EddieEddie1995

@Epikur Sometimes you have too suffer in order to wisen up I cut wood, dishwashed, foodrun and many soul sucking jobs so I could now love myself and be ruthless in developing my skills and bizz The slap in a face wakes you up, or not. I suffered more then enough in my life, now, nothing can break me, and if it does, getting up will be a piece of cake! I play the game baby!

@iTommy Nice! So now I know what was up with me hehehe I did all those things you wrote naturally I ate "crap" food when I wanted, jurked off, played video games and all the things that I thought I was not Surrender to it!

@Epikur Uu, I like that one ? Who said that you are not a moneky now? Haahahha!

@Epikur Ohhh yeees! This is what you mean... I completely agree. This is why I almost killed myself. Dreanking, smoking, gambling, fighting etc. but this made me go full circle an wisen up so... I ment that in this way. You cannot be too serious in this work that we do, if you are, it means that you are protecting something, you are too attached of the idea of who you are and the importance of it, and it makes you rigid, and not flexible, playful... To make much more progress in this work is to not take yourself so seriously, like a child! When you fall (backlash), you get up and start running again This life is a game, some times we win and some times we lose, but still... why not enjoy the fucking game? Easier said then done ofc!

Path of less resistance is a brilliant book! Sometimes we have other motivations that we cannot see. They are in our shadow, so when we force to much on one side, we have other side pulling as back. What side are you not fulfilling? Here is an example I had a minimalist idea that socializing is waste of time and because of it I stopped socializing with other people. This is a positive motovation that I neglected which made me have backlashes. It took me some time to see this. Now, I go socialize for 2-3 h a week ahhahaha and I fulfill that need so natural motovation for the other thing arises What are the things you are neglecting in your Vision? Find them and aligne them with it ? @Emerald knows whats up I hope this helps ?

When I was at stage orange it was strong motivator. Oh, I want to get to Yellow! So because I studied the model and did the work I entered Yellow. Hell yeah you can use it! You can also use it to trigger and manipulate stage green people easily. You know the lenguage they use, and you craft it however you want. Im short financially, so I plan to do test my idea a little bit ? Its for the greater good ofcourse ? I can't wait to fuck around with orange on YT.

@Epikur Nice! It is too slow for me hehe Music is a good kick start, yes! Like a coffe. You need a little boost hehe The ego doesn't like silence, especially when we do shadow work

@Epikur I agree. Eddie is good at finding the fine line ? I don't have to earn anything, but If it is for the greater good Im open for change. This is why I am where I am ? Can you give me an example? Please...

@Epikur Why So Serious? This is my moto! In my future way of teaching I plan to purposefully trigger people! And then ofcourse ask, If you are so spirotual... why so serious? Who is the one that is triggered? Hahaah! Life is a dream, but can you live like it is? Snowflakes

This is one of the channels I use. The music depends on what I am doing. If I dive deep into shadow and consciousness work, I use that one. I get excited and In flow very easily ? But when I do concentration and meditation practice I use no music

What does she mean by work? What kind of music? I am the most creative when I write and generate ideas when I listen to music. But music that doesn't change ritam drastically and have no words in it. We work the best when the mind is at ease. And music calms my mind. Well crafted video!

@Epikur Hahahahahah! I loughed so hard! Indeed! He is Inspiration! Im going to be like him some day ?

NOW is the only time! Do it on empty stomack and after sex And also do it on full stomack so you could see the difference, how your consciousness is impacting your mood, your behaviour, your thoughts etc.

For example I implemented a time of the day where me and GF dance. She would never do that. This is the power of selfawarnes. I am systematically getting her Enlightened. After the dance, and Love (we gad orgasm and mystical exp. just dancing, I writen about it) she is open for any deep communication. Even realizing that she is God. EDIT/NOTE - I wanted to post the post bellow, here. But I messed up. Everything is connected ?

