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So the God-Self is not a place behind the eyes but rather the entire field of perception, everything in the visual field is God. This makes me wonder because my eyesight has been decreasing over time. I get blurry vision sometimes, does that mean that my access to God is more limited? What about if I become blind? Does that mean that God loses a part of itself? Why would God allow for that? Why would God allow for blurry vision if it is it? It is probably a dumb question, but I feel like others have a much better experience of God than I do because my field is more limited. Why do I need glasses to access God? Are some people just born disconnected from God with no chance of being fully connected? Thanks for your response!

I can tell by the first sentence that you are not ready nor mature enough to handle these teachings. Do yourself a favor and forget about spirituality and this solipsism stuff and just focus on living life for a while and build yourself up. You are going to become even more depressed and suicidal if you continue down this path trying to brainwash yourself with solipsism. This is misunderstanding spirituality/solipsism. The point isn’t to brainwash yourself. The point is to discover what is true. All of your ideas of solipsism and spirituality are False!!!! I will say that again! All of your ideas about spirituality/solipsism/enlightenment are False and not true!!! If you can’t see everything as the Self, you got it wrong. And if that realization makes you depressed or egotistical, you got it wrong.

Maybe God hides Leo’s toilet in the same way that Whiterun is hidden from Consciousness during the opening of Skyrim. In a first person game, there are things that appear to be in the distance that I can go to. It is amazing how that works in a game. All there is, is the Screen that gives the illusion of other and external reality.

You have to challenge your negative automatic thoughts, core beliefs and integrate shadow. It is all about interpretation and perspective. Try to see that comparison is a game that gets you nowhere. Same with negative thinking. That’s all comparison boils down to. The only thing worth comparing yourself to is compare yourself to God.

Okay. So basically God is the field I am experiencing now. It is all of my senses whether they are shit or not, it is God. Being blind is another experience. To ask why God would make me blind is to also ask God, why did you make me human and not some worm or alien? The main thing that stumps me is that God hides many things from itself. Right now, I cannot see or access Leo’s toilet. I only have a concept of it right now based on my experiences of toilets. Does Leo’s toilet even exist as anything more than my concept of it? I believe that I could go out in the world (or my perceptual field) and locate it, so does that mean that Leo’s toilet still exists even if I am not there to perceive it? Leo initially seemed to state it like his toilet really exists even when God does not have access to it in its field. If God can hide things from itself and they still exist, then how is that any different than the idea of an external world?

Yes.

That’s right. How can you say the external world doesn’t exist when toilets exist outside of your awareness? How can God be omniscient if there are things outside of God? Your toilet is not in my consciousness, so it either doesn’t exist, God is not omniscient, or God is more than my sensory fields. That’s the contradiction I see. So the genetic freaks who see more to reality than me have a greater perception of God than I do. I can’t see how God can be omniscient if there are things outside of God’s fields that it can’t access. Thanks for your patience and time. I’m trying to understand the paradox here.

But if you are blind, then color, light, and that visual form of the menu no longer exists, hence your experience of God is more limited.

I got that the entire field is God. My question though is that if I lose one of my senses, do I also lose that connection to God. If I become blind, I am no longer connected to light, color, and visual shape. The visual world of God ceases to exist. Losing a field of perception seems to limit access to all of Reality/God. If I lose auditory field, I can no longer hear the wisdom and music of God in some very important ways. Consciousness work seems like it would change drastically if you lose a field like sound and vision because they are dominant. But why would God allow itself to be able to lose perceptual fields of itself if it really wants connection? I guess you could say it is like being born with Fragile X syndrome (low consciousness) or having awakening experiences and hallucinations. It is all God, but some states seem to give one more of God than others. It seems there are genetic freaks, psychics, and mystics who have an elevated experience of God than I do. They are more connected to Infinite Intelligence than I am. Why is that if I am God? Why do I have a limited access to God compared to what is possible? But I guess I could ask this question in any state of consciousness.

