John Paul

@sleep take space from any information source or person who tells you negative things about you or puts pressure on you to be different than you are. being good at stuff doesn't matter as much as you being happy. you should do things you like to do..and i don't believe it that if you practice you can't get good...dont give up, you can do it.

@BlueOak i disagree, it's easy to tell someone why they are wrong and be nice at the same time if that is something you hold firmly in your mind

Don't underestimate the value of things that maintain your morale. The toaster does nothing to maintain your morale, the painting does. Think about if Leo did all his videos dressed in a wrinkled ACDC shirt and said "uhhhhh..hey guys... uhhmmm...so today we are talking about aztec non-duality...and uh.. so i was thinking about this video." nah bro.. actualized.org's information is extremely valuable to society in terms of education...but Leo's true impact is his ART-his ability to write clear and beautiful speeches and deliver them to you in such a way that it INSPIRES you to be curious about life, to ask questions, and to have a more beautiful vision for your personal life... it's not the practical information itself, not really.. at the end of the day it's his ability to inspire a part of you. and that's the same thing many people find in Kanye West-when they listen it awakens a certain feeling in them that helps them make it just one more day. if you just lived in a cement block, with just a bed and no mirror, and everyone wore the same clothes, and we just all ate the same meal.....how can you feel anything, you'd be crazy. you need your favorite restaurant and dish, and the shirt you feel good in, and your songs on the way to the office, and you need Leo when you get home to inspire you, and you need to make art yourself to satisfy that part of you too

@JosephKnecht hitting you with a stick may hurt you. hit the idea with a stick, not the person

daaaamn that girlfriend image creeped me out. that's so fucking cool, i can't imagine though it must have been so scary haha. i hope you get on your feet and try again later and it's not scary. edit: maybe when you start again, try a tiny amount

Act quickly this is critical for the survival of your relationship* Find someone online who can make you a realistic skin-mask of the guy's face ya know like so you look like him... then after the show role-play with her-be like "hey, i saw you dancing, why don't you come out with us, we are gonna get some drinks" then after couple drinks tell her you are about to head back your place n if she wants to come. on the way home hum/sing softly some of ur biggest hit loves songs to her n slide ur hand onto her knee..oh but i have boyfriend......what u mean....????? wtf?? I'm so-n-so u can't say no to meee!!!! pulls over* AHH NO STOP STOP I HAVE BOYFRIEND HELP HELP. u com in out of nowhere AHHH GET OFF HER (you're gonna have to man up for this) punch yourself in face* rip off mask* huffing and puffing* intense eye contact with girl* oh baby- pick her up over shoulder walk into home with her throw on bed. Don't ever go into danger like that again...passionate love with spanking in middle to show dominance* ahhh my hero.....*end

LOL idk but i love it <3

@soos_mite_ah @patricknotstar they secretly like each other....

an infinite amount of time passes* "AHHHH U GOT MEEE!" buddha is laughing his fucking ass off, his ice cream cone is melting all over his hand and orange monk suit* hold on guys, check phone-new leo forum post "It isn't as simple as titties....you're really taking the nuance of breasts for granted here. i've seen breasts where one nipple was placed perfectly in the center of the tit and the other tit's nipple was practically in the girl's armpit." look back up* jesus is in character* MEEEET MYYY SAH MU RAI SWORDD HUUUUUU AHHHHHHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA buddha can't even stay in character his ice cream cone is all over his toes, and getting his buddha sandals all sticky, he doesn't care he's enlightened, his face is red and he is clearly out of breath absolutely dying, jesus is loving this.... MEEETTTT MYYYYY *gets back in front of buddha who is doubled over* SAAAAAAA MUUU RAI SOOODE *pretends to poke buddha. walk into the spirit bathroom and look into the mirror that resembles the local health food store bathroom. lil wayne how to love is playing on the PA "NNN I JUSS WANN U TO NOOOO,,, THAT U DEESERVE THA BESSS YO BEUTIFOOOOOHOHOH....*echo-oh oh oh oh* YO BEYOTIFO..YEEEAH..NN I WAAAN U TA NOOO... YA FAAA FROM THE USUAL..YA FAAAA FROM USSSSSUALLLLL" cry* walk back out. buddha has literally pissed and shit his pants laughing and rolling around in it (totally equanimous about the shit) DYING, still holding his ice cream cone with no ice cream in it- and Jesus is going "hey buddha.. hey buddha look at this..." *does a silly dance move* you descend bak down to earth...drive to dunking donuts girls house..sorry but..its over. she cries* walk away...drive into sunset with solemn face*** apply for desk job at Kinko's headquarters. nobody nows you are buddha/jesus consciousness.....the end