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMemkfp43/ Check out my TikTok videos where I dance! It all started with my first microdose of mashrooms where I had an idea "why not eat them evry day"! This flow and synergy is amazing! And my wish is now fulfilled, but without mashrooms though ?? Dance is natural state of Enlightenment. Why? You are not thinking about dancing. You are Doing it. Do and Be are the same thing hue hue

@Bodhitree Yes! I love your post! Amazing! This is what I mean when I say "indirectly". I usually talk about my own mistakes so I could point out theirs in a way they don't even realise what I did there hehe I plant seeds/viruses that slowly but shortly eats away the negative perspective and grows into a more conscious one. With my mastery of communication (that I just started to shine awareness on and how good I am at it) I made my girlfriend contemplate herself into realizing what God is. I will shoot a video about it ? (few months ago she was at SD blue/orange). Also, I will shoot a video how you can systematically change someone. I bet stage green I have to fix someone so I could assure myself I am a good person people will love it ?

@Moksha Thanks anyways, I will find it hehe @Carl-Richard I got my answer last night ? You cannot grasp God. God is eternal mystery that appears and dissolves in the present moment. Evry moment appears and dissolves at the same time. The idea of observing how it is dissolving is just creating new mysteri that dissolves at the same time. But ultimately, there is no one observing ? If every second is mysterious, then the idea of you having control in it is illusion within the mystery. So me saying why do they stop falls away when you look at it from the absolite perspective. Becouse you never stop. You are always falling, forever... marveling, basking at the beauty of God! But from the relative perspective, there is mastery to gain. Many gurus skiped yellow, and repeat themselves like monekys talking to mankeys. Am I beaing disrespectful or loving? Hmmm...

@Moksha Where did he posted this? I actually blindly believed that he is... until few weeks ago. I love Leo ? Im just throwing this out there... I think Leo needs to take a break from Actualized.org. Like a big break. To Let it go for a year, even though it will be scary. This is what I did. But I didn't have so much pressure on my back ("the world needs me") becaouse I was just getting started with my bizz and the attachment I created towards it. Because of it I was able to let go of the whole role that I was playing, I surrendered... Actualized.org is a system that will never be stopped. Actually... it is just getting started. Some times we need to leave so people could appreciate how much we worth... Im sad that people can be so disrespectful towards Leo(themselves)... well, this is because they are stuck in one perspective... poor guys... spiritual ungrateful monkeys... ????

I don't understand why would they stop at the basic level? Im will use this gift to reach the deepest mastery. But I guess I will find out! I am always open for the tottal opposite of what I might understand, since... it is fucking infinite! @Carl-Richard

@BadHippie @Forestluv Keep it coming guys! Im enjoying this! ? ehehehh

It is. This is why some traditions have rigorous practises for enlightenment. Who is the one that is suffering? I might feel sad, beaten down, or even angry, but I allow it, I love myself for it... It is how it is. (Im not master at it, but you know...) Beated down, angry, depressed are senations arising and dissolving, we suffer when we try to control them (run away from negative, and hold on to positive), not knowing how to let go. Im very fresh, but Im sure in the future I will be able to transend phisical pain. (Im starting to get the hang of it, or I em deluded... who cares ?) Imagination, life is your creation! ?

@Matt23 Nice! Nice! I sometimes play the game of a messenger. To random people in my city (it is small, everyone knows eachother) I do something along this lines: "why are you wasting your life"? (Im good at doing it indirectly hehee) Most of them get defensive or even stop talking to me, but not for long... because they realize that the slap in the face I gave them was just to wake them up a little bit hehe

@Meditationdude This shit is the best thing you can do! It will pay off! And you will loughed how silly you were ? Keep going! Recognize backlashes, let yourself backalide, smoke some weed, watch few movies, re energize and gat back to work! Consider backslading as one more conscious practise The main point of this post "Jurk off consciously" hahahahah!

@Bodhitree You made me sad and agry... this is clearly bullshit! We are doing everything we can... major catastrophe is necessary so we could learn our lesson. But who cares what will happen in 150 years anyways. I only live for the NOW