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I also know the theoy but in reality you dont find thoughts, perceptions and feeling separately. These are dualism. All of them happens at the same time and they are interconected. Also, this experience happens when I am sleep, I dont have control over it and it last a few seconds. I cannot say, ok stop, this is a thought, I am not the though, be aware of the thought and so on, like when I am meditating.

Holy shit, I am sorry for you. I don´t know why spirituality teachers doesn´t talk about this. So what is the solution? Just keep meditating to reach an ego death someday and get rid of this hell? I am sleeping. The next thought arise as clear as crystal: whatever I do, it is TOTALLY IMPOSSIBLE I avoid my death. It is not a simple thought but the most real thing I ever know/experience. I cleary understand that I am gonna dissapear. I cannot accep this and I wake up screaming like crazy fighting against that insight. The experience is an insight: a mix between idea and emotions Precisely that is what I do to escape from that experience "death doest´n exist, it is just a thought as spiritual teachers say " but deep down I feel this is not true; I can trick myself for a while but not forever. I deeply believe death is real and death is the end. I am not saying this is true, I am just saying what I feel/deeply believe. I have never experienced Absolute beyond death.

By the way: when I was around 10-16, I could voluntarily acces to that experience during the day, just thinking deep about death. It is not possible to me these days. It only happens to me during sleep now.

You are totally right. I have thought about this several times. If I could accept death in that moment I would get it. But it is impossible for me, it is too strong, I am very very far from being able to accept that madness. The more background meditation I get, the more mental clarity (less ego defenses) I have and the more experiences (or stronger) of this type occur to me. Precisely today I have written this thread because last night I have had my strongest experience of this type in the last 10 years. It has been 16 hours since it happened to me and I am still a little scary after the strong shock. Thank you, appreciate your support.

you want to replace a thought with a new one both wrong

There is no toxic masculinity in the West since, at least, the 80s. What the mainstream calls toxic masculinity is simply masculinity.

It is bad because globalist cannot impose their agenda frome the UE. That´s why all mainstrain media is against brexit. Because they don't like that people can have sovereignty to decide the policies of their nations.

whaaat

The most evolved people I know evolved from green (when they were teenagers) to blue. It was also my case; partially. Man, there are even words for this on the internet: "redpill", "based", "blackpilled". People when they are young they live in la la land, they think, that religion is bullshit, all races are equal, autority and tradition are stupid, all is driven by reason, etc, etc ; is is bascially narcisism, Then they grow, read, mature, gains experience, etc and start to be more realistic and respect tradition and society norms.

gives a aesthetically perfect description of really from your pov of western postmodern liberal because all the other perspective fall below you

well because spiral dynamics is bullshit if really obeys to spiral dynamics, spiral dynamics is ok, if really goes against spiral dynamics, it is a regression. That way spiral dynamics is 100% irrefutable. Of course if you consider you are in the top of the spiral, spiral dynamics is ok for you, but it is self bias If you want to understand civilizations development study Spengler and Toybee, not that lefties development models.

he is doing good

Why do you label that as God then? How can you give good attributes to it? On point in favor of Leo is that what you are saying is atheist and nihilist

can I ask if you reject the metaphysical notions of God/Good/Love? Absolute is "good" or "neutral"?, in other words, does it make more sense to you the nihilist atheist narrative or the God narrative (of course any narrative is not correct, right, but I am sureyou know what I mean)?

Maps from different traditions put that God/Infinite experiencie in the early stages of transpersonal development. I don't know any mystic who went arkahatness and then he said he had God-experiencies onthologicaly superior than non-dual. And pschycodelics were always there, they are not something new btw. Maybe you are right, I don't know. But it is you against the world haha.

It would be great that someday you expand that low level vs high level notion you are talking about. It basically goes against teaching of 99% spiritual teachers.

I don´t understand the experience argument. The guy could also replay: you Rupert Spira are not enlightened rn because you are having the experience of talking with me.

people own nothing and they own everything it is not about "best thing for humanity", it is about power

He doesn't claim to be a prophet to begin with. For me he is a classic Indian guru, with a high level of consciousness but at the same time full of vanity and frivolity, paradoxically. If guru has a negative connotation in the West it is due to something.

it has to do totally with the personality most people who are writing here are probably INTP

I wonder what Richard Tarnas thinks about this event.

Everything is dead because of the covid men. You couldn´t even use tinder because coffe shops are closed in most regions. I would wait to the summer (june-july), maybe the restricions are lower at that time and also you have good weather. Apatment in Barcelon 1.000 eur by the way, not 500.

"inflated ego" that's my definition of evil actually haha

It is just lack of critical thinking. Not evil but ignorance.

I am against this whole stupid circle, mask, restrictions, confinement, etc. I only wear a mask so I don't get fined by the police so obviously not.