John Paul

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  1. maybe I'll just treat the men in social settings who test me as women? i mean that might just be asking for it but
  2. at this point in time, I don't expect a completely realistic answer from you unless you are a "master" and i don't know it, who is directing action then? is there such a thing as an action without an intention? or would that intention just be pure peace/joy? or would that intention be to have perfectly balanced energy in the body? when i ask these types of questions is when i feel like i've begun to mentally masturbate...which is fine since that's what i do all day every day anyway edit: that and physically masturbate Edit: rephrase the previous post: is the work to have a more purified/effective version of love as intention (i got it again, thank you.)
  3. @Nahm I'm glad you appreciate my profile picture. I got all done up for it tbh. What do you mean I'm the hack I"m looking for? can you word that another way for me please?
  4. 2nd this. it's not solidified in my philosophy but it's beginning to be. i think all action has a selfish, whether consciously defined or not, intention behind it.
  5. not to dismiss the rest of the post but my question is: isn't this the same devil that loops itself. so the intention behind the work is to be a more conscious devil rather than a less conscious one. and unless i do nothing at all (disappear, no action, no devil, whiteout) then I am a devil (not bad, just a devil so to speak, action for John Paul's satisfaction)
  6. @Nahm You don't think that the monkeys will perceive John paul as a human being disrespected and then lower him in the monkey hierarchy from their perspective?
  7. @Leo Gura do you experience deep, rewarding, satisfying intimacy in friendship?
  8. good bad? yes no? maybe so?
  9. why not make personal peace, joy, and self-expression your reason. and do things that lead to that: pursue mastery, high quality communication and boundaries in relationships, good health etc. VALUES is key. try the LP course
  10. this belongs in the society section, not meditation
  11. Yes. I also did this. Like a text messenger between myself and God. You can write: He doesn't fully understand _______ he needs to ________ it's amazing how humble you can be when it's not you you're taking accountability for
  12. @Blackhawk you are not conscious. you ARE conscious.
  13. pharmaceuticals have heavy metals. you may be backfiring on yourself in the medium-term game
  14. "it's horrible" is equally lying to yourself. you lie to yourself a thousand times today. wake up
  15. @itachi uchiha You are not contributing to the topic. thank you
  16. it almost seems like it's easier to be intimate with strangers for me. unless i took like MDMA or something which idek cause i haven't taken it in forever
  17. @Loba God imagines awakening. "First there was there word" or whatever the fuck the bible says Every word has meaning. God (you) says what words mean. Without God there is no meaning. Without meaning well..... Awakening is a word. Awakening is the word that I would currently define (I can change this whenever I want, because I'm god) as realizing that all meaning is created including the meaning of "I" being "your" individual body rather than the "body" of the infinite universe which is what you truly are in the moments that you let go of "you" as an individual body in space and expand to your true self. That's all awakening is but it's almost impossible to stay there when you live in society because God lies to itself and speaks to you as a liar which is very tricky in moments when "you" are talking to yourself as "another body".
  18. okay. spolism TLDR-why the big deal about the video?
  19. yes but I simultaneously create that John Paul is not God for the sake of "John Paul's" relationship to "other things"(?)
  20. bump* does cooking oil have a lot of heavy metal toxins in it
  21. Either I'm not making some distinction between the meaning of humans and mankind or I'm not understand your post at all. help
  22. @Leilani God doesn't want anything. Wanting is something you do when you don't have Love. God is Love. I still don't know why, but I assume the answer why John Paul exists is "God loves John Paul. John Paul doesn't love himself as much as God loves him yet (if ever). If he did/does it's because he is now God-consciousness" Edit: and at that point John Paul no longer exists *paradox "If you truly loved yourself you would have no problems (desire?) left" Leo Correct or incorrect @Leo Gura