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https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/out-the-darkness/201404/do-psychic-phenomena-exist-0 So I have read the Holographic Universe by Michael Talbot and have read Tragic Spirits by Buyandelger (which is about shamans) and was wondering how to channel spirits like shamans do? I think Leo might have mentioned that he had something about how to Channel spirits but I cannot find the content anywhere? I would really like to become a psychic or medium to help heal people in the spiritual realm. I plan to go to graduate school this Fall to start my Master's program to become a Mental Health counselor. I am really serious about this ability because I want a diverse background and knowledge of how to heal other people both physically, psychologically, and spiritually. Please let me know how I can empower myself to heal others through connecting with celestial origin spirits. Thank you!

Thank you all! @Leo Gura I remember when I was younger that I would have dreams of certain events that would take place in reality and I have experienced moments of synchronicity. But recently, I have noticed that I have been more intuitive in that I can sense almost predict seeing an old teacher or friend. I could be just coincidence, but it has happened a couple times where a thought would appear in my mind about an old history teacher, then I would see him at my work at Hideaway Pizza (when I have never seen him there before). This certain moment made me kinda curious about certain possibilities. But I don’t know. I am interested in pursuing training in this work to better know thyself and heal others. What do you recommend?

So I am not blind (at least I don't think I am ), but I have been thinking about this issue in pursuing Consciousness. If one has lost their sight, hearing, feeling, or all sensations, how does one pursue Consciousness? I guess that no matter what sensations you lose in life, you will still have consciousness, awareness, and thoughts. So what I am trying to figure out is if I am blind, it is as if the Visual World ceases to exist. Do the loss of sensations prevent or inhibit one from becoming enlightened? How do psychedelic trips affect blind and deaf people? Are there any limits to Consciousness if one loses their sensations? What does it even mean to say that you are Consciousness when you are not and cannot be aware of any sensations or anything in the world? I understand from distinguishing Actuality from Concept that if I am blind then my Visual World (with colors, shape, objects) ceases to exist for me. But if the Visual World ceases to exist when you are blind, then why is it that you can still be harmed in it? Think of the 3rd movie of The Matrix: The Matrix Revolutions when Neo become "blind." Let's assume that he was actually blind. If there is no external world, how can Agent Smith have a chance of killing him? I am still trying to wrap my mind around this. Here is me trying to understand. Please point out my flaws in trying to distinguish actuality from concept: I realize that this experience of typing on a computer is ACTUAL and the External World that I believe is outside my room and house is IMAGINARY. What is IMAGINARY can affect what is ACTUAL (such as a nuclear bomb hitting my house, which is also IMAGINARY). Since Consciousness divides itself, Neo is blind (a part of consciousness) and Agent Smith can see (also a part of consciousness). All that is going on with Agent Smith harming Neo when Neo is blind is Consciousness interacting with Consciousness. But from Neo's perspective, Agent Smith is a figment of his imagination, yet this imagination of Smith is a reality that Neo has to deal with. Neo is imagining the visual image of Smith, but when Smith talks, Neo hears the ACTUALITY of his voice. Sound arises out of Nothingness and passes away in Nothingness in the same way that Neo's sight and existence came from Nothingness and in the end when he died, Consciousness merged back into Nothingness. Since Consciousness is infinite, it can infinitely divide itself giving it the appearance of an external world. But I notice that there really is no Neo and is no Agent Smith. These are just fictional characters and identities appearing in Consciousness. I am IMAGINING IT! In the same way that Consciousness imagines that it is a human being, it imagines that it is blind and that it is fighting Agent Smith. It is almost seems like the Life is one gigantic Dream or Video Game in which Consciousness (the content and structure of the dream) is imagining and interacting with other consciousnesses that are just divisions of itself interacting with itself? LMAO!! I feel like I am crazy and I may be crazy. But keep in mind though that Delusion and Crazy may be the default levels of everybody. It is unraveling this delusion and fantasy that leads one to Truth. But if our society is built on bullshit, lies, and delusion, then what is the Truth will be seen as delusion, bullshit, and lies from a delusional point of view?

Here are some videos that I think will introduce people to Consciousness work. Feel free to add some videos on here that you find helpful for others to see!

Yeah your right! I probably have a lot of misinformation about them. My culture has really made me skeptical and fearful of them for what they can do to my brain. Do you have any information on psychedelics that could set me down the path to discover them for what they are? From your research, are there long-term damages to the brain? I am most nervous about the negative impacts of psychedelics of me screwing it up. I think I stay away from them for good reason LoL!! I realize now that this Spiritual Journey is all about interpreting reality LITERALLY!!

