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The same story again and again, Osho, Da Free Jones, Mooji, etc, etc. People never learn the lesson. This kind of 1 spiritual leader societies are problematic by its own nature.

So you morality believes comes from Love and JP, science and conservatives morality believes come from ego attachments. Pretty biased.

If depression and suicidal thoughts are not wrong, why are you trying to help them?

I am not nihilistic because I think that suffer is not good. For example: I think that a civilzacion that sacrifies children and torture people is worst than a pacific civilization. Somebody can create strong beileves, values and judgments from that POV. Where am I wrong? And yeah Leo, in practice, for you behavior, you also believe that. That Nihilistic spirituallity can´t be sustain in practice. Why did you launch a new initiative to help people in the forum who has suicidal or depression problems? Because you Believe what I say in the first paragraph.

search "shadow work" in the forum searcher, you will find a lot of stuff Also, Elliot Hulse is the man.

masculine shadow, of course you don´t like it because it is a shadow work on it

Honestly I have not done daygame since covid started. If it was weird before I can´t imagine how wierd it is after pandemic haha, people is more autistic and scared of other people. Even great PUAs like Todd are focusing more to apps now rather than cold approach.

I don´t understand Isn´t he contradicting himself? Firs he say you can´t do nothing and let the toughts do whatever they want because that is bascically your regular non-mediation state but then he says you have to allow toughts with the zen teacher example...

Just do vipassana noting guys, do not think about solipsism. It is a practice, not a methapisical theory.

both 5-meo solipsistic insight and regular sober understanding are false becuase both are ideas, mental noise, The Absolute is ARRATIONAL, it is silence, no "exist" "imagination", "invent", etc. Both materialsm and solipsism are false.

Well the point is you state God is just an experience arising and passing (an experience that can be trascended for stages 4 and 5) and not the essence of reality. Leo think God is the essence of Reality. I think the distinction between the two positions is clear and not possible to make compatible which I see you optimistically are trying to do haha.

Fighting again and again every day. Immediate pleasure versus long-term goals. It happens since the moment the alarm rings and you want to keep sleeping but you know if you do it it will bring bad consquences to you. It contiunos during the day with your cold shower, with your job/project/study, with your pickup journey, with your breathwork, etc etc. And once you think you are doing good, you relax and you mess it up again so you have to be in permanent alert and fight. It is so tired. It is what I hate about life. I have been all my life in this cycle of be discipline, relax, fail, try to discpline again, get it, relax, fail, etc, etc.

Look for some teacher or spiritual community, it could make your good to be in a spiritual healthy environment. This path is not about craziness but soverty, peace and love

Because reason is you trying to change reality, it is an ego (egoism) activity. Reason is you trying to escape from present moment. Reason is desire. If you would be 100% satisfied with the present moment, why would questions (reason is basically answers to questions) arise?

No, pure understanding is just silence and peace, it is not a methapisical idea about reality. I have been trap in that solipsistic perception for a while and I I had this deep realizaion recently: both "reality exists" and "reality is imaginary" are false, in the same degree of falsehood; present moment is ARATIONAL

" from the absolute perspective, all of that is right now imagined to have happened." is a believe you are having in the present moment, so it is not real. You see, I can also play this game so your solipsistic perspective is not more real than my materialistic perspective because both are thoughts that are arising in the present moment. That´s why Leo and Nah discourse doesn´t make sense, because what they are attacking is as false as what they are stating, from the Absolute perspective. All these solipsistic game is just neurosis and dishonest dialectic arguments. The idea "you are imagining everything" is also false because it is an idea!!

Great post. You should share it with Frank.

Out of the cushion I do 2 things: 1. If you are doing something that requires mental effort, put all your concentration there (use concentration skills) 2. If you are doing something more automatic like walking or eating practice vipassana noting (use awareness skills) I am not doing it full time yet but it is my goal, I fully compromise with spiritually.

The key pont is: Are you God/Infinite Love if you are not aware you are God/Infinite Love, if you are in mind mode? Is a dream real while you are dreaming it? The "oh it was just a dream happens when you wake up, but it looks like you want to impose your new perspective to the past. Could be possible that God exist only when you realize God exist?

shadow working and bioergentics working!

it is the same, if you are God how can you die...

I feel that my ego is not a thought but body tension (in my spin and back of my head) and if I could surrender to this tension the ego identification will stop.

The instructions are easy but the excersie is not easy because the mind will trick you all the time.

It depens on the techinque. Do nothing and noting, wich are the main techniques I do, feels no-efford to me. I just have to observe what arise in consciusness and don´t push hard to anywhere That´s a good point. Just focus on the goals and not in the process so when you mess it up you don´t feel guilty due to you broke your discipline. Probably make the dispcline itself the goal is my mistake. ok so I think my body needs homeostasis all the time haha