Insight: pointing out other people's points of ignorance and ways in which systems don't work is a total waste of an individual's life that they could be spending frolicking through flowers singing "laaaa laaa laaa la laaaaaa fuuuuuck everyboooody eeeellllse" and then jacking off right there in the middle of the field with effortless passion AAAAAHHHHH nutting right on a dandelion's face just like in the pornos... sigh... I'm such a big man..... get in the car, start doing donuts on the dirt road, drive back into town, go sunglass shopping-trying one on-ooohhh hot girl...."whats up girl?" oh ya got the phone number for later, go get a boba tea from the asian sweet tea shop, *donuts in the parking lot again* sorry officer-pay the ticket-no biggie, drive out to the edge of the beach, AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH SCREAM INTO NOTHING... go home, take 7 grams of mushroom asodighadh WHUUU??? WHOOO??? WHUUU? SPIRITS? HAHAHA come back down, cry, laugh, pick up the guitar...."fuuuuuuuck eveeeeryyyy bobooooooodyyyyyy eeeeeellllse".. jack off right into the guitar hooollee like in the pornos (SHAMELESS, LOUD, FULL-BODY-TENSED ORGASM RIGHT ON YOUR GUITARS'S LITTLE FACE) "UUUUUUUHHHHHHH YEAAAAAUH!!! MMMMM YEAH BABY!!!" drive to dunking donuts can i get a number 3 donut combo and your number babe? *gets number..fuck yea* drive to the health food store, alright alright i'll be good this time. walk in mouth still full of donut. where's the broccolini? *lil john/usher song comes on the PA system* "NN SHEEEZ LIKEE WUUUN MOOO DAAANS, NN UMM LIKE YEAAAAH, HOWW THE HELLL AM I SUPPPPOSE TO LEAVE???" twerking upside down in the deli... "sorry occifer" pay the ticket*. buy broccolini. go back out to the wilderness with dunking donuts girl with 14 grams mushroom each. make beautiful love to usher/lil john radio on spotify for 9 hours....damn she's good. *you wake up* it was just a dream..huh??? 7 OCLOCK??? IM LATE! Get in from of green screen* it's 2014* "Heeeeeeeey.. this is Leo... foooor actualized... dot org... and in this episode.. we're going to be talking abou- ASDFASDF*** Shadow Leo bursts through the door- *layered movie devil voice* YOU CAN NEVER UNDO WHAT YOU HAVE CREATED LEO, I OWN YOU* *teary eyed Leo unsheathes samurai sword-pronounced- SAH MU RAI... "SHADOW LEO.... YOUR TIME HAS COME......TO MEET MY SAH MU RAI SWORD...... HUUUUUUUUUUUUU AAAAAAHHHH!!!!!!" *shadow leo sliced in half along with all of reality** wake up again* *GASP*....oh it was a dream, go down stairs, take a vitamin c with 10 tabs of acid sigh* turn on the tv, it's family feud.... "WE AAAASSKED.....100 PEOPLE..... IF OTHEEERS DON EXIIIIIISSS...... THENNNN DUUUUZ THAT MEAN IM ALL ALONE.???" BUUZZZ* YOU ASTRAL PROJECT INTO THE CONTESTANTS BODY BCUZ UR GOD* ..."titties" STEVE HARVEY'S REACTION HAS THE AUDIENCE DYING FOR 10 FULL MINUTES STRAIGHT..... SHOW US ON THA BOOOODE.... TIIIIITEHS!!!! DING* ITS ACTUALLY 100 YOU WON!!! YOU GOT ENLIGHTENED AND YOU WON!!!!! U ASCEND TO MEET BUDHA AND CHRIST... N U GUYS TAKE TURNS REENACTING THE SCENE WHERE LEO KILLS SHADOW LEO WHILE THE OTHER GETS TO WATCH AND EAT SNACKS....FOREVER.... namaste

ask the light what those things are since you are meditating so well!! and then do it!!!!