Hello guys, I am relatively new to all this enlightenment stuff. I have been meditating consistently for a couple years, and I have been using Sam Harris' Waking Up App. So far, I have read The Book of Not Knowing by Peter Ralston, and Spiritual Enlightenment The Damnedest Thing by Jed McKenna. As a result, I have been meditating everyday for at least 20 minutes just following my breath and noticing other sensations and thoughts arising and passing in consciousness. I also am contemplating and trying to dispell and eliminate all my beliefs and programming such as Spiritual Autolysis like Jed mentioned in his book. I just want to be sure I am doing the practice correctly. All I am doing is uncovering an unchallenged belief and challenging it. Such examples for challenging such beliefs are: The belief that I am a real character or that I am a character at all The belief that I am not in the Matrix The belief that reality is real The belief that I am not deluded (which I am) The belief that I even exist (proving Cogito Ergo Sum to myself) The belief that I am a good person The belief that there is an external world The belief that other people have minds The belief that knowledge can be derived from sensations and rationality The belief that my family is real The belief that my culture is correct the Belief that I am well-educated The belief that my thoughts are my own or that I am the author of my thoughts Belief that there is an observer to what is being observed etc. etc. etc., I am just wondering whether I am doing Spiritual Autolysis correctly and whether meditating and contemplating alone will eventually let me have a direct experience of God? Like Jed McKenna said, "Sit down. Shut up. Find out what is true." Jed McKenna also mentions in his book to ask yourself, "What can you know for certain?" The only thing you can know is that you exist. This is known as Solipsism and Descartes had a similar insight in Cogito Ergo Sum (around p. 79). The part I have trouble with is that contemplation is using the mind to understand reality right? But how can thinking lead to a direct experience of God? What particular exercises do you all find most helpful in having the direct experience/implicit understanding of God, Nothingness, Void, etc.? How do contemplation and meditation fit together if at all? Is using contemplation techniques such Spiritual Autolysis, Descartes Cogito Ergo Sum, Peter Ralston's emptying your cup exercise, etc. going to lead me down the round to experiencing God? I know this is a lot! I Thank you! I appreciate all of your help!

Wow I am dumb. I discovered that Leo literally has outlined step by step contemplation exercises for enlightenment on the forums.

I have just watched Leo's video on What is Actuality- Direct Experience vs. Concept. This seems like a really interesting exercise to do. So if all thoughts are concepts, then isn't contemplating and questioning reality a concept as well? Isn't Self-inquiry a concept as well? Can you grasp the truth and have an experience of God based on the conceptual nature of contemplation and Self-inquiry? After thinking about it, it may be that if you drive concepts toward actuality then concepts may be helpful? For instance, contemplation, even though it is conceptual, contemplation is a tool and can guide one's awareness deeper into actuality such as questioning my assumptions about my hand being a human hand, molecules, or whatever else I believe. What do you all think about pursuing this exercise? What did you find in your experience?

Thanks for all of your responses! I love actualized.org! @Meta-Man how long do you recommend just sitting?

@Inliytened1 @Leo Gura Thanks for your responses! As for your question about being an Entity behind eyes, I do not see one. What is an entity? What are eyes? What is seeing? Is there really something seeing out of eyes? In my experience I do not see eyes or see what is seeing through what I think are eyes. In fact, I do not even see a head. Where my head should be, all I see is the world. I have a sense of being an entity, but I realize that this entity is content within consciousness. When I tried to look for this entity or the feeling that there is a meditator, I could not find one. In my experience, I tried to look for myself behind my eyes, but nothing was all that is there. When I asked “What am I,” in self-inquiry, I notice that that this entity (which cannot be found is identified with these thoughts and emotions). After examining closely and pondering “what will my next thought be?” My mind was so still until I sensed it wondering and it is creepy lol! But what sensed the mind wondering and what thinks its creepy?? It feels like empty awareness behind my eyes that identifies with being a subject within “human experience.” Am I doing this correctly? Thanks for all of your help!

@Meta-Man Thanks for your response! I would much rather prefer a path that did not involve psychedelics partly because I do not know the long-term effects it will have on my brain, cognition, neural connections, function, etc., I do not know how to get them, and it is illegal in my state (Oklahoma). At this moment, I would rather elevate my consciousness "naturally." I may try them in the future. Hopefully they will be accessible in the future. Did I describe the right process for Spiritual Autolysis correctly? I mean, is it really that simple such as to just "Sit down. Shut up. Ask yourself what is true until you know?" I sincerely appreciate your help on my journey!

