EddieEddie1995

He has like 50 books hahaha I will pick few

@Hello from Russia I started watching Ken Willber. He is amazing! What books do you recommend from him?

@Javfly33 How does God do that? ? You got one word! hehe Why do you think you have this duality? Can't you just swich to Absolute perspective?

@Vibroverse Thank you ❤ Fuck yeah it is hehehe This song is me. My mind is projecting everything and It is how I think it is, but it goes deeper. It was not only a belief/thought... Like this blowed me up, I cannot explain it... Oh yeah! Idk how thoughts and emotions are linked, I only had a belief that I know! work in progress eddie, work on progress! shut the fuck up eddie and enjoy this lol Hey guys do you know what? I love myself!

@allislove Ohhh It feels like home! Im in state of love, relaxation, like Im constatly in a meditative state! It is amazing! This release feels so good... I was holding it for so long! Im texting you tomorrow ?

thats the osho song at first I was like what the fuck is that, its like im listening to sheep hurd lol, until my eyes lids started to shake/move and I started spining in circles (I was sitting and my body was moving in circle xd)

Hello Allislove! Im not sure what you meant by that, but Im for sure working on those beliefs hehe

Ehehehe, not anymore my frined! ❤ This is what God told me today also! And h e did that with this song! It popped out in my suggestions on YT. I knew intuitively that I must listen to it. It was a direct message! Like the whole song was writen for me! I cried 5h in Joy hhahaha (eddie ussually cried in suffering) Hearing whispers in the night Voices filling up your mind You're like a ghost of you You've been drowning in the rain Slowly saving up the pain So deep inside of you See the colours of the sky Slowly turn from black and white A rising hope, bright as gold And now there's nothing left to lose So we're breaking all the rules And they don't know what we know 'Cause I can hear the thunder from afar A lightning in the dark I can feel the fire come alive So calm before the storm So dark before the dawn Oh, I can see the fire in your eyes In your eyes Oh, I can see the fire in your eyes In your eyes Oh, I can see the fire in your eyes Oh, I can see the fire in your eyes Now you'll never be the same Once you've felt that burning flame You're chasing stars alive What was… So many synchronisities! They were always there, but I just couldn't see them! Oh boy... there is no turning back boys! ?

Hehehe! Yes ❤! But there is a huge difference now! That "someone" is me! I was telling myself that I cannot create what I want ahhahaa How crazy and amazing is that?!

I know, right?! Eddie is outside of the box!

My Yellow and Turquoise insights are here to help me out, to inspire me. It is like a magnet that is pulling me upwards. But that doesn't mean I can skip integration or problems. Or if I skip them I skip them because it is better for me in that phase of my life, and I know that I will come back and solve them later. You have to see what is good for yourself... and asking those questions is a good start! It is a balancing game my You gonna have to solve this "problems" sooner or later ?

OneNote is my life man, like literally hehe! I think this is one of the main reasons I started to develop Yellow. After some time you start to feel it out. You develop your own systems and structures. Im upgrading mine soon to 2.0!

Thank you for this amazing post! <3 EQ is the most important one! And yet... everyone avoids it heeheheh

Inwill date this girl! wow What most woman don't understend is that a mature man wants strong and healthy independent woman. I watched few movies about woman with my gf and she was all about feminism. She blamed man for everything. and she has the right to do so... especially in a Blue country. But she couldn't understand how femenin values implemented in blue country that is very low on maslow hierarchy of needs is hurting man. They are weak and damaged. They are fucking scared of woman. This ruins their masculinity, which paradoxically forces them to be violent and defensive. Which makes woman become more femenistic, individualistic and stronger(they cannot relay on man). Which makes man more scared and defensive etc. But I guess this will force man to mature. You can learn a lot by watching this movie. You can see how weak man cannot accept reality(and the one guy who did, is suffering for it). They are so afraid of woman that they need to make them drunk(just example). No love and sex makes them do stupid things like rape! And traumatised woman seeking for revange makes them more defensive, and this is what got the girl in the movie in trouble... I havent studied deeper on how femenism works in Blue country, what do you guys think? What is the solution? ☺

@DocWatts This feminism attack on man that is picked up by western culture is forcing man to degrade in red, and not grow into orange. Right now what woman wants is orange man who can respect them and take care of them.

