John Paul

God decides if it matters or not

@undeather my lifestyle has been radically inconsistent. junk food, vegan, hard drugs, "cleanses" "juicing", more junk food, play video games all night, alcohol and cigarettes and ecstasy/dubstep, practice yoga/pranayama every day-sober, try to get big and take protein and creatine, pizza delivery driver, working overnight shifts, stressful restaurant job, labor work, "depression" "anxiety" "dissociation", therapy and quickly quitting with some success, psychedelics, psychosis, ADD drugs, girlfriend/no girlfriend, live here/live there etc. very hard to track "health" I will go to a doc once i have health insurance again and then i might pop on here and see where you guys are at. I'm ready to be consistent now (for self-actualization)

who do i turn to for proper education on my gut etc and what are the signs that this person really knows what they are doing and isn't just trying to take my money?

I'll bust an extra one for you

hahah was he wearing the hippy pants and beads? that's awesome... what did you think/feel after leaving the office?

@undeather I don't really have a patient history, i've been a hippy for a while. and i really doubt doctors in general, i'd like to feel in charge of the direction (somewhat) of the interaction when i enter the office

@VeganAwake LOL YOUR PROFILE PIC

God creates everything, therefor it can destroy everything. you could say that nothing exists but God, but slightly from a more practical point of view: you will be able to deconstruct your defense mechanisms and other assumptions of what is "true" that are getting in the way of your progress with your self-image/image of life, and that in turn can bless you with more rewarding life experience-you gravitate toward healthy practice, develop the way you present yourself, feel happier and more in control of your own state, less needy, better relationships etc.

can't you chase things and be calm at the same time? if i'm calm i'd rather be calm going on an adventure to another country with God than being calm and staring at a wall with God.

@Onecirrus lol bro the way you said get raped like this is Call of Duty LOL LOVE IT (rape is not funny, video game flashback are though)

Denormalize saying to another person that they are "mentally masturbating", "playing an ego game", "projecting" or any other misused spiritual term to talk down to someone (dismiss them, not argue back) and introduce debate terminology instead.

@hello1234 what if he you even suspected due to some kind of cue that he might rape your daughter if you didn't over take him and your mind starts racing "he might have a knife in his coat" you knock him down and it looks like he is going to get up. you wouldn't kick that "scumbag" (perspective) right in his fucking face even though he's down...? wake up bro SURVIVAL even on a global scale

@hello1234If you’re extremely low conscious and have no empathy then yes. if someone looks like they are about to jump you and youre with your little daughter, are you going to worry about that guys ballsack or face? no

"A warrior never abandons himself"- Don Juan (Carlos Castaneda) Always have your own back no matter what. Never compromise unless it's the best/only option you can do for yourself.

@Spook17 as long as you are truly joyful and satisfied with your life there's no need to be serious

HAHA yeah!!! you got it bro!!! AND the scientific journals must be reviewed by Leo while high on a break through dose of 5-MEO in his ass.

@Username unlimited private message feature/add the person on WhatsApp or some shit

you don't even know how much acid on the tab. i would take 6 to be sure strong enough to feel effect. LOL just kidding bro idk, take 1 in an emotionally safe space and don't leave it, turn off phone till u know you're sober

BAHAHAHAHA YEEEEEAH BRO!!!! LOL

@Migue Lonas non-duality been around the whole time in purple and blue, it just hard to practice with red and disappearing with orange take-over/can't see it when immersed in orange culture

@StarStruck i wouldn't hold the mindset of get on her nerves or as you become calibrated you will subconsciously get on her nerves, turn her off. but if you just have the mindset of "i'm not gonna filter anything i say or do in front of her" that's better... you will naturally get on her nerves you annoying bastard LOL

what kind of labs are most important to track? and what kind of stool test

John Coltrane

Make an enforced guideline that meditation section questions are about actualizing spirituality in one's "personal life".... my perspective is group philosophizing/contemplation in this forum format is extremely counter-productive/distracting. "I have a question about my practice" my breathing. my meditation schedule. "i have a question about LSD" mushrooms, setting the stage for tripping Is there a solid reason why we can't crack down on questions of philosophy? "Here is my new advanced model of the Truth of reality"....extremely counter-productive to those serious about actual work @Leo Gura edit: "personal life" in quotations because some philosophical asshole is gonna come at me lol Edit: those posts would be find in the journal section? group contemplations, trip reports etc. then they are owning that this is their shit and not sometime true for everyone?