@Bogdan you want to be motivated by joy and curiosity not by fear and defense. do something that you think you would love to do once you master it and ignore any logical criticism you might receive (literally)

take whatever is most interesting to you right now, fuck everything else, you young, whatever is most enjoyable to learn

step one: stop watching any youtube or reading a forum etc that is telling you any behavior you are doing is inherently "bad" step two: stop telling yourself that any behavior you're doing is inherently "bad" and see what it does for you step three: same for steps one and two except for any emotion that you feel and to any degree you might feel them step four: cut out the people in your life that are doing this to you or set a firm boundary with them to not give you unsolicited advice, walk away

@soos_mite_ah women play games.

@Username @Striving for more i like oats... sometimes i get tired but usually it gives me a steady energy feeling and no stomach problem with oats.. i can't eat bread and pasta i know

what are some possible causes of sleepiness after food? too many calories? allergy? most likely cause? Average buffer time to fully wake up? just curious for answer, doesn't sound like a biggie for me. thanks for your help so the ideal meal is like...

Yes!!! you do you the only logic i can think of is you gotta keep it extra clean if someone's gonna go down there with there mouth. and if it's really bushy it can sometimes get in someone's head. like the hair's gonna get in there mouth....maybe I'm just a weak man who needs to embrace a bush in face...probably

@Yarco just kidding bro but where's the proof and statistics showing teachers suggesting that kids are gay and where is the popular media saying that gay is cool and cis is boring? also maybe more people have been gay and now that's it's normalized and allowed it's just more common(?) possible(?) illogical(?)

@assx95 there is over six hours of "how to get laid" you can go watch and he includes that you shouldn't give up before 1000 approaches... congrats you are on the way and also agree with @flowboy and add if your life ain't straight you'll subconsoiucly know this and the girl can tell-unless you wanna get really good at bullshitting girls, it's a lot better for your life holistically to take care of yourself first and this is the whole "displaying value" thing honestly rather than bullshitting it. but keep going bro keep the momentum especially if you have the free time for it...if not sometimes you gotta jack it more often lol

yep, it's official (he's gay)

or do you want to dance with an old lady and lying about it because then you don't have to have the balls to dance with a hot chick and you get the bonus of identifying as "altruistic"

as long as there is nothing in your energy/behavior that is unfair/manipulative which i mean as: you are not using her to vent some lovey dove feelings sometimes... aww your so sweet with that genuine energy... because at your ages the amount of experience you have it isn't really realistic that she will be able to overlook these as accidents-she will think you are starting to fall in love with her and realistically she isn't going to be able to stop falling in love with you. her falling in love just from sex is not your fault if you can not vent that lovey dovey energy to her but realistically from my exp you don't want a chick to fall in love with you bro.. because in the end you will have to reject her and it will hurt you too. but you need pussy ay i know you (me), so go ahead and learn the hard way. but try your best to keep it honest consistently and talk truthfully often

i think i see an error in your thinking-that if you label a girl a "girlfriend" that she is suddenly "more important than your plans". i think it's ALOT less energy being diverted from your "plans" if you just commit to the girl you like most but set healthy boundaries through communication (set realistic expectations for her) that she isn't going to get as much attention as your plans

you are avoiding - your symptoms of poor health, your unprocessed or "not okay" (by your bullshit created standard of how you're allowed to feel) emotions (acknowledge your pain), or the fact that you need to take many actions that you don't want to take ("lazy"-self-esteem problem) in order to change your life to be rewarding, or the fact that you have addiction (doesn't matter to what imo, like addiction is more of an energy by my definition i have addict energy and you do too) and you need to just start saying no and embracing the pain underneath little by little, avoiding sacrificing your current ambitions you mentioned are for societal perception to ambitions of joy-hiking example, I think to change your expectations of the emotions you "should" or "should not" feel and to stop living for us and start living for you, most important (at least that's how i feel about myself, and that's all i can really see right now)