It’s interesting how if we act like there is no external world, our lives will become nightmare. To survive and thrive in this world comes with partaking in the variety of life’s illusions - to play the game, so to speak. If we don’t participate in the illusions, we quit the game. I have to assume that there are other people viewing my actions on a security camera even though I know the guard is a hallucination of my own mind.

It seems to contradict God’s Infinitude because our fields of experience are limited. Some more so than others. How can Consciousness be infinite if it is so limited?

If you were born in a sensory deprivation tank your whole life, never experiencing sound, taste, touch, smell, sight, or thought, you couldn’t say you can be conscious of anything. You couldn’t even know if you existed or not. We can only be conscious now because we have developed the sense of thought, which thought cannot develop without the other senses. I think of thought as an immaterial replication of the senses.

100% commitment and discipline.

Part of it does. I am no longer aware of colors, light, and my vibrant visual field. All I can be aware of is blackness. If you lose all of your senses, you will have nothing to be conscious of.

God is a verb not a noun!! Here is the definition of verb from Wikipedia: “A verb is a word that in syntax generally conveys an action, an occurrence, or a state of being. In the usual description of English, the basic form, with or without the particle to, is the infinitive. Here is the definition of a noun: “a word (other than a pronoun) used to identify any of a class of people, places, or things (common noun), or to name a particular one of these (proper noun).” God is The Ultimate State of Being. God conveys action. Existence is action. God is not a man in the sky or on earth. God is the activity that makes up a man. We cannot exist without verbs.

I think you mean the opposite. All self-hood, location, and thingness is a hallucination. God is the process and activity of ever-changing consciousness, not a person, place, or thing. God is not a man in the sky, but a pure action of existence and everything breathing together in unity. Edit: Wait, I was wrong. Noun is primary and verb is secondary. To have any activity, process, action or verb, already assumes the noun exists. Existence precedes action. God is the ultimate Noun. I am it.

Death is an idea you have right now. The concept of death is dependent on consciousness. But underneath it all, everything is a hallucination. You are already dead. You just hallucinate being alive hallucinating you will die.

Even if you are writhing in pain, it is still imaginary. Don’t confuse openmindedness with gullibility. Radical openmindedness means that you are also open to the fact that you could be deceiving yourself and you entertain that thought to the fullest. Openmindedness isn’t just anything goes. Become so openminded that you close your mind off to BS.

Watch Rocky 4.

https://www.thegamer.com/qtcinderella-cannot-sue-deepfake-creator/ Contemplate this: Imagine that every woman and pornstar is like QT, and imagine that she is your daughter. Notice how just by watching and using pornography to masturbate, you are supporting the demand for the continual objectification and exploitation of women. “Oh, but R0ckyreed, there are some women who consent to it and so I watch them.” You would be a fool and a poor parent if you would say that to your own child. Why is a stranger any different? You also don’t know what goes on behind the scenes, roles, and act. Think about that next time you jerk off. But seriously, let’s look at this from the big picture. Society has shown us that with new innovations in technology come newer ways to flourish and hinder the development and consciousness of humanity. Whatever your life purpose is, you have to consider all the cons that could come out from your new invention because as they say, “everyone acts from good intentions.” And all new inventions will be used as weapons by Devils. I am not telling you to nofap. I am telling you to noporn. Because fapping doesn’t hurt anyone, but porn does. You have always contemplate: “how is this going to affect my mind and consciousness?” “How am I a devil?” The fact that there are hardly any laws that protect women from deepfakes is very unsettling.

Nonexistence doesn’t exist. It is impossible to conceive of something not existing. Nonexistence is an idea within all that is.

How do you differentiate bias and intuition?

Absolute Evil. Absolute Selfishness. Absolute Chaos. Chaos Theory. Absolute Randomness.

Hell isn’t a place, it is a perception. It is all perception!!! It is about how you interpret and think about your life. It is your philosophy that makes you suffer or flourish.

Yes! It’s amazing! I learned the technique from a guy on Jedi Academy. All you do is visualize a crystal pyramid in a desert. Visualize it clearly and hold it. Then, watch it fade into nothingness.