John Paul

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  1. @puporing ya i actually feel that way too. but then you are flexible to bullshit a personality when your personality becomes extremely flexible or that's my theory.. i also feel like i generally am more horny when i get more conscious but don't actually want sex as much i don't know what that means-maybe not enough high-quality women in area/life foundation issues likely (live in the wrong place)
  2. when can we expect gut health + post-heavy metals nutrition/holistic health?
  3. @Danioover9000 but all of those things turn out to be imaginary. and all you have to do is know basic people theory and display that you understand other's values/morals and are okay with them to earn people's trust/approval. then it's all about who you are most hooked with/compatible with
  4. @Medhansh what is dp? also my forum use advice to you is to use the private message feature of the site instead of randomly trying to converse with people on posts.
  5. Please give me something...if i get a vague "well everything is poison do your research" answer. Which meat is okay? There is a local, grass-fed hamburger beef at the store..... that okay? What's better than that? what's worse? I need to eat with peace of mind now. Can't be thinking "well, here's some more poison" every time i eat. What about carbohydrates? @Leo Gura
  6. I have an addiction to Leo. I am needy, period. And I need to heal. I'm just making this post to hopefully wake up at least the few of you that are lying that you are somehow still benefiting from using actualized.org or any personal development material as much as you do. If you are capable of contemplation and have the courage to live your life.... close the computer for a week or two. Read a book for 30 minutes and then forget about PD for the day..... balance yourself, ACTUALIZE.
  7. @Leo Gura and others on the scene right now. How do you handle disrespect from men in the club or venue? What do you do if you encounter a dangerous man? Someone threatening you maybe for example
  8. imma take a break for a while. cya guys later <3
  9. yes, i have dad issues. that's why i would enjoy angrily butt fucking the shit out of you if we were both in prison together @Ulax but sincerely this is a very supportive and mature environment
  10. @Roy that's why you are the man, roy....
  11. @Terell Kirby it makes sense if you can't think properly/have no courage...if not what the fuck you really doin on here unless you really have a question god can't answer? just ask yourself..... i will probably still be asking many health questions in the future and reading Leo's game posts here or there to maintain proper mindset... i need to get off this shit i can't stop clicking posts
  12. @SQAAD I doubt @Leo Gura will actually take accountability for dissing you outright. Booooooo...... booooo.... hypocritical enforcement post and ego backlash at sophism trolls....boo.... edit: *instantly banned*
  13. @Nahm Yes. thank you @Terell Kirby thank you
  14. you're thinking stage blue or orange. there is not one diet that will fit every person.
  15. understanding/compassion, encouraging honesty, setting boundaries
  16. @Nahm okay so maybe not needing respect is what gets respect.... is that what you're hinting at?
  17. I notice that the voice in my head and basically all voices or text is intended to grab my attention for a specific reason, an intention (with a desire or multiple behind it). Is this statement true (and i understand that if it is, it's a paradox): God does not speak the Truth, it is the Truth. All word and creation is technically "devilry". Not "bad" but "devilry" meant to capture the mind of God and fragment it to cause some sort of reaction in me (God). The relaxed breath is God itself... yet I don't understand how I'd understand or act without the voice... yet it is the voice itself saying that. I first created the voice to defend me against the voice. Now my voice controls me.... at least that's what the voice tells me.
  18. right. my question is your goal as a monkey does not actually help you to reach God right? You already are God. No? @Breakingthewall
  19. Yup. Never start again bro. Even if you think you can have one without getting addicted. DO NOT. smoker friends suck but if you're attached what you gonna do, love is love
  20. i thought the forum guidelines were to be friendly? You are a total fucking asshole here.
  21. last night i was masturbating in a kneeled position and like stroking it with an upside down hand with the thumb open so it could stroke down past the balls. just obsessing about how hard my dick was felt pretty good. having a hard dick is great.
  22. @Karmadhi exactly bro. but then you will start getting pussy and your monkey face will start cheesing again and you'll be all better. also, i know leo said "this problem won't solve itself" about dating but i think subconsciously if you take care of other parts of your life before dating (especially emotional understanding and healing and health/fitness) you'll feel like you care about yourself more than them and the hoooooooooooes will start acting all wet *while still dating of course, just prioritize the woman last, that's what zero investment is right? and try going out with friends (who actually want you to succeed of course)