This is why we are self-actualizing hehe! Feminism has had the side effect of emasculating insecure men. Healthy masculinity isn't threatened by gender equality. @DocWatts This is what Im trying to say! 80 % of man (15-30 years old) in Serbia are fucked up! Feminism is not a problem for a mature man, it is a problem with neurotic man who is very low on maslow hirearchy of needs and doesn't even know what feminism means!

@Hardkill I love everything you wrote! So right now in Serbia the next step is for man to get to stage orange, to integrate healthy masculine so they could be comfortable with woman and allow them the freedom to be them-self's (feminine), to feel safe and secure, to have man who will give them direction etc. and the woman will help them integrate feminine, which comes later in green i guess... But yeah. We need healthy yin-yang! Loved your post! I

There we go! Im starting to like you I love to see movies that are empowering woman! My GF always gets excited! It forces her to transition into orange achiever mode! hehe

@DocWatts I agree with you. I totally understand woman POV, here Im just trying to shine some awareness on the mans POV.

Oh yes. They are hurting each-other! This is what is happening and it will get worse in years to come. Im talking for my blue country. Hehhehe! Maybe in Orange/Green countries In Serbia it will take us 20 years to get to Orange

Well, she got me on first sight! What I saw is yellow woman sitting in my lap LOL

I totally agree! Blue man are blind to see how woman are suffering, and now this is mixed with blue woman are blind to see how man are suffering. They are fighting with each other but not knowing that they want the same thing! @aurum It needs to evolve in Serbia! Man and woman need to integrate feminine side, but first they need to integrate healthy masculine! Woman cannot be in their feminine when they are forced to be in masculine, i guess... I do think I watched few videos from Teal Swan that is trying to introduce mans POV. I love Teal Swan, I will watch some videos on it! Thank you!

Yep, I think it is counterproductive. I think this backlash is bad timing that's all. I don't know who this woman is, and what se represents... And by watching this video again I don't understand a lot of the terms she is using (I will stop posting things I don't undersrstand)... But what I think I saw is yellow(I cherrypicked my own words-ideas from her mouth) critiquing green feminine backlash that is biased and cannot see mans perspective at all. And this feminine ideas are taken by blue woman. So.. you know, its making things worse. But things have to get worse before they get better hehe

@Parththakkar12 How that system would look like? We have woman politicians on a rise that are fighting for woman rights. Finally. They now get more publicity which is pretty good. I must say that I don't have much exp. with political terms and politics, but I will share my observations. You mean we have to evolve to orange? The only way woman can be empowered in a healthy way is when we get to orange. Right now with our blue authoritarian country it is hard. We have stage orange female politicians on a rise though! Finally! You should see how scared are those old blue politicians when they are debating them lol ( I kinda feel bad for them) I agree! Orange and green values that we are picking up from internet is naturally pushing us to evolve. But here is what I see happening in the moment. Let me just say that the system is more complicated than the ideas Im sharing here lol First let me say that I em targeting people that 30 and younger. And right now Man are fucked from two sides(generalization ofc.). One is from their blue narcissistic parents that are pushing them to study shit that they don't like, work jobs that they don't like etc. and the other is by the stage orange marketing that is making them play video games, watch porn etc. They are far from integrating masculinity, and much farer from integrating femininity. Now lets bring in woman. Blue country has forced them to evolve on their own. They have to! They can't rely on man. So this forces them to study, learn, evolve, listen educational yt videos, there are a lot green feminine channels on a rise so they are getting way better then man that are playing video games and jurking off. And there is traumatized woman who is blindly taking feminine ideas from USA without even knowing what they mean. It is ego back lash that is fucking up man even more. So healthy woman is making man even more scared, and unhealthy woman are attacking them from whatever way they have seen on the internet, which is making them degrade in stage red. So here is my point hehe Woman right now need young healthy man (stage orange) to rise and fight against blue authoriterian system. This will work for them even better, especially for the traumatized woman who need man to take care of them(the back lash is because they don't have security and love, and how can you... when man are fucked up). I think that this feminine backlash that is picked up by western values is just bad timing! Here I want to show and bring awareness on the mans perspective. They are fucked. And this added pressure from woman is forcing them in stage red even! I started a yt channel that will help man evolve and integrate stage orange values. Very excited for that! I will study what happens next from other examples (countries) so I could understand better. What do you think? Im sorry for my writing, I hope you got what I wanted to say...!

Wow guys! We have complete misunderstanding hahahaha I don't identify with the right or the left, and I need to work on how to better articulate and write my ideas hehehe I will answer later, now Im too high