always wrong. That's how my mom made me feel. I let that out, it felt like a lot of my egoic boundaries broke down. I was no longer resisting crying. I now realize how powerful the mushroom is for healing and breaking down egoic boundaries. God realization. Wow! this truly was amazing. At one point, I was lying on the ground. All of my anxiety and fear went away and I felt myself break away. The energy was going toward the third eye chakra and the crown chakra. i remember hearing the ringing similar to what DMT produces when you take it. I was not fearful at all. I just kept letting go, I felt so ready to let go. So I did, and it felt like I fully broke through. My fucking god, the ultimate cosmic joke! I am the whole damn thing! You guys were right, this is completely beyond knowledge and myself. Realities spanning to infinity + Realization of infinity. When mirrors are set up to look at each other, and it produces the effect that you can see mirror after mirror after mirror. That's essentially what infinity is, except when we look into it normally we cannot see infinity because we are conceptualizing it with our mind. I remember imagining a similar effect that I produced when I created that imagery, except I dropped the conceptualization and I saw infinity for what it truly is. Never ending. Also, at some point I completely lost my sense of self and it seemed to produce effects similar to what you'd experience on a high-dose experience. It's like the psychedelic art that you see online. I remember, me being in the center seeing reality after reality after reality being created by consciousness. This is completely beyond words and I was speechless. I remember I kept muttering to myself "utterly remarkable" just at the sheer magnitude and beauty I experienced. No-self Nearing the end of the trip, I was in a state where my self-concept completely obliterated. I didn't exist anymore. I was listening to music and the music sounded completely different without myself. It felt more pure and crisp. No way other to describe this other than it felt like I was blank inside. Will / Getting what you want in life. There's literally no way you CAN'T get what you want in life. Reality is the ultimate giver, and all you really have to do is ask for it, and it will come. This realization came to me because I was struggling with my will and limiting beliefs. This is because god has infinite will and creates anything he fucking wants! out of sheer nothing! people are so scared that somehow things can fail, that they're not good enough, etc. But the TRUTH is, anything you want will come your way. All you gotta do is ask, and sacrifice yourself to your goal. The problem is, is that we generally have unconscious desires that keep manifesting themselves. So we're using this principle, just unconsciously. My expression of life force/consciousness From what I took and understand now, we are all individual expressions of consciousness. Like, yes we are all one, but god creates individual expressions that authentically exhibit different traits and characteristics authentically. I learned that I am a creator. It was so crystal clear to me on the trip, and even now that I'm making this decision in my life. I mean, a creator in art. My soul is definitely a light worker. There's literally no fucking doubt about it. I realized that my only care is for the mission I have for my life right now. Which is: help many many people and be a source of light. I feel like I've known this for a while, I kept questioning myself though. Now is the time to embrace it. Existential fear When "I" started to come back, I felt very fearful. I wanted to come back to myself because of fear. I kept having thoughts like "If I die, then I'm going to lose my goals!" "If I die, I'm going to be so authentic that everybody is going to find out that I had this experience!" That's all folks! I may revision if anything else I may have forgotten comes up.