I have been contemplating the nature of existence and the external world. I have been questioning the perspectives of idealism- only mind exists, external world does not, and realism- external world exists. I have watched many of Leo's videos regarding these issues, but I thought I would try to verify and experience the truth rather than just believing him. Here is an example of my current inquiry: What is existence? What does it mean to say something exists? Does it mean that an object or world is appearing within consciousness or is the object or world "there?" What does it mean to say that an object is appearing within consciousness? The first person experience is the only perspective of reality that I have. I cannot know if there is a third-person perspective because all I have of life is a first-person. Is this true? Well, the only way I can know anything exists in the world is through my own personal experience. Is this true? How else can I know and experience the world if it is not from this first-person perspective? Any notions of a world outside of my experience is imaginary from my first-person perspective. But is the world that I imagine that is outside of my direct experience real and does it exist? If there really is no external world, how is detective work possible? How is it possible that I am affected by things outside of my experience? But if there is an external reality, then what would it be doing if there were no observers? If the universe had no observers, wouldn't it be like there was no universe at all? From the perspective of not have any observers in reality would be like nothing ever existed, but would there still be a universe that exists? What does it mean to say that something exists but that cannot be observed? Then again, how is it that I am affected by things outside of experience if there is no external world? For example, someone could kill me in my sleep or I could get hit by a car from behind. If there is no external world, then how is it that I am affected by things outside of my experience and again, how is detective work possible? I know that there is no database in the universe about how a murder happened. A detective is relying on concept and imagination to solve murder cases, but isn't there a world from which the crime scene is happening? Just because there is no witness, does not mean that something does not exist right? Where is this typing occurring and who is reading my message? Aren't I already assuming that such a world exists? This is my contemplation, I still have not found an answer besides the point that I just do not know. I will continue to remain skeptical about whether there is or not an external world until I find out for myself. Can anyone help me? I am rather new to contemplation and have just finished Peter Ralston's Book of Not Knowing. Thank you for your help!

What happens to consciousness when we go to sleep? It goes back to natural state? I guess there is no such thing as no-consciousness when we sleep. If there is no-consciousness when we "lose" consciousness, then how can we wake up? If there is no-consciousness then how can consciousness come to be? So consciousness in its natural state is like that state which was before we were born, when we are in deep-sleep and when we die? Thanks for your reply! I am new to this work, and I am willing to take any advice you have or any book recommendations! Thank you!

Thanks everybody for all of your replies! I sincerely appreciate all of your help! How can I have a firsthand experience of Nothingness or God. I can kinda understand it, but I would much rather experience it for myself than to take on as a belief like you all stated. I have been contemplating a lot, but I am not sure how thinking about life will get me to the nature of life itself, God, Infinity, Non-dual Consciousness, etc. In addition, how can we know that consciousness or nothingness exists? Isn’t it circular to say that we know consciousness exists because it is the space of that which all knowledge and experience is possible? If this is the case, can consciousness know itself to exist? If everything known to exist can only take place in consciousness, then what does it mean for something to exist, let only for consciousness to exist? How can I have an experience or know the nature of this Void, Consciousness or Nothingness? Can this Void be known through contemplation? Meditation? How? How can I contemplate that which I have never experienced? I assume that I have not experienced nothingness or I am experiencing it right now? If so, how can I get this epiphany of my true nature? Thanks. Thank you!

How can we know that consciousness or nothingness exists? Isn’t it circular to say that we know consciousness exists because it is the space of that which all knowledge and experience is possible? If this is the case, can consciousness know itself to exist? If everything known to exist can only take place in consciousness, then what does it mean for something to exist, let only for consciousness to exist? How can I have an experience or know the nature of this Void, Consciousness or Nothingness? Can this Void be known through contemplation? Meditation? How? How can I contemplate that which I have never experienced? I assume that I have not experienced nothingness. If so, how can I get this epiphany of my true nature? Thanks.

This question basically states it. Is death something that we know to be true or is it a belief that we imagine? Notice that you have never experienced death as a reality for yourself, so how can we know that death is a reality if we have never experienced it first hand? If we have not experienced something in our direct experience, then it is a belief. Knowledge can only be derived through experience, and yet death is not an experience. In my contemplation, I went so far as to question why I assume that I will die. I find my assumption based off of the experience I’ve had with others dying and through a collection of beliefs. But how do I know that I will die based off of the experiences in my environment? Why make such a generalization? The “fact” that “everyone dies” seems to me like a belief because do we really have an experience of everyone dying? Is it possible that there may be some humans who have never died (like the immortal Jellyfish)?? Please let your thoughts. I know it sounds stupid, but can we know death to be a reality without a firsthand experience of it? I read The Book of Not Knowing and still struggle with the idea that death is a reality through the method of knowledge displaced by Peter Ralston. Thank you!

Hello guys. I am a university student and I have come across Hare Krishna's on my campus who hand out books on spirituality (Self-realization, Bhagavad Gita, etc.). I watched Cult Psychology, and Leo mentions them as a cult and I see them as a cult. But the main reason why I wrote this discussion is because I want to learn more about this group from you guys and the best way to interact/avoid this group. I hope this discussion will help others from falling into the same trap I almost fell into. Thanks! Rocky