Trox097

Hello brother ! I went through that the last 5 months approximately, I’ve been onto spirituality and self realization since I was 15, I am now 22 and last year I did 5 Meo Dmt after that experience I began meditating 1 -2 hours daily after that I went through some beautiful realizations but 5 months ago I went too deep and experience levels of consciousness that completely caused me to die psychologically so hard that I was regretting ever following this path, I thought I fucked up and went crazy because of the level of perception I had, honestly was like being reborn, had to relearn how to live as a human mentally but what I did was first to pray to my own consciousness (GOD) mercy and guidance because I see god as my own consciousness, after that I quit everything related to spirituality, blocked every account on Instagram, left every group, stopped all meditation and psychedelic drug and all drugs al together and stayed like that for months praying to heal and to accept this new level of consciousness so profound and beyond the traditional and also keeping my mind focused on worldly things, it was very hard, I could see the abysm of madness following me but I slowly accepted the process and Mercy was shown and Now I tell you that the key thing here is LOVE, Infinity is LOVE, absolute self-love, remember those days when you were a kid ? Everything was infinite back then but you felt full filled, you were being taken care of. And now it still is you are all covered in that warm blanket of infinite love, do not leave Absolute SELF LOVE out of the god of equation, you are the one that is going to love and accept madness because you are the creator of it all. LOVE IS KEY MY BELOVED FRIEND.

I do understand where Leo is coming from, you know completely and totally and you are the divine reality sitting on its throne of absolute infinity without beginning and end and this experience is just but a flash of light within the infinite rays of that thing that we call absolute infinity but actually it is the absolute unknown and that's what you are, all the bodies appear within you there is no outside, spirituality is all fun until you actually expand your awareness to level that go beyond any human concept, that's where you stand with no beliefs no paradigms completely naked, and you internally die, there are no days, no tomorrow, no friends, your consciousness goes beyond the little spectrum of human possibilities, when you stand in that position in my case I get on my knees and cry and laugh and ask for forgiveness, you are there standing at a new dimension of existence, this is serious guys, this work leads oneself to the very roots of infinity, its all fun and games until you stand in the edge of infinity realizing this world and all the worlds to come are just dreams of you. Leo please if you read this keep on creating because when I am standing at the edge of infinity not able to distinguish between life or death this or that your videos make me feel as if I'm not alone in this work, at least someone out there has gone as deep as I am, I appreciate you man, thanks for everything you do, do not let people comments discourage what you share with us. This work is not for the faint of heart, every body says he is awakened and at the first stages it is fun but when you expand to universal consciousness and see the non reality of what you thought what solid ground is when you have to tight your seat belt and make a jump of faith into the abysm of infinity.

The dream state of consciousness helps you see how everything is just the dream of God, it is amazing to be completely conscious in your dream and be in another dimension and meditate into the absolute from there, consciousness upgrades happen very quick, psychedelics feel like a dream once you are there and this moment I am writing this feels the same, there is no difference, the house is empty. Pure Infinity.

@Roy Hey brother thanks for the feedback and yes when you enter the dream state there is a great amount of possibilities for consciousness work? And regarding your question Its been like 9 months since I was able to start entering the dream state but what I have implemented daily is very serious consciousness work and I became aware of God-Consciousness in my daily life more and more, that has been what I do the most to get to these states, also when you meditate consistently it changes your state of consciousness to levels where even though the human experience keeps going you are at the feet of God-Consciousness all the time so the difference between dreaming life and waking life becomes non-existent this shifts of perceptions and also some psychedelic trips is what I have done.

Hello everyone, I have always noticed how everybody always do trip reports but I never see nobody talking about how radical and life changing are the experiences you get from what I call "conscious dreams", I want to share now one of my most curious dream trips. To be honest some time ago I couldn't even remember my dreams but since like nine months ago I have been going through a process of awakening that has changed everything and since this process began I notice how I remained more aware of the dream state of reality. In this particular occasion I did not plan it, it happened around 12:30 am before going to sleep I did my daily one hour meditation and then I see how consciousness shines as a sun as I began the sleeping process and fall sleep in that state but just contemplating its beauty at the moment I had no intention of going into dream land. There comes this moment in which I go into deep sleep for some time and then wake up in my apartment, everything looked pretty normal at this point, I think we were preparing something but I am not sure exactly what, since the beginning of it what we call "I' felt something was off and then I noticed a friend of mine that should not be in my house and at that moment I realized that I was dreaming once I became aware of that the dream starts to collapse I entered into sleep paralysis and for some moment I tried to like meditate (what I mean with meditation is to focus only in consciousness and not pay attention to the content) and I do that because the whole dream starts to fall apart and I go into sleep paralysis which has been troublesome in several experiences of this. I ended up going back into deep sleep state thanks to resting in meditation and instead of waking up to this dream in which I am writing this I woke up to another dream and I have forgotten once again that I am dreaming and everything is going quite normal but I remember that the visuals or the way that everything appeared looked with a different resolution and some things were quite different to this state of consciousness I'm in right now but at the time I did not remember the existence of this state of consciousness called "waking state" but then I remembered that I went to sleep in this dream and woke up living life in the other dream and I was fully aware of my consciousness during the dream and once again went into sleep paralysis but as always when the dream falls apart and this happens instead of forcing myself to wake up which i have done several times out of fear. What I have been doing lately is fall into relaxation and this time some times after meditating in my sleep paralysis state and I seemingly went back to deep sleep but at this time I wake up once again and this time I am floating in pure darkness literally I was floating in circles and it was endless totally dark and I became aware that if I wanted I could wake up right now but I decided to relax into the experience, it felt nice to be there, time is not something conceivable there but I still had memories of my life in the waking state so I would say I was like that for a while so going in circles floating into nothingness, then I began to do self inquiry in that state and saw how thoughts come by themselves ALWAYS there is no thinker then I start to relax myself into consciousness the presence that lights up worlds and once I do that I stopped going in circles and start to fall but very slow and then when I am letting go of everything surrendering into my most mysterious and infinite form I feel this hard vibration it felt like an earthquake it was fucking strong and then in the area of vision where only darkness was some small colorful geometrical patterns start to like rain into my perception and I started to feel very overwhelmed I was being confronted with my real from, the real form of I, the Glorious, Immortal, Infinite God that permeated the whole universe, I am very intense to feel, so I thought for a second that I wanted to stop and so it did and I came back to my bed. I came back feeling very relaxed, when you see the infinity your eyes are burnt you will never live the same world or be a "person" anymore, I felt grateful for the experience but shocked to see what I really am, it brings me to my knees to see my own nature. Hope you guys enjoy the reading, I would love to know what are your thoughts on this type of trips and if you have any questions on how to induce the state of consciousness or what have I done to do it, feel free to contact me.